Ill be 
right here 
away from 
my fears 

you cant
tell me 
I'm not 
happy 
 
I'm happy

the regret is making me sick

French Exit - demo

Damn

Wychcrest - Find Me By The Fields

i hope she hears this :,)

lyrics:
pretty girl, curly hair
if i said i wanted to kiss you would you even care

short but sweet
come with me i'll show you a good time

like me like you
we'll be me and you

written, recorded, and mixed by Carlos A. Zamora

buena

nineteen years spent in nothing but the dark
i crumble to pieces as soon as things get hard
it's a long way down, no way out, i'm scarred
spent my whole life being laughed at and picked apart

and i got lost in a moment of weakness
and i wish that you'd never see this
did i mean nothing? that's pretty facetious 
fighting all my life, but i'll never beat this

moments of weakness theme song

so last year i announced my first real lp, which ultimately got incorrigibly stuck in development hell; rather than let the material rot in perpetuity, im leaking this collection of demos, roughly corresponding to the final idea i had in mind for the record albeit unpolished, unfinished, unmastered, yada yada. some tracks intended for the project ive either saved in order to flesh them out to the bitter end (as future releases and whatnot), some tracks ive already released as singles and were thus disqualified from this collection (dayshift, death in drag, get back baby, etc). all I ask is u go easy on these and listen to them for the ideas they are; if ur looking for some highly polished commercial product, ur in the wrong place bud!!!

this leak is not just for all those folk on Soundcloud who have begged me to actually release some of my hidden demos, but also for those peeps who worked hard with me on this vision; I think this leak is mostly for them as they’ve seen their labor gone unnoticed for all this time

enjoy :')

blue in the face (demo)

You Are An Angel - October 7th, 2023 (Tascam Demo)

You Are An Angel (Demo)

we can talk over a cigarette or two
i'll do whatever anyway
you know i can't stay
whats my issue with the things i say
when youre away
I wanna be your favorite way to
play, play

whats the point in conversation anyway
i relay discrepancies and frustrations
give me everything you'll take way
i'll keep it safe inside my warm home
and loving arms
arms

it's my problem now
i've got it just the one
go to sleep and dream of rebirth and the sun

i'll land on my feet
when the sun is asleep
when the sun is asleep
asleep
...

sun sleep

i just wanna change 
i just want a change 
i just wanna change 
i wanna be different 
i’m so scared of change, but I can’t stay the same ￼
i got some change, but it won’t cover the difference ￼
once I let go and start to free up
i don’t really need to smile when i see em 
they wanna see me fall but i can’t see em 
so high up my nose started bleeding 
they can’t afford it 
i don’t talk to u cuz ur boring, u got me snoring
yeah u sore and u hurting 
i’m just getting high to relieve my burdens 
ankle bitters always crying 
they like my style 
they try to bite it
u said u my homie why u lying 
make money cuz i’m pretty 
yeah u so shitty 
i can drop a song and flip the city 
just flipped a pack for $250  
i’m so thrifty

sun sleep

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