bruises on my legs ★

blehkys

best of garden graves (and a few more)

third person mode

changed pic cos was copyrighted and wasn't monetising lol

Can We Just Hug

i'll show you everything you've done
no point in trying to explain yourself
can't help it now
no words can leave your mouth
you'll reap exactly what you sow
it doesn't matter if you understand
the seeds will grow
they'll eat you up alive 

kiss it all goodbye
you'll be dead and in a coffin
you can wish that you knew why
but in the end you'll have forgotten
all these people drawing lines
parallels and intersections (partitions and connections)
crossing bridges between lives
tying strings into the other side

death never asked you for consent
forever is a moment's rest,
upon you now
breathing your own pollution
the blooming flower of your pride
has a weight so insupportable
it has to die
the stem cannot sustain the burden

(i am a man, a match, a burning mass, a billow of a flame
i am a soul a coal a fullness i'm unable to relate
my name is dream, my flesh is grass, and i grow older every day
my name is words, my flesh is dirt, my name is carved into a grave)

parallels and intersections

ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Sports (Alt Version)

@xanaxprofessor
girl its confidential , why you all on my johnson 😐😐😐😐

WHEN I SAY IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF ON OCTOBER 31ST 1990 IM GONNA FUCKING DO IT AND NO GODDAMN BULLSHIT BOSTON NEWSPAPER IS GONNA FUCKING TELL ME THAT IM CRYING WOLF - GG ALLIN

i must b retarded #😐 w/ witchbox

shoutout @straycore

"scratchin at my wrists shawty my heart growin hollow
i cant feel shit but the mf sorrow
wanna die slow where i go only god knows
women waste time and thats why i play guitar bro
i be so alone well except for the voices
fuck conversations i regret my choices
i realized we talk way more in my head
i like my version of you more instead
i hate the fact that you still get to breathe
women should die if they decide to leave
i hate myself more and more every week
i'll kill your whole family while they sleep"

its easier to talk to uu in my head , i like that version of you more instead :/

a song about my amazing girlfriend - she broke up with me after 14 months and I want to kill myself

you're the best.
you're pretty in that dress,
it's like you must be blessed.
i love you,
i'm glad you love me too.
you are my favourite thing to view.

you must be blessed

jaydes/yen & beabadoobee - migraine

on the count of three w/ skeleton

just ten toes can't avert my obsession
you are my one and only possession
fill the void in my chest that you left since
all i have is a hole in my heaven

living in ur shadow

weird cover

lyrics:
keep my calling my phone all damn day
dont even listen to what i say
no matter how long or hard i try
we both know this will end witha goodbye  

and i dont wanna know no i dont wanna go

oh look youve gotta new complaint
does it have to do with all my hate
nothing will change no matter how long u wait
cause unlike you im not a saint 

 my mind is going
my blood is flowing
does this mean goodbye?
i dont wanna die

oh yeah start another fight
cause you know that always makes u right
ill put a bullet in my head
pretend the casket is my bed

my mind is going
my blood is flowing
does this mean goodbye?
jesus watch me bleed
jesus dont leave us

goodbye/hate

made as a part of the basement tape compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz
Lyrics:
Can you really tell me I'm alive?
Are we really running out of time?
you've got yours, do I got mine?
well i dont know
 
baptize my soul in blood and steel
all this crying but i still cant feel 


since when was i evr myself
they said theyre worried abt my health
i think it doesnt really matter 

i might seek but i dont wanna know
the angels calling to me 

and on and on ill never see spill half my blood beyond the trees smoke cigarettes till i cant breath anything to feel free

blood and steel

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

mandys goth angelz mix

i don't wanna go outside anymore
i don't wanna be a fuckin whore 
i don't know what i wanna be
and i don't know what you mean to me
feels like i've always been 16 
maybe it's just that amphetamine

turn to christ whenever i can
but i know my life is just a sham
when i die bury me
in a garden by a tree
after i die ill be born again 
maybe then ill make some friends 

i dont know just what do
i thought i could bet on loving you
but now my closest one is gone
i guess i sorta lead you on

but i dont wanna wake up this time

idontwnnawakeup!

what have i started?
am i retarded?
i have to be cold-hearted
or my heart be found out.
when will you die, bitch?
you make my wrists itch.
i want you out my life
and out of your own.

what have i started?

fistfull of sorrow
i dont know what i wanna be
theyll burn down our castle
and i dont wanna see

with a bundle of sage 
and a pistol to my head
i dont wanna feel this way
id rather just be dead

i told you 
im afriad to die
whatever i knew
left after you cried

theres a little fairy
inside my head
pray to mother mary
my blood wont be shed

it doesnt matter
theres nothing that i wanna do
camelot is shattered
and it all comes back to you

stake my head to a pole
you think im outta control?

slit my writs and cut my hair
all this whining but idrc

writing all these stupid songs
i wish i could right my wrongs
mary wont u follow me
i might know but i dont wanna see

theres a chill down my spine
idk but i think im fine
ive never rlly cared 
im so fuckin unaware

when u call my name
you wont hear a response
my heart is broken
so dont test ur luck

camelot_

every saying every word just makes worse
and it hit you like that truck and now its rainin on my shirt
all a sudden im so nonchalant so chill that it just hurts
if you die before im dyin then im diggin up your corpse
and ill only sleep beside it and ill take it everywhere
if i peel away your skin then its the only thing ill wear
everytime i get embarrassed i just think about your stare
you got big beautiful eyes and they show me how you care
nothing that you do could fail me
but every single word that ive said just ails me
and i understand that you get confused
till you dont know what you want but i know i want you im so
motherfuckin stupid i just wish that i could be like
half as smart as you and half as straightened as my teeth
but theyre rotten and corroded so you might just not kiss me
im so charming but so stupid but what more could skele be

oh well youll be fine

always one song away from quitting
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what have i started?

casper's pishogue