@1sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

go stream!

horror movies

prod ~ hostile

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKtf2FsnJyOMiAtwsd9k2?si=77d470dff4a74158

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/your-night/1823793278

I tried to change my ways
for you to still be the same
out here partying, clubbing, it still wont add up to nothing
I tried to stay in my lane
but you wont give me a break
why don't you tell me the truth? woah

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

you don't call, you just ghost then pop up in my mind
yeah, say you care but it's always at the worst time
fake friends gassin you up, this shit is not fine
I give you love but you give me a maybe
switch moods every week like the 80's
in not stuck anymore but I'll keep it a maybe
since I'm brand new, you keep on claiming you made me

you only hit me when you're hurting
you say it's love but it's a burden
sending mixed signals, you're uncertain
sociopathic, you're disturbing

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

I still wait for your name on my screen
hoping one day you'll mean what you mean
but every time it's a rerun scene
same words, same hurt, same in-between

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

cocktail hour

your night

lucille - hat trick (snippet)

lyrics;
i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
You took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

(ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh)

i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
you took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that

(Prod. itzsxul)

fenix - FESTERING

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

yuh
yeah, you're constantly proving you never needed me
regardless of your words I don't know what you see in me
I should've known it was an act, you didn't believe in me
did you believe in me?
oh, I know the pity will subside
so much to say but my gut tells me, "keep it inside"
if I get another lovey-dovey text from you I might die
know I'm expendable you're distant but won't ask why
she's the girl who claims she, "has it all together"
he's the boy who just wants back his green sweater
I'll handle you with care like a feather
I'll write my dying wish in this letter

girl don't worry about me
yeah, go live your life without me
explore the world without me
there's no need to doubt me, I know
my time has come... so I...
harbor my feelings for you
I gave this thing a chance
yes, but now this chapter is through
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
you said every time I open my mouth I push your buttons
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
but I just want my green sweater back from my ex-girlfriend

my green sweater

[che mannequin remix]
lyrics;

if its me and you there's no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judas, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back
i was being nice when i said yo shit wack!
Rick Owens on my feet bitch you know I'm always stacked
and my pants never be correct cus you know how i sag
i got grams in pockets and they prolly from the past
turn yo fuckin music off that shit is ass (that shit trash!)
im bumping fenix in this bih im boutta crash
spend my money on a pretty bitch buy her a bag
huh fenix never on that bullshit he only speak facts
(you creep)
pussy boy he can not do a one on one
i aint basic im a legendary one of one
yea im wasted bitch i got the gas up in my lungs
he cant say dis, bitch im hot asf just like the sun
ha, ha
yuh told this bitch sit criss kross,
she dont that she be fucking with a boss
haha, talking on my name you gon get socked
i dont tell no business i keep it locked
yea this pretty hoe just left in a thong
and dis freaky bitch got a fucking tongue of a frog
why you all up in my business i aint do nun wrong
finna rip it, like my name is wreck it ralph out this bong

yeah, if she cut her wrist then let me know
you can show yo funds but you know theres nothing you can show
HAHA! huh? groupie bitch and she love doing coke
they be talking bout me but they saying fenix the goat (im a goat)
if you packing up that fye you better use it
if you use your hands jus kno im abusive, and yo bitch a groupie she loving my music
if its me and you theres no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judus, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back

fenix - ##ZOOTED // #RUTHLESS [che mannequin remix]

secrets

drown

fenix & bastard - dissidents

Lyrics:

love that feeling when my arm is cut open inside that pit
i cannot decide if this shits real or just inside my head
i cannot decide if this shits real or just inside my head
i cannot decide if i want to live or to kill myself

i cannot control myself when these thoughts got me tripping here
feelings in my heart trust got broken im just sitting there
lonely asfuck and im crying my eyes out
thought it was love but it just turned all of my thoughts loud
i just cannot think about u love yea all this shit is gone
all this shit u said got me wondering where im from

love that feeling when my arm is cut open inside that pit
i cannot decide if this shits real or just inside my head
i cannot decide if this shits real or just inside my head
i cannot decide if i want to live or to kill myself [2x]

i cannot decide

members:
@fuckfenix
@dazingoff
@9vn-455345866