im always running back to you

 whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
(*boooooom* aww look, iris tried making another shitty song)
whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
the usual the usual thats all u say it was
the usual the usual all of this hurts my dear
dk how much more i could take i dont even wanna be here
cut my wrist some more, theres blood on my tee, whyd u make me do this
ur names forever in my arm, istg i hate this bitch
the usual the usual thats all u said it was
the usual the usual i might go grab a gun
lodge a bullet in my brain girl i dont wanna play no more
im so sick of giving my life up to such a stupid whore
so get out of here, get out my house, n make sure to close the door
u beat me down w whips n chains, u broke my fucking core
the usual the usual thats what u swear it is
the usual the usual im only js a kid
its the usual the usual i dont wanna feel like this
everyday i woke up, texted u, i always felt like shit
took almost a couple years to realize this aint what normal is
god i hate that bitch whyd she have to lie to me for so long
now on the verge of tears, im sitting here recording a shitty song
this the last youll hear from me, tmr stg im gone
the usual the usual thats what u swore it was
the usual the usual no u didnt gaf
(im not fucking leaving u im not giving up on u, thats not me, im never gonna leave u)

the usual

unofficially prod twikipedia

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
how you're keeping me sane

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better- fuck!

since you're all that i want
try my best, never stop
jump that hurdle, cross that block
till i'm up in your arms
i love you its obvious, no wonder
tell me if i'm obnoxious, since i'm younger
so many words i couldn't say
devoted I'm the pen to your page
and there's nothing i wouldn't do
if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you

I'll be your winner, your winner 

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
oh so well

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you
be your lapdog just tell me what i need to do
if i lied i'd be sorry would you see me through
scared about losing you
swear that it's true
afraid at the fact you could le-

fuck this shit, i'll just go tell her in person

heartfelt

prod ~ kiialko

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Wn4Jef4npUgQlDhOyeHuF?si=b5b1dad8d6a34036

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/ghosts-feat-dazingoff/1823793279

you tell me you're giving up on me
and you keep on bringing up, how you want to leave
was I not enough for you?
was I just a phase you grew out of too soon?
I'm left here thinking, what we could've been
now I'm stuck rewinding, our memories again

I talk to ghosts inside my room
replaying the nights I gave to you
your silence acts louder than the truth
and I still wear the weight of losing you
I light a match just to feel some heat
but not even flames
could burn what's haunting me
your gone but your shadow never moved
and now I talk to ghosts, I talk to ghosts inside my room

I'm too far gone nobody can save me
I loved you once but u didn't see 
I caused a lot of things and it was so hard to say
you took out everything and pushed me out your way
my skin is filled up w cuts going cold running out of blood
I got no one so I talk to the walls and when I'm gone you finally get what you want

I talk to ghosts inside my room
replaying the nights I gave to you
your silence acts louder than the truth
and I still wear the weight of losing you
I light a match just to feel some heat
but not even flames
could burn what's haunting me
your gone but your shadow never moved
and now I talk to ghosts, I talk to ghosts inside my room

cocktail hour

ghosts

ghosts w/ dazingoff

amnesia

nail

so gone

tighten the rope or tell me im worth it
do i have to hide from you 
can i, can i confide in you 
i dont wanna frighten you 
i dont wanna 
i dont wanna 
i dont wanna frighten you 

frighten you prod me

crayon - to the girl who died

Campfire ft zai [prod me]

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

Way too long

members:
@fuckfenix
@dazingoff
@9vn-455345866