complexity.
prod. 10fold

why now?
looking down at my phone
red hue starts to cover my eyes
as I'm wearing a frown
spent countless nights trying to drown you out
too sudden, you're showing up now
did a hard reset on my brain
now I'm feeling a way that's unusual now
need to set this pace right here
just wondering how

this anger, regret
and bitterness mixed up with sadness
I'm lighting a flame inside of the void
tryna guide myself through all this madness
this pain, it's subtle
just noticed a rise of insurance
there's venom injected throughout each word
with doses of care and assurance (x2)

already went through the stages
so why am I feeling this way?
nothing has practically changed
but this feeling is nowhere the same
can't say that I don't feel scared
my heart sinks at the thought of that day
in a melting pot of emotions
there's so much shit that I wanted to say

this anger, regret
and bitterness mixed up with sadness
I'm lighting a flame inside of the void
tryna guide myself through all this madness
this pain, it's subtle
just noticed a rise of insurance
there's venom injected throughout each word
with doses of care and assurance (x2)

why now?

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