In 2019, following a weekend playing in Berlin, I experienced a prolonged psychotic episode, my second (and first since 2004). The consequences  to my life and career were manifold and all-encompassing, and by the time the psychosis was retriggered in early 2021, the volition to engage with music on any meaningful level was utterly waylaid. Fortunately, I've been in good health since, and decided to undertake the Fitzcarraldo-like task of listening to and organising my entire digital library. I'm still not sure why I felt compelled to 'sort through the wreckage' in this way, but something told me there would be some kind of meaning to be derived from the endeavour. And I've decided to document the journey with a series of mixtapes, some of which will have a loose theme of sorts, such as this one. While there will be some new or recent music included, the vast majority of the tracks will have been collected in the last 10 years or so. 

I hope you will enjoy listening as much as I've been enjoying putting these together.

Mix 1 - 'Unrequited Dub'

A deep and relaxing mix, with a barebones dub-techno feel.

TRACKLIST
Gert-Jan Prins - Timpani Basso Ritmo (Editions Mego, 2008)
Austin Cesear - Travellers In Faith Dub (Public Information, 2012)
Roma Zuckerman - Zero (Trip, 2018)
Ruhig - Etere (Midgar, 2016)
Fluxion - Distance (Vibrant Music, 2020)
Carmen Villain - Subtle Bodies (Smalltown Supersound, 2022)
Purl - Bortom Molnen (Hall Of Clouds) (Purl Bandcamp, 2023)
Loscil - Sickbay (Kranky, 2004)
Wishmountain - The Cough (Evolution, 1996)
Fluxion - Burst Mode (Convextion Remix) (Echochord, 2012)
T. Gowdy - Therapy With Colour (Constellation, 2020)
Second Woman - / (Spectrum Spools, 2018)
Takasi Nakajima -Basicmath One (Indigo Aera, 2015)
Fluxion - Schism (Vibrant Music, 2020)
King Midas Sound & Fennesz - Lighthouse (Ninja Tune, 2015)
CV313 - Oceans (Echospace, 2018)
Biosphere - Silene (All Saints Records, 1997)

All music available here : https://www.buymusic.club/list/kubrilant-volte-face-through-the-wreckage-1-unrequited-dub-selections

‘Unrequited Dub'

Nick Stephens w/ Daniel Avery - 4th April 2024

Josh Corbett - 5th April 2024

Casper Clark is stepping in for Psych Milligan

tracklist:
James Ellis Ford - Tape Loop 7
Perila - Mud
Diana Princess Of Wales - Sleet
Forma Norte - Pascua
Salamanda - Sing Together
Elvira Del Rocio - Somewhere
Pmxper - Osouro
Sunn O))) & Boris - The Sinking Belle (Blue Sheep)
Varg2 ft Eartheater & Earth - Lucky
Arrowounds - Blue Entombed
Kevin - Slow
The Green Kingdom - Swayd
Spivak - The Fucking Bed On The Floor
Voice Actor & Yarrow.co - Minefields
Acopia - Toxic Traits
Hysterical Love Project - Miracle-Mouthed
HTRK - Dream Symbol (Loraine James Remix)
The Bionaut - Lush Life Electronica
A.S.O - Go On
Dummy - Pepsi Vacuum
Nuances - Someone To Struggle With
Osees - Too Late For Suicide
Atlas Sound - After Class
Gnod - Dream On
Klara Lewis & Yuki Tsujii - Lift
Arthur Russell - The Platform On The Ocean
Lee Gamble - Xith C. Spray
Rosa Brunello - Furgonauta (Eva Geist Remix)
Cibo Matto - The Candy Man
The Sugarcubes - Hit
Bar Italia - Sounds Like You Had To Be There
Wire - Used To
Pan American - Esso (Snippet)
D:Ream - Things Can Only Get Better (Choral Version)

A Path Through Haze w/ Casper Clark - 4th July 2024

Good morning to all ‘The Hazers’ out there you nutty crazy gang! I can’t quite believe it, but large groups of listeners across the world have assembled and formed ‘fan-groups’ - Grateful Dead had Deadheads, Bros had Brosettes, I’ve got Hazers and I couldn’t be more humbled! 🥰 

Right.. tonight! If you are not going to former guest TAFKARR’s incredible new show ‘Château Plaisir’ @robertrubbish opening at the fabulous @jimandhim and you’re in -or, you could be in the park, with say a lover - tune in @netilradio 7-9pm BST to me, ‘the thinking persons Han Solo’, Psych Milligan on this months ‘A Path Through Haze’ - got some early 70s surf soundtrack action from the likes of G Wayne Thomas / Crystal Voyager / Morning of The Earth… some heavy duty loading from Gnod & White Hills killer ‘Drop Out’ and some sublime beauty of the Bee Gees ‘Odessa’…
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Gnod / White Hills ‘Drop Out’
Kombynat Robotron ‘Moder’ 
Amon Düll II ‘Archangels Thunderbird’
Gnod / White Hills ‘Spaced Man’
Celestial Bums ‘Child of The Moon’
Black Rainbows ‘Hawkdope’
Can ‘All Gates Open’
Ibliss ‘High Life’
Meic Stephens ‘Rowena’
Earthing ‘Morning Song’
Bee Gees ‘Marley Purt Drive’
John J Francis ‘Simple Ben’ 
G Wayne Thomas ‘Hollywood’
Meic Stephens ‘Ghost Town’
Richard Marks ‘Purple Haze’
Melanie ‘Look What They Done To My Song, Ma’
The Mission ‘Tower of Strength’

A Path Through Haze w/ Psych Milligan: 01-05-25

Young punks make old hippies… solo tambourine bang in the jazz hut @netilradio for me, Psych Milligan on ‘A Path Through Haze’ this balmy eve… 7-9pm BST… in the bag  ce soir there will be some CSN&Y… Steve Young… Saitana, Hawkwind, The Alps, Townes, more.. and thinking of Odetta… with a back of the neck follicle raisin’ version of Bob’s scathing open letter ‘Masters of War’… and ‘…all that money you made, will never buy back your soul.’ Word.
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The Alps ‘A Manhã Na Praia 
The Alps ‘Hallucinations’ 
The Verve ‘Butterfly’ (Acoustic)
Brian Jonestown Massacre ‘Wisdom’
Brian Jonestown Massacre ‘Bring Me The Head of Paul McCartney on Heather Mill’s Wooden Peg (Dropping Bombs on The Whitehouse)
Sly & The Family Stone ‘If You Want Me To Stay’
Saitana ‘Baby Don’t Go’ 
Steve Young ‘Lonesome, On’ry & Mean’ 
Steve Young ‘Rock Salt & Nails’
G Wayne Thomas ‘Morning of The Earth’  
Buffy Saint Marie ‘Adam’
Melanie 'People In The Front Row'
CSN & Y ‘Carry On’  
Sweetwater ‘Compared To What’
Townes Van Zandt ‘Who Do You Love’
Meic Stevens ‘Rowena’ 
Ibliss ‘High Life’ 
Liquid Liquid ‘Cavern’ 
Tangerine Dream ‘No Man’s Land’  
Hawkwind 'Valium 10' (Betty Botox edit) 
The Verve ‘Gravity Grave’ (Live, Glastonbury ‘93)

A Path Through Haze w/ Psych Milligan: 03 07 2025

Hola to the Hazers out there! Yes it be first Thursday of the month again.. time to get all yer gladrags on, peace pipes lit and fire up the internet radio url… ‘cos tonight our kid, We’re all gonna be rock n roll stars! ‘A Path Through Haze’ with me, Psych Milligan (solo tambourine bang) @netilradio 7-9pm BST... there will be some smoking hot new @jonnyhalifax Invocation re-mix business.. Gong, Ash Ra Tempel.. and defo some Sabbath… washing your hair? Put the shampoo down twinkle toes and tune in and jam out.. scene!
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Ash Ra Tempel starring Rosi ‘Day Dream’ 
Flamingods ‘Rhama’ 
Curtiss Maldoon ‘Man from Afghanistan’ 
Raw Material ‘Time and Illusion’ 
Quiltro ‘Field of Cities’  
Hawkwind ‘Opa Loka’ 
Roger Bunn ‘Road to the Sun’ 
Gong ‘Fohat Digs Holes in Space’ 
The Jonny Hallifax Invocation 'The Sun and the Red Sand' - (Sandgaze mix by Chris Rotter)  
Blonde on Blonde ‘Castles in the Sky’ 
Le Orme ‘Ad Glorium’ 
Black Sabbath ‘The Wizard’ 
Oliver ‘Trance’ 
Andrew Brown ‘Tarot (Alternative Mix)’ 
Calum Bryce ‘Love Maker’ 
Hoyt Axton ‘The Pusher’ 
The Electric Prunes ‘Ain’t it Hard’ 
Deerhunter ‘Death in Midsommer’ 
Laurice ‘Dark Side of Your Face’  
Project Gemini ‘Scorpio’s Garden’ 
C Cat Trance ‘Shake The Mind’ 
Edgar Froese ‘Pizarro and Atahuallpa’ 
Amon Duul ll ‘Fly United’ 
Immaculate Rivombo ‘Mbira Girls’ 
Eola ‘B and O Blues’

A Path Through Haze w/ Psych Milligan: 07 08 2025

Head designer at Personality Crisis, poster maker, story teller, and former nut seller of Islington... https://www.instagram.com/personality___crisis/ for the day job... first Thursday of the month 7-9pm UK time on Netil Radio / @netilradio for the monthly dose of 'A Path Through Haze...'

A Path Through Haze w/ Psych Milligan: 03 07 2025

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