fenix

Tuff Songs ;)

#gothamendment

sdaadaw

natural (bunii & bluchrist cover)

watching ft. aeter

produced by: kyoa

AYEEEEE THANK YALL SO MUCH FOR 200 FOLLOWERS! WE GOIN UP FR 🎉🥳🥳

Lyrics:

If you like, how I look, can we fuck? (2x)

If you like, how I look, can we fuck? 
I don't wanna do no feat 'cause bitch, you're butt

Call up lil bro, he gon' slide thru the cut
My diamonds shinin' like glitter, so what?
These niggas shit, can't do shit 'cause they suck
Imma fuck on his bitch, like he Sneako, he cuck

Tap once, then I'm done witcha
Ight, Imma fuck witcha
Been clutchin' on my gun, nigga
Why you tryna run up? Must be dumb, nigga.

I hold choppas by my hip
Nigga come try, he gon' eat this clip

You ain't really 'bout the shit that you say on the net, nigga you's a bitch

Nigga thought that shit was sweet, now that nigga dead, throw him in a ditch

Nigga mad because he broke, I've been going up, I've been getting rich!

No hoe, don't speak to me
Leave my phone on DND
I done seen this shit too many times, so you not pleasin' me

You like, "Boy, come back. You not leavin' me"
"What you think I did not what it seem to be"
"And I'm thinking that we can work easily"
We can work but can you answer me?

:)

canwefuk?

music video: youtu.be/f6ZJE3QKlKg

lyrics:
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone

crayon - girl

forever

nakubro - nope your too late cover snippet

[prod. 1sickboy] lyrics;
I never falled, off,
You kept on lying to me,
You knew that you were so, wrong,
Now you’re crying on your knees,
Your love was just lost,
Tortured by the memories,
You played but then you paid the, cost,
Now you’re begging, screaming, “please,”
But I don’t hear your calls, 
Your voice gets lost up in the breeze,
You watched me build these walls,
Now you’re locked without the keys
you said its all my fault
oh your so sure that you know it 
but your not miss know it all  

IVE BEEN STUCK UP IN MY HEAD, I NEVER SLEEP
IVE BEEN.. FUCKED UP EVER SINCE YOU WANTED PEACE
VOICES CONVERSATING AT NIGHT AND THEY NEVER WANNA LEAVE
TRIED TO NUMB ALL THIS PAIN, BUT YOU CUT ME WAY TO DEEP
NOW I’M DROWNING IN REGRET, AND I CAN’T FIND MYSELF RELIEF
EVERY PROMISE'S BROKE UP IN MY HEAD, ITS LIKE A DREAM,
AND YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME TO DEATH WELL I GUESS YOU NEVER MEAN
I'M  LOOKIN’ IN THE MIRROR I DON’T KNOW WHO I SEE

YOU TOOK A PART OF ME, NOW IT’S EMPTY, 
INDEED
I WAS BLEEDIN’ FOR YOUR LOVE,
NOW I’M FINALLY FREE
BUT FREEDOM FEELS LIKE HELL WHEN YOU’RE,
LOST IN THE SEA


i never felt this type of, way
every time i think about you, i just see your face
i wanna end it fucking, blow out my brains
you did me dirty i thought you were gonna change
running circles in my head, i cant escape
all these gun shots, gonna ricochet
i wanna move on but I'm so afraid
you fucked up everything, but left me here to blame

(wo-woa-woahh)

You kept on lying to me,
You knew that you were so, wrong,
Now you’re crying on your knees,
Your love was just lost,
Tortured by the memories,
You played but then you paid the, cost,
Now you’re begging, screaming, “please,”
But I don’t hear your calls, 
Your voice gets lost up in the breeze,
You watched me build these walls,
Now you’re locked without the keys
you said its all my fault
oh your so sure that you know it 
but your not miss know it all

I never falled off

unofficially prod twikipedia

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
how you're keeping me sane

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better- fuck!

since you're all that i want
try my best, never stop
jump that hurdle, cross that block
till i'm up in your arms
i love you its obvious, no wonder
tell me if i'm obnoxious, since i'm younger
so many words i couldn't say
devoted I'm the pen to your page
and there's nothing i wouldn't do
if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you

I'll be your winner, your winner 

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
oh so well

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you
be your lapdog just tell me what i need to do
if i lied i'd be sorry would you see me through
scared about losing you
swear that it's true
afraid at the fact you could le-

fuck this shit, i'll just go tell her in person

heartfelt

https://open.spotify.com/album/0B6sipgUkXXS1uDhmt6QHp?si=OdS9FWepT3KSNVzBjbqd5Q

track 01 - seaside 🌊🤕 w/ @steezr
[steezr mix]

@reverrent:
dis bitch is a trick yea i wont even lie
shoutout delta i can be ur favorite guy
feelin seasick so i close my fuckin eyes
by the seaside tell me does dis feel right

so enlightened glowed up alright
niggas false claiming shit got me tight
in the parking lot thinking bout my life
brought a switchblade wanna say goodnight

@steezr:
fuck my feelings i been cryin all night 
im invalidated but im gonna be alright 
i say fuck love but that pussy so tight
im js being honest bring the truth to the light
ion really talk much but i always keep it civil
ion claim swag im js poppin off a little
niggas talkin shi but i refuse to be belittled 
i always stay calm cuz im js an individual 
lifes in reverse sit back n think a little
got a love life i dont wanna rekindle 
but im persuasive enough cuz ppl are too simple

track 02 - impaleヾ(๑╹-╹)ﾉ🔪
[steezr mix]

tell me how im waking up with my eyes closed
it's like time froze
i write rhymes ion write prose
fuck the whole world everything's flawed, no pros
im a cornball find a beat when i needa cope
look up at the stars cast a spell and make a light show

loser swag but that's y im so dope
need a trophy for keeping my soul
need more than need a hug ion feel so well
nigga dumb as fuck wanna gather intel
lied to me twice so a nigga had to bail
i stopped cutting now it's self impale
if i left now would you even care
of course you would cuz im so fucking rare
don't look at me cuz i'll hide from your glare

track 03 - netflix 🏴‍☠️🎬

ur a son of a bitch
no i could nvr switch
in the club w my niggas turnin up gettin lit
double b on my belt
man i feel like the shit
swear i should quit niggas so toxic
and my body going limp i can feel the toxins
every time i try i still feel boxed in

man fuck netflix on the web all day
and fuck wat u say cuz all u niggas lame
fuck wat u say cuz all u niggas lame

i should kill myself evry day a bad day
how i get doxxed i dont even have a name
fuck


track 04 - dysphoria 😓 w/ @steezr

@steezr:
im not big on the drugs i js smoke pack
niggas saying that i hallucinate what is that
smoke more blunts than a nigga from LA
dumb ass nigga wont say shit to my face
switch up nigga swear ill get you laced
fat nigga talkin learn yo fukn place
cross paths had niggas ready to walk down
the difference between me n u
it is profound
left him w cancer gave him a smoke round
we had a shootout we peepholed the whole crowd

@reverrent:
im not special i just rap wen im not feeling great
i must wanna die 120 on the interstate
big ass sword cut u down like a loose strand
ion skate nigga im a poser i be rockin vans
niggas overly hating ik u a fan
cuts on my arm i cant hide em, wrapped in cellophane
all my fault but i least i know to take the blame
shrapnel poking at my chest nd at my mental
broke me down nd u still couldnt slip thru
i dont say a lot, few words, and a pencil
made a bad choice, turns out it was pivotal
i cant gain anything im a damn fool

track 05 - dread, do you care? (╥ᆺ╥；)🎶
prod nujabes

one question, why can't i be enough?
you don't have an answer pls just say something
i-
all the time yea this shit gets rough
all the time yea im trying not to jump
i think im better off alone
3 am writing fucking poems in my room
i could go out but i dont want to
cuz what's the point if no one even sees you?
im invisible but visible to you
hating myself cuz of things i've said
hating you for not leaving me yet
pushing back hard to fight this dread
like why the fuck am i still scared?
and when will anyone care?
i-
i don't know..

restless *ep* (¬﹏¬)

lyrics;

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life 
ive never been down so deep.
everything that you wanted to tell me
ive never had wounds that cut deep
ive never felt promises keep
When every single word would just repel me
ive never felt nights that don’t sleep
And im Buried in the ground where you left me
Buried in the ground where you left me
You left me broken, like a record on repeat
I'm dancing in the hallways, and im falling off my feet
You left me choking, on the words I couldn’t eat
Swallowed by the silence, sinking deeper in defeat
You left me hoping, for a love I’d never meet
Running through the fire, but collapsing in the heat
You left me spoken, in a language bittersweet
Tasting every memory like poison on a sheet
You left me broken, with a pulse that skips its beat
Dancing with the shadows where our hearts no longer meet
Wandering the halls where your ghosts and mine still meet
You left me speechless, with a coldness sharp and neat

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life

(prod. sickboi)

bittersweet

pictures (bones)

#guitar #accoustic 
#sad #indie #grunge #goth

where did u go? PT.2

why am i here ft fenix

lyrics;
i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
You took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
that you,
would,
step on me just like a doormat
i knew,
that,
theres nothing that you could've took back

(ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh)

i dont like you festering
i told you should savior it
you hate me and it dont make sense,
if you keep going ima get pissed
pretty girl gon cut her wrist
i dont like dis famous shit
told me i should just commit
all your fucking words, were counterfeit
gave you all I had to give
you took it, then you let it slip
taking shit for granteded, know you did
taking shit for granteded, know you did

FUCK

oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that
oh god, id never wanna go back
id never get with you if i were to ever know that

(Prod. itzsxul)

fenix - FESTERING

this is what you caused (bunii cover)

Natural BluChrist ft Bunii Slowed

prod. @duskysdemise
lyrics;
carve my name into your skin,
i wanna be included—can you let me in?
i want you to be tortured, and to reminisce,
if i were to die tomorrow, i will not be missed.

put it on my checklist: to hope i die,
in my tombstone, that’s where i’ll lay.
i’ve tried to pass away so many times,
i know you want me gone, so this is my goodbye.

i tried to vanish a thousand times,
you’re so sick and twisted, i’ve seen your signs.
you left me begging all day through the night,
i’m so fucking miserable... i hate my life.

if i jumped off, i won’t survive,
and you told me that you cared—i know it was a lie.
you want me dead or alive? make up your mind.
you can scream for help, but no one will reply.

i know you’re suicidal, baby—don’t you die on me,
i’m sorry that i’m in your life… i’m such a tragedy.
you left me begging all day through the night,
like every word i ever said just led to jealousy,

carve

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

lucille - mean it (final)

would you talk to me at all?
i'm just constantly at fault

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

it feels like torture
it's so damn horrid
you're lurking as i
make the wrong choices
just say i lost

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

misery

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

it's a fake out
tryna trash this party
doing lines in the bathroom
do you wanna makeout?
we could probably find a spot on the hills if we had to, i know

even if you could apologize
they'd find the wrongs inside your rights

no matter what you do
they'll always be after you
until i walk alone
on misery avenue 

all fall down
under the surface
i might drown

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

hat trick

members:
@fuckfenix
@dazingoff
@9vn-455345866