Nevermind

Closer (feat. Softspoken)

Broken Man

Isolationist

ENMY

On the Edge

This is about how internal wounds can change who you are as a person. Loss, grief, and depression, especially when left unacknowledged and untreated can fester. I feel like I’ve lost some of the best, most vibrant parts of myself to these struggles, and when that happens, it’s hard to recognize yourself

04 Left With Pieces

Pulse of My Art

Identity

Never Surrender

"Kenopsia" OUT NOW!!
https://projectvela.bandcamp.com/album/kenopsia

Project Vela
Calm Within the Storm
"Kenopsia"
© Copyright 2019

-Lyrics-
There’s a muted plea inside my mind to influence me to take back my life.
Give me strength to change what I can’t accept.
Distant memories clinging to the edge.

There is no warrant to grant me strength. I am the on who holds the pain.

[Chorus]
I’m running away, I’m running away from anything I thought I was before.
Go through every day, go through every day 
regretting that I never made the time I needed to take in everything and feel the calm within the storm.

Lay waste to the seeds of a desperate hope, watch what I believe go up in smoke
Helping me forget what I should recall. Distant memories screaming through the fall.

There is no warrant to grant me strength. I am the one who holds the pain.

[Chorus x 2]

Kenopsia

Calm Within The Storm

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► Lyrics
Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
ON MY OWN

Can't you hear my heart
Rip it out and pick it apart
Because something hasn't felt quite right
From the start

All these voices inside
Who are they to decide
That I'm reaching out in vain
Though I'd rather feel nothing at all
Than this pain

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
(I'm all alone)

Can you feel the heat
I'll surrender before my defeat
I guess I've run my course and now I'm
Obsolete

All these voices inside
Who are they to decide
That I'm reaching out in vain
Though this empty shell
Is everything that remains

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
(On my own)
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
(I'm all alone)

I see my shape as I'm fading away
Just a stain on the wall just a name to decay
I'm tired of playing someone else's part
Just to feel again
Fail again
I see my shape as I'm fading away
And I'm tired of playing someone else's part

Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
Is there hope of redemption
Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
I think I'm starting to see
Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
Is this just a perception
Help me feel again
Help me go

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
(On my own)
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
I'm all alone


► Credits
Music and Production by ALESTI
Vocals performed by James DeBerg
Mixed and Mastered by Joey Sturgis (Mixingbros.com)

Paralyzed (feat. James DeBerg)

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Written and produced by Robert Matlock
Vocal production by Julian Comeau
Mixed, mastered, produced, and additional writing by Evan Mckeever

Void

Established in 2017. Project Vela creates heavy, emotional rock music bolstered by the use of electronic elements.