i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

me vs your guy best friend

day_or_night_i_wont_cry

prod me

im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

what if it was the same but different

I recorded this for a label who are creating a compilation album with all the money going to support palestine ill put a link when they release it since its only on bandcamp

with the sun in my eyes,
temporarily blind,
in the light what will i find.
obscured by the light,
i can’t see but it’s not night,
and nothing’s alright.
with hope in front of me,
my mind still atrophies,
so what will i be.
nothing that i can see
i cant see past the dark,
because the truth is stark.
i’ll let time tell,
and right now it says its hell.

nothing is wrong,
it’s just taking so long,
and success feels like a con.
the measures don’t apply to me,
so how can i be happy,
that’s what i’ll never be.
but we’re forced to anyway,
and we have to every day,
strive towards a false goal,
and get sad and old.
the truth is a lie,
i follow and with no clue why,
but there’s no time to stop,
or you’ll lose to the clock.

confronting the truth

i wanna dedicate a song to you,
but i have no words to say.
it’s just the thought of you,
it takes my words away.

boi: hello boi

suicide bait acoustic

Can you get on my boat?

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Whispers Of Heaven

And Anymore- Demo

always one song away from quitting
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what if it was the same but different

casper's pishogue