(prod by sickboi)

picture me in the back of a fucking hearse
it's not sad cause your glad i'm gone
so am i, so am i i i, i'm so fucking glad
run you can't escape the cause of pain
it hurts so much, so much
put a bullet into the back of my skull

stop don't listen to the voices 
they don't mean shit
they tell you the wrong choices
you can trust me
cause i listened to the voices
(why did i fucking listen god fucking dammit)

now i'm six feet underground
you gotta understand its not worth it at all
be cautious, don't make a sound
don't let the voices get out

i might be schizophrenic but it's ok

gonna drop real music soon enough guys <3

(yuhh, aye)
(yuhh, aahh)
(ahhh)
(yuhh)

i think it's finally time for you to go
it's okay let me help you make your way out of the door
it's obvious you're stalling can you please stop walking slow
i think that i'd be better off not seeing you no more
i guess it's just a sign of the times a season of loneliness
thought i was alright, but i still can't seem to forget
i'll ponder each night cuz you wasn't like the rest
the more that we fight, i know that you love me less

(yuh)
(yuhhh ahhh)
(yuh aye)
(taha)

i still have no clue what kinda music people make in this genre

@1sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

go stream!

horror movies

unofficially prod twikipedia

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
how you're keeping me sane

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better- fuck!

since you're all that i want
try my best, never stop
jump that hurdle, cross that block
till i'm up in your arms
i love you its obvious, no wonder
tell me if i'm obnoxious, since i'm younger
so many words i couldn't say
devoted I'm the pen to your page
and there's nothing i wouldn't do
if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you

I'll be your winner, your winner 

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
oh so well

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you
be your lapdog just tell me what i need to do
if i lied i'd be sorry would you see me through
scared about losing you
swear that it's true
afraid at the fact you could le-

fuck this shit, i'll just go tell her in person

heartfelt

waves

prod ~ hostile

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKtf2FsnJyOMiAtwsd9k2?si=77d470dff4a74158

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/your-night/1823793278

I tried to change my ways
for you to still be the same
out here partying, clubbing, it still wont add up to nothing
I tried to stay in my lane
but you wont give me a break
why don't you tell me the truth? woah

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

you don't call, you just ghost then pop up in my mind
yeah, say you care but it's always at the worst time
fake friends gassin you up, this shit is not fine
I give you love but you give me a maybe
switch moods every week like the 80's
in not stuck anymore but I'll keep it a maybe
since I'm brand new, you keep on claiming you made me

you only hit me when you're hurting
you say it's love but it's a burden
sending mixed signals, you're uncertain
sociopathic, you're disturbing

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

I still wait for your name on my screen
hoping one day you'll mean what you mean
but every time it's a rerun scene
same words, same hurt, same in-between

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

cocktail hour

your night

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

Det spiller nu

prod. me
@sideshowhan

girl i get where youre coming from 
but i dont think youre hearing me
i cry out for you its a flood of love
girl i think that ive fallen way too deep

im exhausted i think that ive lost it
tell me why you treat my heart like a target
been tryna rationalize why youre so heartless
i wouldnt have to suffer if you were honest

i wouldnt overthink if you were just honest.

honesty.

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

sore (adore)

members:
@fuckfenix
@dazingoff
@9vn-455345866