hey
made this in 3 hours last night
produced by @wisssery & @user-757072975
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
far away
and gone again
i ride thru city streets
and sleep
was never an option

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
driving on highways has taken enough
time is an essence that i can live without
im better now

i move on
yet it sits with me
i live enough
but never peacefully
cuz when i gain one back
its always knocked back down
i see the light sometimes
and catch an L right back around

where the fuck have my friends gone
maybe they moved on
i got me some new ones but
the old never prove wrong
im losing my sanity
in an apartment i don’t own

and my girl, she got some bright brown eyes
and i cant help but notice when she sits beside me
i feel like michael but i’m in disguise
cuz theres no way he’d ever be this happy

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
taking my life and fucking it up 
tell me about my life u know so well
im better now

better [wisssery x lavendertxwn]

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it takes time to trust
red line from love
why did i let you slip out of my hands?
i act surprised that you went and made new friends

new friends

Spent 19yrs Underneath The Surface Of The Ocean N Now Im Growing Coral

[lyrics]

[benzo- v1]

as i walk down this path it's getting dark
no light in sight 
i made it to the park
snorting ketamine on the steps
overdosed can you guess what's next
getting rushed to the hospital
everybody crying please don't let him go
but all he wants to do is be alone
and he's frozen in the snow

[benzo- hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

[notahero-v2]

i wear my heart on my sleeve
then u cut me open
i hope that u hold it
i hope that u protect it
i been losing my mind with all the stressing
i don’t wanna figure it out i’ve had too many lessons
i hate it when ur not around cuz it’s fucking depressing
how the fuck am i more than what i think if i’m always feeling less than
no matter what i ever tell u
i could never let u go
the only one that i confide to
u know things that nobody else knows
baby i just wanna hold u
imma get rich and build us a house that’s perfect for two
i told u everything’s for u

oh baby if i told u that we’d end up together and i could buy u anything u want
would u believe me
then would u need me
oh i could save u with my songs
i can save u with my songs

[benzo-hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

now i wear youre heart on my sleeve

Now I Wear Your Heart On My Sleeve w/notahero (prod.king theta)

i wish i could change but im just too sick 
bitch im tryna face all the shit i did
but you rub it in my face, make me feel like shit
i cant think straight, let me take this sip 
outta sight outta mind i think im doin betta 
when we fight, yeah i try but somehow always mess up
oh you lied? thats alright. now im onna bender 
was doin fine now im dyin 
why you mess my head up?

this time
can you please try 
i dont wanna cry 
back to your friends
back to the man that i was once again 
cant hold in everything in my head 
so obsessed w this shit on my neck 
its the only thing left of you
id do anything to have my fuckin family back 
when im in my head ill run a hunnid laps 
ima make em proud, ill make that paper stack 
running out of time, i cant be wasting that 
so please lemme fix this
know im fucked up but i just need you to listen 
i dont wanna miss out on a moment with you 
if you come over we can talk over a blunt or 2

i wish i could change but im just too sick 
bitch im tryna face all the shit i did
but you rub it in my face, make me feel like shit
i cant think straight, let me take this sip 
outta sight outta mind i think im doin betta 
when we fight, yeah i try but somehow always mess up
oh you lied? thats alright. now im onna bender 
was doin fine now im dyin 
why you mess my head up?

out of sight, out of mind (methboiswag)

i do my own thing (prod. !withoutu)

Dear FBI agent I do not feel like robbing a bank

i wanna rob a bank ngl

tell me abt it :/

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6ZWmDGmyYkcNxxpJ0jhQLp?si=7b29aaf5481c4e49

out of sight, out of mind (methboiswag)

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