Lyrics : 

Ive been fuckin up since 17
But I ain’t ever been the type to have no enemies 
And yeah I put it on my mom they gon remember me 
I’ll be a star shining brighter than they’ve ever seen 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it 

I don’t know if I can explain how I’ve been feeling lately 
Stuck in between insane and crazy 
I wonder if I could make it on my own
Cause when you’re gone 
Feels like I never had a place to call home 
And now I’m calling from a broken pay phone 
I hope you get the message
Blood drips to my necklace 
Incisions on both of my wrists 
She hates me it’s so god damn lovely 
Break me down put me back together again 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it

fuck up (prod. drmabeats x jibaorockin x thislandis)

prod @pekarot_161

the newest installment in my rock arc, i think this is the direction my sound is headed in for a bit i hope everyone is cool with this c:

lyrix

1, 2, 3, 4
im never consistent
im always in and out of touch
im never persistent
its way too hard to give a fuck
about what im missing
dwell on my existence
never made the distance
oh well i guess its just my luck

relying on the kindness of strangers
oh god we're all fucked
relive it over and over
til it eats you up

hey
another breakthrough in modern technology
another paywall to keep you alive
i hope this email finds you well in these trying times
hey
theres something that i cant escape
a feeling a place
your face
hey
the one thing that i cant erase
your memory will stay with me

im always so distant
im so surprised that im still loved
break trust in an instant
im always fucking shit up
i wish youd just shut me up
how do the words cut me up
this pot im stirring it up
push myself over this hump

i always let myself down and act surprised
ive grown accustomed to believing my lies
something to show for a point to come close or
nothing to hope for but answers from the skies
so obsessed with living my so called life
my way, my way or the highway
so stubborn didnt need a guide
if i listened then i might not work a 9-5

1, 2, 3, 4
hey
another breakthrough in modern technology
another paywall to keep you alive
i hope this email finds you well in these trying times
hey
theres something that i cant escape
a feeling a place
your face
hey
the one thing that i cant erase
your memory will stay with me

Go Fork Yourself (prod. pekarot) *ON ALL PLATFORMS*

prod me

lyric:

Oh 
My god 
Like what’d you do 
My hearts in two 
Because of you 
-
I’ll play it cool
Cuz that’s what dad 
Taught me 
To do
…
No I’m not bulletproof 
I’m just like you
You’re like me too 
-
I’m such a tool
I think it’s sad
Aint that 
The truth 
…
Come on 
Just sing along 
There’s nothing wrong
Everything’s gone 
-
I lost it all 
Putting my all 
Inside these songs 
…
Wake up 
You’re still in bed 
Im in my head 
I think I’m dead
-
You keep repeating 
All those hurtful words 
…
You said 
I can’t do this shit again 
I feel the blood rush out my veins 
I feel the knife rip out my neck 
Dripping red all on the letter 
That I never got to send 
It’s whatever guess it’s better 
Knew you’d always want me-

tool.

i wish i could change but im just too sick 
bitch im tryna face all the shit i did
but you rub it in my face, make me feel like shit
i cant think straight, let me take this sip 
outta sight outta mind i think im doin betta 
when we fight, yeah i try but somehow always mess up
oh you lied? thats alright. now im onna bender 
was doin fine now im dyin 
why you mess my head up?

this time
can you please try 
i dont wanna cry 
back to your friends
back to the man that i was once again 
cant hold in everything in my head 
so obsessed w this shit on my neck 
its the only thing left of you
id do anything to have my fuckin family back 
when im in my head ill run a hunnid laps 
ima make em proud, ill make that paper stack 
running out of time, i cant be wasting that 
so please lemme fix this
know im fucked up but i just need you to listen 
i dont wanna miss out on a moment with you 
if you come over we can talk over a blunt or 2

i wish i could change but im just too sick 
bitch im tryna face all the shit i did
but you rub it in my face, make me feel like shit
i cant think straight, let me take this sip 
outta sight outta mind i think im doin betta 
when we fight, yeah i try but somehow always mess up
oh you lied? thats alright. now im onna bender 
was doin fine now im dyin 
why you mess my head up?

out of sight, out of mind (methboiswag)

𝒟𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈𝒾 ｘ𝙋𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙗𝙤𝙞 
Prod. Forget about me
Mix / master: Dreamsi / Pinkboi 

Lyrics:

𝒟𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈𝒾

I’m dreaming of you, can you make my dreams come true?
Every fairytale has an ending, but I wanna rip it out and burn it, babe
Don’t let this be the last page, I’m clinging to the heart ache
(Let me be with you forever) 
Let this be the weather, sunshine on your face 
That’s my kiss on your cheek
You’re smiling at me 
I feel it too
Can you let this be true?
You’re the world 

Even if the stars go out and the lights fall down, we’ll make it out 
Let the heat burn through me, cos I don’t wanna let you go 
Running through the waterfall, we do the impossible
Always be invincible, our love as a crown 

You can make every day shine the way it used to
When I was just a little kid
Running around in the sun all day, like 
Myspace
My Fender guitar
Bring me back into your arms 
Yeah, I miss that, babe 

𝙋𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙗𝙤𝙞

None of these guys deserved you 
I just wanna show you that you are everything to me 
And I promise that I can give you the world, if you give me the time baby 
Imma make you mine
I’d do anything for you, just to see you smile 
Dreamsi, I love you
I just love the way you smile
I just love the way you think all the time

𝙋𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙗𝙤𝙞 + 𝒟𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈𝒾

I’m dreaming of you
(Yeah, I’m dreaming of you)
Can you make my dreams come true?
Can you make my dreams come true? 


© Dreamsi + Pinkboi + Forgetaboutme, 2024.

Dreaming of You feat. Pinkboi (Prod. Forgetaboutme)

the grotto ft goneafteraugust

DJ Mix❓ rejectcore radio vol. 1

@rejectcore @milanfasho @nowhere-s @davidshawty @user-273018776 


songs:
3lines 5blunts p. smllslikekurtt (reject) (unreleased!)
fakeSlime p. smllslikekurtt (reject) (unreleased!)
RELAX p. ok (Milanfasho)
trapHouse p. smllslikekurtt (reject x N0where) (unreleased!)
##FREAK (Milanfasho x david shawty) 
stirFry p. warheart & hellapocky x rubbishfr (reject) (unreleased!)
Internet (Sly)
OH MY (Sly) (unreleased!)
bubba but (reject) 
Like this p. SoSurreal (Sly)

out of sight, out of mind (methboiswag)

ghøst