lucille - fear

lucille - whatever (og)

[prod 1sickboi] 
song w @jjxxli
lyrics; 
You left me all alone, so ima just collapse.
(FUCK THAT!)
(ima just gonna commit suicide.)
You're just a punching bag,
You're gonna beat me till I die.

I never cut up any picutures, never once.
I'm tired of all the noncince—lose the tounge.
I'm not like them, so don't put me in the bunch.
You'd beat me till I'm bruised, I won't take the punch.

Yeah, I won't fight back; I lost this once.
Yeah, I take the gun right from out your pocket, cock it back.
Oh, did I scare you? I'm sorry—don't be so sad.
You put a razer and a knife inside my back.

And to this day,
I'm wandering, why'd you do that?

I never wanna go back.
I liked you, and you knew that.
I really wanted you bad.

You broke me; I was so sad, sad, sad.
I never wanted someone that damn bad.
You tossed me out like a piece trash,
Like a piece of trash,
Like a piece of trash.

fenix - punching bag w/ sese

lyrics;
i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
You took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

(ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh)

i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
you took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that

(Prod. itzsxul)

fenix - FESTERING

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

lyrics;

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I'm shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

(fuck you, you creep)

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser that's in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I am shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

bleed

lucille - #HIT!

secrets

Старые новости

give and take.

Что может родиться 
Где мысли убоги? 
Умыл свои ноги 
На Божьем пороге.
Я в врата стучался 
Но мне не открыли. 
Меня там не ждали 
И в Рай не пустили. 

Я вымазал душу 
Золою и пеплом 
Послал всех к чертям 
И отправился в пекло 
Но ставят там точки: 
Мол- "...ритмы остыли. 
Ты любишь цветочки…" 
И в Ад не пустили. 

Я долго склонялся 
Меж белым и черным, 
Был страшно упрямым 
И очень упорным. 
Но дверь закрывали 
И гнали в ненастье. 
Меня не пускали 
Ни горе, ни счастье. 

И в этих гниениях ￼ 
И в этой печали 
Вдруг ритмы проснулись 
И вслух закричали. 
И песни, что пел я 
Достали до Рая. 
Там врата открыли, 
Меня зазывая. 

И теплые ноты 
Промчались по Аду. 
И если приду к ним – 
Сулили награду. 
Но я погуляю по 
Белому Свету. 
Увижу людей 
И объезжу планету.

heavenly head. prod me

members:
@fuckfenix
@dazingoff
@9vn-455345866