i wish i could change but im just too sick 
bitch im tryna face all the shit i did
but you rub it in my face, make me feel like shit
i cant think straight, let me take this sip 
outta sight outta mind i think im doin betta 
when we fight, yeah i try but somehow always mess up
oh you lied? thats alright. now im onna bender 
was doin fine now im dyin 
why you mess my head up?

this time
can you please try 
i dont wanna cry 
back to your friends
back to the man that i was once again 
cant hold in everything in my head 
so obsessed w this shit on my neck 
its the only thing left of you
id do anything to have my fuckin family back 
when im in my head ill run a hunnid laps 
ima make em proud, ill make that paper stack 
running out of time, i cant be wasting that 
so please lemme fix this
know im fucked up but i just need you to listen 
i dont wanna miss out on a moment with you 
if you come over we can talk over a blunt or 2

i wish i could change but im just too sick 
bitch im tryna face all the shit i did
but you rub it in my face, make me feel like shit
i cant think straight, let me take this sip 
outta sight outta mind i think im doin betta 
when we fight, yeah i try but somehow always mess up
oh you lied? thats alright. now im onna bender 
was doin fine now im dyin 
why you mess my head up?

out of sight, out of mind (methboiswag)

ghøst