My heart is cold as ice, ice, baby.
It lives in a cave of my own making.
But I don’t need no one to save me—
Just a few more months of hibernating.
I’m sorry if I missed a memo,
The first half of my life was a demo.
Maybe this time around I’ll get things right,
Or maybe I’ll fade away into the night.

I kinda know when something’s bad for me right from the start.
I just gotta listen a little closer to my heart.
Cos sometimes I drown it out so I can’t hear, oh,
When the pain of grief is the only thing I fear.

I’ve been living in an endless time loop;
Every day’s another chance to reboot.
But still, I’m covered up in cobwebs.
How long have I been here without friends?
Pain and circumstance devoured up my youth,
Now I feel this urgency to just move,
Away from all this endless nothing.
Maybe I need to believe in something.

I kinda know when something’s bad for me right from the start.
I just gotta listen a little closer to my heart.
Cos sometimes I drown it out so I can’t hear, oh,
When the pain of grief is the only thing I fear.

I keep holding on to past transgressions.
Maybe this is my confession.
I didn’t always know what I was doing.
I don’t know who I thought I was fooling.
It’s hard to own up to your own fuck-ups.
I think it’s high time I have had enough,
Of leaving behind a trail of chaos.
Maybe what I need is still out there, waiting.

I kinda know when something’s bad for me right from the start.
I just gotta listen a little closer to my heart.
Cos sometimes I drown it out so I can’t hear, oh,
When the pain of grief is the only thing I fear.

Fever Dream

Cold

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