not the case prod noevdv

mixed & mastered by me
prod @silokilledthis

words
i dont think im good at love
but maybe i just never loved someone enough
to the point where i feel comfortable
without you im not functional
dont know when our time will come but just know ill be punctual
cus' i know it feels everytime someone casts doubt
ive been there before ive even had my own head down
cus' nothing ever works :/
i know you still miss me 
and wear all of my shirts
and that shit hurts

two wrongs know that still dont make a right
but i still cant get your image out my mind
tried to make a song bout' you
to get you out of my head
but i still see your bracelet by the side of my bed

never thought this is how we end
got each other blocked 
we cant even be friends
couldnt latch on any longer
tired of playing pretend
tried to see your perspective
but you're fucking up my lens
we all fuck up
we all make mistakes
but that doesnt mean 
that my love was fake 
dont know what pleases you
what will it take?
to get your name and your face out my brain
she wanna hit my phone up whenever im in town
i had to hell her i cant hang with you not around
your friends cus' their not good for me 
yeah i know that now
really thought you were the one but i guess shit just dont work out.


but thats just how it goes
fuck up once and problems always gonna erode
thought we'd be together on this narrow road
broke up i dont think thats how the movie goes

two wrongs know that still dont make a right
but i still cant get your image out my mind
tried to make a song bout' you
to get you out of my head
but i still see your bracelet by the side of my bed

two rights prod silo

prod @janeremover

flaws and mistakes
we’re not human 
give me time and i’ll change
there’s some days that i hate
shit that i can’t control like acne on my face

and problems that come with my skin and my race
so many suicide notes i threw away
cus I ain’t ever wanna be a burden
people say they care for me
don’t know that shit for certain
anymore

if i didn’t text her
then I wouldn’t get a text back
but i should expect that now
cus’ friends are forever or that’s what they say
then so why my all my friends end up hurting me?
i screamed out for help while you dug out my grave
i hate the last thing that I saw was your face
and you tossed our memories and my corpse away
and nailed down my coffin to make sure I stayed

maybe finally i can finally get time to myself
got my finger on the trigger if i shoot i’ll kill the old me
i’ve been tryna move on but slowly
and yeah i may avoid home, it’s lonely :(
don’t feel like myself feel like a phony
(x2)

flaws + mistakes

production + mixing by @lunamatic
recorded + written by me

words
wish i could go back and be sixteen again
when i had no worries bout my future plans
this cycle keeps going it doesn’t seem to end
wishing I cherished the time that we spent
i never noticed how fast that it went
i move without thinking my thoughts on a whim
child of god but the lord knows i’ve sinned
the nights that i tried to take my life
said that i’m fine while dying inside
it isn’t healthy i know i need help
but I’d rather suffer alone, by myself
don’t want you to care
don’t wanna share
my visions clear
talk but don’t hear
you know the rest
miss all my friends
wish it would end
the suffering begins

i’m not good at saying goodbye
too scared of death, not ready to die
but one day I know that i’ll flatline 
when i die, i don’t want you to cry
don’t be worried i’m doing alright

im tired of funerals
and wearing all black
and hospital beds
i hate this damn universe
i watched my friends die and i couldn’t even stop it
and i don’t know what’s next for me, running out of options
wish they could’ve grown up and blossomed
so this song is for them, I’m not stopping

sixteen

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Official drop of 'Mixed Signal.' Stay tuned for more art!

SRT8 - Mixed Signals (Prod. $o£o)

Executive Produced by: HirOshima & J. Davis aka X
All Tracks Produced by YOSEF & HirOshima for MAJOR MUSIC 
"Chain Reaction" produced by: HirOshima 
All Tracks Mixed by: Toxsikk

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