impressive production, need to get into producing my own stuff ngl

(ik this song isnt all that but i put emotion in this and im proud of it)
(rebzyyx acc is gone rip)
prod @ rebzyyx on insta 
follow @ iveyyslullaby on ig
https://open.spotify.com/track/2WJYU51tY0LkQZm3CECtTD?si=M-ONeu33SN-TA9sKuL3YFg

mixed n mastered by me 

im sorry :/ ik i suck




lyriks:
pull up to the party 
xanax in my pocket 
tell me a secret
keep it like a locket
ive been tellin u 
wtf do u want
oh bby dnt yk yur ghost is haunting me
why cant you see 
me and you together we were meant to be :/
ima go od in the bck of the club 
come bite me if you hmu
she said dis wont go no where 
i said that idc 
kms on friday 
without you im so scared
im living a nightmare
im living in disappear
I’m so miserable without you but you don’t care V_V



toxic 
bby maybe i should stop it
i got all these drugs n sum in my closet 
yea im such a piece of shit 
maybe i should fukn quit 
im so fukn srry  i didnt mean 2 lose it


im jus cryin in my room 
everyday yea all i think abt is u 
could of been so perfect 
why am i so worthless 
ig god hates me 
ig that i deserved this 
overdose in the back of the club
come n bite me pls jus hmu
im sorry im toxic 
im sorry im nauseous
theres sum skeletons all in my closet
im so shaky when im without u
idk how to prove without u
i cant even fukn sleep without you
cause yur in my dreams n im sorry that i doubt u

Hmu X_x (rebzyyx)

ill amke scenecore soon guys sry i just havent been feeling like it...
i did NOTTTTT spend enough time on the vocals on this and ill  prly just delete it alter anyways

you were supposed to tell me
i was supposed to know
i dont have any idea where im supposed to go

if god is really up there
why wont he answer my prayer
smthn smtyhn i forgot

if you're listening so close
why wont you answer my prayer
i wish that i could know things
i swear this just isnt fair

ive tried for so long
to understand why
but here i am still
i just wanna cry

i wish that i had done more
i wish id hallucinate
maybe in my dreamscape
youd finally talk to me

but i know thats a stupid dream
i want to see the unseen
but i guess ur blinding me
is this just how things will be?

i just wanna punch and scream
whys this happening to me
is god even listening
is god even listening?

i guess taht ill just give up
ill never find the answer
this just has to be enough
maybe we'll live forever
or maybe we just die
i dont rlly got a clue
i dont rlly got a clue
and i know neither do you

prayer ☆ hallucinate

old song, diff version, kinda shit, idc i want to post it.. ill make better music later lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 

i hope you guys understand this..

d-d-dropped my pills all over the floor
all i wanted was for us to be something more
f-f-fuck me and taste me baby im yours
dropped all my pills, hey dont look, cus im on all fours

lift up my skirt, it wont hurt, im doing this for you
so take the chance, i wont scream, i wont kick or move
yeah you would, like they say, if you really want to
you can look, you can touch, do what you wanna do

i dont care all i ever wanted was to be loved
no matter what the fuck i do it never seems like enough
so take your chance, please just prove that someone wants some of me
i dont care if you only want my fucking body

all the pervs, in my screen, they cant stop riding my cock
now that we're here, i dont know why you decided to stop
i dropped my pills, got on my knees, and starting picking them up
and you just stared, stared at me, like u didnt give a fuck

dropped my pills
i guess im a fuckin clutz
you cant take a hint
id rather u just take out my guts

dropped my pills
i guess im a fuckin clutz
you cant take a hint
id rather u just take out my guts

lift up my skirt, it wont hurt, im doing this for you
so take the chance, i wont scream, i wont kick or move
yeah you would, like they say, if you really want to
you can look, you can touch, do what you wanna do

i dont care all i ever wanted was to be loved
no matter what the fuck i do it never seems like enough
so take your chance, please just prove that someone wants some of me
i dont care if you only want my fucking body

klutz!!!!!! (prod. rebzyyx)

prod me (:

cover by @morbidsnuffstar

LYRICS:
she likes to kill her pretty friends
oh my god let's cause a scene
yeah she likes to fuck and cut
she likes it when they bleed and scream
corpses hanging from afar
she's so pretty oh my god
pretty little stars align 
when she kills me as i c*m

let's bring it back girl 
i know that you want me dead
corpses hanging from afar 
i know that i'll be the next
carve into my veins 
just the way you love it 
yeah i'll be okay 
just hang me from my guts bae

BLEED AND SCREAM

SPOTIFY

BLEED & SCREAM [lavendr]

guys i have new grills jsyk so if im lisping its my new 14k gold grills
-
ooohhh 
ahhh

it was just another summer night
you were by my side
telling me id be alright
i remember that you held my hand
and then you wiped my tears
in the moonlight
almost reached your lips
but i held back in fear

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking, how’d we end up bitter?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking, how’d we end up bitter?

was it all the times
that i came to you in red
with my arms stained, dripping then
asked you if you even cared

even though i know you did
couldn’t help it, being scared
all my life ive been a no one
but then one day, you were there

inside of your arms
you could do no harm
i would be okay
just wanted to stay

stay with you forever
so we’d always be together
but that night under the stars you made it clear what we are

i still feel the distance now
i wish that i’d opened my mouth
and told you what you mean to me
but if i did, would you believe it?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking how’d we  end up bitter?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
tell me, how’d we end up bitter?


so bitter... (fallenang3lx)

chill on me abt the singing i didnt use autotune so itd give a more 'raw' vibe
i debated posting this on main but, the instrumental i made meant a whole lot to me and i dont think anyone else might feel it as much as i do it prolly js sounds lame but adding lyrics n sum stuff made me feel like idk just back to what i felt like then bleh
--- lyrics ---

if i could id fly real high
make my way up to the sky
even when i want to die
its nice to have fun sometimes


 life can be such misery
i couldn’t move and couldn’t speak
i saw the darkness and my ceiling 
every day feel the same feelings
....
i think now i understand
that when your soul is hollow and
all you can think about is death
don’t be surprised when you are left

so now i know i’m gonna die
i throw my flag, i wipe my eyes
and though i know, soon’s my demise
its still nice to have fun sometimes :)

if i could id fly real high
                         (sometimes…)
make my way up to the sky
                               (one day…)
even when i want to die
                              (always…) 
its nice to have fun sometimes!

..

knowing that you’ll die tomorrow?
what’d you like to do today?

once you take your pills and swallow,
you can’t get up anyway.

its nice to have fun sometimes! (prod pupsies)

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artist - @p7e

lyrics

wintr

i like your face
it would look prettier in my jar
i got fangs
but i swear i dont bite very hard

"youre so disgusting"
"please dont trust him"
little did she know
you fucked him!

ill kill you where you stand baby i dont gaf
your death is smartly planned coz youre a little slut
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
little did he know the drugs i slipped will make his blood thin

"what have you done?"
dont b stupid
it isnt my fault he didnt run
"what have you become?"
you wouldnt judge
if you tried puncturing a lung

"youre so disgusting"
"please dont trust him"
its not my fault you thought i was bluffing
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
youre so upset
you must've really loved him

ill kill you where you stand baby i dont gaf
your death is smartly planned coz youre a little slut
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
little did he know the drugs i slipped will make his blood thin

blood thin
blood thin
blood-blood-blood blood thin
thin
thin
thin
thi-thi-thi-thi





wintr - rotten hearted creature (wintr)

prod me

@xannndera
Better call my plug, it happens everytime
'Cause I want all the drugs, I don't really give a fuck
Can you stay by my side, it's gonna be alright
And my hands are fucking sore, all the time

I've been falling, falling for you
These words cannot express how much I just adore you
It's never been the same, I really fucking love you
It hurts so bad, all this shit I did for you

All this shit I did for you, I really wanna be real
I fucking adore you, why can you fucking see me?
I'm taking everyday, why can't you fucking notice?
It's messing with my head, you really haven't noticed
I ain't know this, oh my god
Yeah I'm taking all the stuff, I don't give a fuck
Baby will you be fucking mine?
Now I'm taking all the drugs
You don't mind it, oh my god
Why you always have to lie?
Blood is coming out my eyes
I swear that you can't see me, girl
Why you always have to lie$@##
Yeah my wrists are fucking bleeding
Yeah I swear that nobody wanna be me

falling for you (@xannndera)

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