but now you're hell

@tilldeathdowestart

well idk what to say to u
i never had the courage 
to do what i do want to do
like ok thats fine its ok its alright
wont resist i wont fight i just want to be alright
ive been through the rejections
we're just best friends and 
i know your boyfriends quite jealous of it
youre going off to college
mom says youre an alcoholic
dad says that youre full of knowledge
i think that youre fully off it
your rocker you cant go
i dont know i dont know
where to where to go
i dont i dont know
so if we're just best friends
i hope this doesnt end
i love you as a friend
i love you never again
its the truth youre concealing
dont play with my feelings
my line snapped im not reeling
i hope this goes away 
i never wanna see your face
no i cannot take the pain
im gonna k myself today or real soon

till death do we start - just friends (its 2 am and im depressed i havent slept in a few days)

i find something in you i find nowhere else,
there is something about you
that i am so addicted to.
if you ask me, i think that you’re really cool,
and you’re really pretty too,
so be my boo and love me too.

there’s a chance you think i’m just a fucking creep,
is it ‘cause i stare you down
when you’re around, and always bound

crush

requiem for you - nothing at all

I would name this after her but she might think I’m weird if she finds it

(prod. dead yami)
hey u can u be mine i think that we could be smth someday
jk yea nevermind i forgot i still have my nbk
so i have little time before my brains are all over the place
you stupid fluoride minds will feel the wrath and also get a taste

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i never had a real love in my entire life
unless u count my arm who really loves my old knife
mom im so sorry but i cant take this anymore
not my fault fully its mainly all of those goth whores

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i feel like i am nothing
one day i will be something
i do not deserve loving
but my gun deserves humming

yea i feel like nothing, yea i feel like nothing but thats alright

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

cant wait till were goneeee x4

im up to something stupid

you tried put the blood on my hands,
and you made it feel true.
i hate you!
you made that true.
i hate you!

and you made it feel true.
i hate you!
you made that true (you made that true)
i hate you!

you do it to yourself

melody from lullaby for a deadman written by kevin sherwood, tuff aah riff

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

ive felt this way for way too long,
dont know where it all went wrong.
i just wanted to be sure,
theres no hope anymore.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.
it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

smile whilst it lasts

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change (ft. humanendeavour)

i made rhis like a month or 2 ago
prod @adderal911adderal

im scared asf

Switchblade Knife

always one song away from quitting
join the server💔 https://discord.gg/WZDExYzk23

you do it to yourself

casper's pishogue