im on the internet too much

teenage diary soon

before I came, they ain't even met me
if you ask it, their faces can tell
'bout the past, it doesn't ring a bell
but if I deny em, they'll laugh
at me when I fell
just do it 
do-do-do
so what I say is just do it
do-do-do 

where I came
they didnt even care
wanna see my worst until I melt
freezing cold, but these chords 
comforts me
from anyone's else spell
wont be satisfied til I'm headless
as long as I'm rotting, I'll be haunting you

teenage diary

everythings is worthless
everythings is perfect
everythings is fine but ik that im just worthles
i look inside the mirror and see version of myself
it looks so damage looks so broken
why im i always like this 
do i seem perfect or im this worthless
i just inside and i dont know what to do
just tell me the truth 
cause ik that im worthless
i have nothings to do
ik you hate me 
just to tell me what im post to do
if im so honest 
i have nothing to even lose

i have nothing to lose

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jhGvhmGUVUW1G2oEOH2ni?si=71f450d5c52b422d
prod me

i met a girl shes pretty cute
makes me wanna kms
its the perfect typa mood
they all say i shouldnt date her
i just say they're fucking rude
but i know i shouldn't date her
i just think shes really cute

oh god
yea u make my head spin fast i dont think i can take it
and it's so fucked up
i don't think ima make it
and ur voice replays in my head
don't wanna hear it so drop me dead
ur always pushing me to the edge
and i don't ever wanna do this again

chorus repeat 2x

(ON SPOTIFY) nyan cat

i knew a girl that lived north of my favorite city, her name was Vivian

im not writing all those lyrics 
prod. dead yami per usual

I think you love me

wallowin

dm @requiemforyouu on insta to buy $75 each

beat klips

prod. coldwntr

youll just notice when im gone
for now im jsut what u cant see
think my brains just all fucked up 
but youll never believe me

cant deal with something when like nothings right
youve been running around like your whole life
sleep during the day cause i dont wanna deal with 
all this pain i get at night (ooooooooo)
sleep during the day cause i dont wanna deal with 
all this pain i get at night

got disconnected dont know where ill ever be 
ive been stressing catch me hanging from that tree
youll just notice when im gone
for now im jsut what u cant see
think my brains just all fucked up 
but youll never believe me

got disconnected dont know where ill ever be 
ive been stressing catch me hanging from that tree
youll just notice when im gone
for now im jsut what u cant see
think my brains just all fucked up 
but youll never believe me

cant deal with something when like nothings right
youve been running around like your whole life
sleep during the day cause i dont wanna deal with 
all this pain i get at night (ooooooooo)

disconnected (SoundCloud only)

devoid of pride,
nowhere to hide.
i hate myself,
i hate myself.
time hurts so much,
im straying further
from ironic pain:
id do it all over again.

i will be dead
before my existential dread.
i have no free will,
what is the universe’s deal.
i think too fast,
and that is why misery lasts.
if there’s a god
he is the devil in disguise.

the devil in disguise

Si tu crois que ça va mal
Et que rien n'est bon
Vas y, Sors de l'ombre

Refrain
(Il y a toujours une lumières )
Crois en des jours meilleurs
(Il y a toujours une lumières) 
Elle est là
(Il y a toujours une lumières) 
Regarde

Couplet
Sinon, où iras-tu ?
(Sans raison d'espérer)
Y a rien à raconter 

Refrain
(Il y a toujours une lumières )
Crois en des jours meilleurs
(Il y a toujours une lumières) 
Elle est là
(Il y a toujours une lumières) 
Regarde

Couplet
(Elle est là)
Regarde
(Regarde)

Refrain
Regarde, à la frontière
(Il y a toujours une lumières) 
Elle est là
(Il y a toujours une lumières )
Regarde

Karavan

always one song away from quitting
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the devil in disguise

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