belladonna,
at first you were my saviour.

well, i guess that i took too much,
and now i am going to die.

belladonna

i’m done trying,
shes a fucking whore.
ruining me evermore,
soon there will be gore.
she’s still lying,
leeching evermore.
my head feels sore,
soon there will be gore.
this stress is so undue,
i wish i could undo,
till to speak is new,
and to her so askew.
now it’s too late,
for suicide she’s bait.
evermore hate,
worst person to date.

shut up and stop existing

-6.5

iridescent, evanscent,
transitory, and candescent;
pride and glory, tells its story,
rubescent in its own vainglory.
whilst i lay here, all quiescent,
in the night sky’s quiet essence,
my eyes are the observatory,
damnatory, derogratory.
iridescent, evanscent,
transitory, and candescent;
pride and glory, tells its story,
rubescent in its own vainglory.
whilst i lay here, all quiescent,
in the night sky’s quiet essence,
my eyes are the observatory,
damnatory, derogratory.

iridescent, evanescent

definitely my best vocals, i wish i could've screamed for the middle bit though.

i wonder if misery will end.
pushed to the verge, i wish i had the nerve.
at this point in time,
i think i’d rather be dead than ok.

misery will drone,
i’m all on my own.
again alone.

i can only think.
left to drown and sink.
my wrists itch.

i have too much time to think

i dont feel anything at all
i dont want anything at all
i want you crying on my roof
just you
then i want you to fall
nothing at all could hurt like this 
but you 
why does it pain me at all

you wont feel a thing

dirtiest boy

i feel unbreakable
my heart cannot be broke
i really hate you so
i wanna sell ur soul
shotgun ur brain will blow
pistol will bring death slow
im so unbreakable
you cannot break the goat

i think that i am cool
u wish u were as cool
why are you so damn dumb
youre such a fucking fool
ill kill you with some tools
hammer right to ur skull
i do not follow rules
i just kill on impulse

you are nothing to me
never were something to me
infectious fluoride getting
to all of  your minds, help please

i feel unbreakable
my heart cannot be broke
i really hate you so
i wanna sell ur soul
shotgun ur brain will blow
pistol will bring death slow
im so unbreakable
you cannot break the goat

i think that i am cool
u wish u were as cool
why are you so dam dumb
youre such a fucking fool
ill kill you with some tools
hammer right to ur skull
i do not follow rules
i just kill on impulse

do you understand?!

@thisismyreality

this
Your an evil human 
But you can't help it 
Anymore
Don't wanna see you fall apart
Your so stupid
Your so stupid

love cupid
i think your stupid
your not that smart
didnt know you
take it this fucking far
i wanna kill you 
i wanna capture you 
i wanna see you bleed 
i wanna hurt you
you said u fcking hate me
like its my fault
i started doing some drugs
i got some withdraws
ik you hate me
like its my fault
or im i just on withdraws
do i mean nothing to you x6

why are you so evil ft  thisismyreality

everybody thinks that
its all bad 
but i swear i can be cool
you just ate a thumbtack too bad
y'gotta swallow everything now 

"i wanna hold your face"
"okay"
"i wanna go away"
"okay"

okay

you make me blush for real
stupid jerk* i love you for real
i have to go meow
i hope you know how
to reach me if you ever need a
i love you with all of my heart
i love you with all of mine
i would heart your message but his name is in vain
im sorry to say sorry im so far from saint

will i die before i know your touch
will i get to kiss you like oh so much
well i have some issues that i wont blow up
but at the end of the day well i hope its still us

its still us

always one song away from quitting
join the server💔 https://discord.gg/WZDExYzk23

shut up and stop existing

casper's pishogue