I’ll Never Look In Their Eyes [Edit] is a tribute to all those who have faced the hell of growing up with undiagnosed autism or finding themselves somewhere on the autism spectrum without knowing it. It’s also dedicated to outsiders in general—the pain of navigating a world where neurotypical people, often unconsciously or consciously, form a silent consensus to avoid understanding those who are different. This song honors the sensitive and thoughtful, those who struggle to fit into a world often ruled by the "low-empathy" and the "self-assured."

I’ll Never Look In Their Eyes [Edit] is also for those who grew up with mentally ill parents who never sought help, forcing their children to absorb and take responsibility for their emotions—becoming codependent, perhaps psychologically abused, or worse. It speaks to the generational trauma and lifelong challenges that come from walking on eggshells around a dysfunctional parent.

This song is a call to break the taboo around mental health and demand a change in how society views those who are unwillingly made victims of others' psychological issues. Through its lyrics and emotional depth, I’ll Never Look In Their Eyes [Edit] urges us all to see beyond the façade and advocate for a more compassionate and understanding world.

[Verse]
I learned to smile, the way they do
But their laughter fades, and I’m left confused
Words are easy, but meanings hide
In the space between, where I reside

[Chorus]
I see the world, just like they do
But I’ll never look in their eyes
I blend right in, in the light of day
But inside, I'm lost in their lies

[Verse]
Their faces shift, but I can’t see
The lines they draw, weren't meant for me
I read the books, I know the rules
But in their world, I’m just a fool

[Chorus]
I see the world, just like they do
But I’ll never look in their eyes
I blend right in, in the light of day
But inside, I'm lost in their lies

[Verse]
I’m smart enough, to understand
But their silent codes, escape my hands
They say one thing, but mean another
Their hidden truths, I’ll never uncover

[Chorus]
I see the world, just like they do
But I’ll never look in their eyes
I blend right in, in the light of day
But inside, I'm lost in their lies

[Bridge]
Behind the mask, I wear so well
Is a heart that aches, a silent yell
They talk in circles, I walk a line
In a world of noise, where I’m defined

[Chorus]

[Outro]
I’m one of them, or so it seems
But the space between, is filled with dreams
I’ll keep on trying, to break through
But in their eyes, I’m never true

I’ll Never Look In Their Eyes [Edit]

[There's a knock at the door]
[We answer it] Hello
[You say] Hello, I've come to hear some music
[We say] Great, come in you're at the right place, we've only released eleven songs so far, but we've got some more on the way. Turn up your hi-fi to eleven and have a listen to what we've got.
[We then say] If you like our songs, please follow us, repost and like them.
[You say] OK, I might do that, stop talking and let me have a listen.

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Singer, Songwriter, Composer

About Me
I am a Songwriter, Musician, Singer  and Composer who has been writing original Songs since the Age of 14. Over the Years, I have developed my own Sound and now produce my Music independently. For me, Music is a powerful Force — A Way to express, connect, and create something that resonates beyond Words.

All Songs written and composed by Kurt Arndt 
All Cover-Artworks by Kurt Arndt 

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Thank you for supporting me and listening to my music!

I quit my secondary job not long ago, so i guess this is my secondary job now. (?)

I'm an independent musician exploring different genres and styles that resonate with me. I play drums, guitar, bass and keyboards, and I’m always looking to grow.

These days I focus on the Lofi - Chillhop style. Not constantly, but I try to push its boundaries a bit, e.g. with unconventional time signatures (7/8, 5/4, etc.).

My philosophy in music is simple:
If we don’t lift each other up, who will? The industry won’t. So let’s support and inspire one another. If you have the power to help, use it—otherwise, what’s the point?

...oh, I've never used or will use AI for my music.

Note: In light of the recent AI breakthroughs, we feel it's important to clarify that we've been working with voice modulation since the mid-1990s – originally inspired by David Bowie's album Outside. Our approach predates AI-driven tools and is rooted in treating the voice as an instrument, shaped and sculpted through earlier technologies.

We fully understand that questioning authenticity may not be the intention – but it's worth remembering that all electronic music is, by nature, mediated and transformed. Even Nietzsche pointed out how modern tools shape us: inserting paper into a typewriter already creates a distance that handwriting does not. Perhaps birdsong is the only truly authentic sound. 🐦

Writes original song lyrics and takes custom lyric requests under the artist name La Wi. This platform is also home to the creative collaborations of the Psychonaut Collective (The Psychonauts). Thank you for your support and appreciation.

Love many kinds of music, try myself to bring out some spiritual and soulful tunes to reflect or simply to have fun in producing. Doing nightshifts so sometimes if I can focus and "enjoy" and when its a silent night I can listen halfway carefully or in the morning I repeat and hear via headphones without interrupt and in a very relaxed mood, often till my handy fell on my face 

Lamentablemente no puedo seguir a màs artistas, no es porque me crea estrella.

Thanks for visiting. This is a retro eclectic music mix with looming influences from among others Iggy Pop, David Bowie, Lou Reed & Jon Lord. Mostly I write about the human condition.

I am always looking for a guitar player that wants to collaborate. Would be fun to find a real drummer also.

A Gat is a cat in Catalan - it all makes sense if you’re me. The (s) stands for many collaborators.

I encourage everybody on SC to listen more and be less transactional.

Main account https://soundcloud.com/syntaleta/tracks. Please follow me on www.patreon.com/syntaleta to have my support and show yours!

Thx for visiting and listening, I am an amateur guitarist, play a little keybord, bass and drums too. I love music.

Keeping on fiddling while Rome is burning. Some of my therapists say that music is sublimation which is a good thing.

Profile pic by Antonino Muscarello :-)