(prod by sickboi)

picture me in the back of a fucking hearse
it's not sad cause your glad i'm gone
so am i, so am i i i, i'm so fucking glad
run you can't escape the cause of pain
it hurts so much, so much
put a bullet into the back of my skull

stop don't listen to the voices 
they don't mean shit
they tell you the wrong choices
you can trust me
cause i listened to the voices
(why did i fucking listen god fucking dammit)

now i'm six feet underground
you gotta understand its not worth it at all
be cautious, don't make a sound
don't let the voices get out

i might be schizophrenic but it's ok

2017

fenix - i guess thats no

prod me

what's the point of a question? if it cuts like an answer
every word that you throw it leaves me bleeding out after
told me truth was a weapon now i sleep with a dagger
I'm wrapped in sheets made of steel where the wounds only gather

counting blades in the silence every fight we left unsaid
and I hold peace in my pockets but you're aiming for my head
you kiss the wounds you leave undone
saying I should be glad that I'm not dead
but I keep them beside me when I'm crawling back to bed

I left my pride in the doorway while you sharpen your spin
and I've been caught in the crossfire where the night pulls me in
keep my guard in my chest so you tear through my skin
every night is a battle that I let you win

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant
silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

these empty sheets they feel like armor but they don't stop the pain
with every word that you speak, it pulls the knife out again
I chase your voice in the dark, but it fades in my brain
and when I reach for your hand, all I find is the

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

dagger

prod. me

rot inside my bed ive been there
wanna get  out of here 4 u
leave me stranded on my island
i wanna rot in peace i do

bedrott (prod me)

turned me to stone w fenix

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

@rottingunderurskin

you're so much better off without me
girl quit being dense
and I'm so much better off without you
no we can't stay friends
you turned me into your punching bag
no we can't make amends
you talk about me behind my back
i think i see a trend
oh, should I hold my tongue
or should I air you out
I'm not the only one
you claim you care about
hope it comes back to bite you
I pity and despise you
girl, yes, I really liked you
didn't know I was being lied to

go stream!

punching bag

zombie - bastard

fenix & bastard - dissidents

(prod. lucille)
"charades" friday
thank you for 10k on instagram :)

miserable

members:
@fuckfenix
@dazingoff
@9vn-455345866