i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

Tap in @rob-frost-574657135
Intro: 
1 for the leper that lead
To slaughter
His daughter was skipping on stones in the water
I pray to my keeper 
To drown my ass deeper im fully asleep and you burn in my head 

You like to make promises youll never keep
So ill lounge in my bedroom where i never sleep
Rot in my bed sit awake and i weep
I get high as the sky and stay up til its 3

You cannot tell me a thing x3

A thing

Pain is never ending pain is sollumnly the worst
I get clocked in the head by my mom and it hurts
I burst in the room in a ball of some flames
I feen for the fame as u push me away

@prodpishogue
God what do you want from me 
Haven't you seen me bleed
What do you want from me
Haven't you seen me
x2

violence in e flat minor with field of flowers

vessel of desolation
rotting in isolation
if youre to good for me
ill die in misery
going through the stages
pain infused in all the phases
and youre too good for me
ill die in misery

vessel of desolation

disharmonious frequencies

prod me
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide
i promise im not that type of guy
just know that im doing fine
i stalk your corpse
and wonder why i like
cut your skin skim your limbs
wonder if you can survive after this
now ik your okay
do you love me watching ok
bloody limbs
bloody lips 
i wonder if i can give u a kiss
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run dont hide 
i promise im not that type of guy
i just know your mad at me
ik your anger i can see
screaming loud for some help
dont know you no one can help
ik that your scared of me
i promise im everything you need
watch you cry watch you run does it not sound like fun
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide

please dont cry

melody from lullaby for a deadman written by kevin sherwood, tuff aah riff

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

ive felt this way for way too long,
dont know where it all went wrong.
i just wanted to be sure,
theres no hope anymore.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.
it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

smile whilst it lasts

sebakisme in the wood

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change (ft. humanendeavour)

when promises lay broken blends 2000s emo and nugaze to create a sound dripping with raw emotion and nostalgia laced riffs.

their melancholic vocals scream echoes of a generation raised on music television, heartbreak and restless nights. achingly familiar, yet unmistakably fresh. with walls of sound and reminiscent whispers, they’re not just a band they’re a memory you haven’t made yet.

when promises lay broken is a heart wrenching reach into the past of the band growing up in the 2000s. sonically and aesthetically reliving the of our youth vicariously through our music.

devil may cry

Newest song of mine! This is the solo version! 
We have a second version collab with my wife! She's also in the works of a new song

Yandere  (prod.myss)

Winter of Despair

always one song away from quitting
join the server💔 https://discord.gg/WZDExYzk23

smile whilst it lasts

casper's pishogue