it's heavier than you thought it would be.
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just focus now
you’re not gone
pull yourself out
no one will do it for you

oh it’s everything i want
oh it’s everything i want

there’s just something in me that’ll never change
i know what it takes to pull me out
there’s just something missing that i can’t explain
i know what it takes to find it now

living all your minutes in a hurry
wondering where all your days went
laughing with your thumbs on your phone
home alone sitting there in silence
i said what i need and i got it all
i got everything and it’s not enough
i feel like i’m being pulled at both ends
and i start to panic, to panic

let me catch my breath
coming up for air and i get the bends
so i go back in, sinking in the sand
until my heads pulled in, i don’t hear what you’re saying
i don’t want your hand just let me catch my breath
i’ll get what i get, only dead ends
this is pulling punches to be content
this is jumping off and seeing where i land

and it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
oh it’s everything i want 
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)

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i walked to the river
put the sun in your hand
fake a smile and giggle

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i leave
“settle down, sink in”

why am i so surprised?
i know who the fuck you are
fall for it every time

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i breathe
“settle down, sink in”

pull out, sink in

before the storm

april shower

hurt

I'll keep you around
I'll keep you around

Never been a fan of the hills
You feel like when technicolor first arrived
Like something that I've never seen
Losing gravity and sense of time
Like both things that I'll never need

I've just been losing composure
Balled-fist and red faced emotion
15 labels on my shoulders
It's getting hard not to notice
Only want you to my own and
There's no malice in my motive
Carry whatever you're holding
Even if I end up lonely

I'll do it, no motive
All because I wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
I can keep you honest
I'll do it, no motive
All because you wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
You can keep me honest

Never been a fan of the hills
Never been begging for summer
I always made the time to make time
Always overlooked what's on your mind
I'll take that all in my hands
Your fingerprints still in my bed
Still feel your pulse in my head
Replay the words that you said
I could give you that again
Fist full of sheets and your sweat
Motive whatever you said
My motive whatever you

I'll do it, no motive
All because I wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
I can keep you honest
I'll do it, no motive
All because you wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
You can keep me honest

Motive

uncle jess (prod. by killrichy)

you mustn't give your heart to a wild thing.

Farewell

Making money isn't hard in itself... What's hard is to earn it doing something worth devoting one’s life to.

godfather

harmony

Resurrection

Music Producer/Musician
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Just a guy with a computer and a passion for music

favorite artists right now are aftertheparty, 'nothing, nowhere', and Oliver francis

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