your best song so far. you’re improving so much oh my good 🫶🫶

the lisp kinda makes it sound better imo 😭

[credits]
@bandiicam
@hoshiestar

mastered by @neioxo

blood all upon my jeans and blood all on the halls
i can you see you everynight i can see you in my walls
i just want ur touch now im downing all this adderall 
long nights long calls i dont really care at all
x2

i dont really care at all
walk out pass out in the store
life isnt fair at all 
walk around faded when im in the halls
im shining my bb i kno that u see me
just look at the tv stars shine in the evening
internet celebrity ur girlfriend is obsessed with me
says that she loves you so much then why is she still texting me
fucked up i should shut the fuck down
all i wanna do is count up now
i dont ever wanna fall in love now 
all i wanna do is count up now

blood all upon my jeans and blood all on the halls
i can you see you everynight i can see you in my walls
i just want ur touch now im downing all this adderall 
long nights long calls i dont really care at all
x2

FADED + HOSHIESTAR

prod kaiboo 
featuring disoc8 *Bfc* 
mix master @1stress
disoc mix his own part :3 

ENJOY GUYS I WILL TRY TO MAKE AN EP THIS SUMMER BUT HERES OUR FIRST SUMMER TRACK

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every1 abandons me 
shld i evr g2s
could u call me when u.... Weep?
She said bby find me
every1 abandons me 
omg im so UNIQUE!
grip ur blade in2 my tTeeth
hope i never see the wreathe (i rly dk what this means)

disoc8
theres nobody like me honestly im so unique
in my bedroom smokin weed
everydays a party 
no one fukn likes me honestly im too unique
cuz ill never fukn c who im ever meant to b
wait who tf r u To judg?? ?
i got demonsin my brain and i got liquor in mycup 
keep I DONT KNOW WHAT HE SAID

find me ft/ disoc8 (kai boo)

ill amke scenecore soon guys sry i just havent been feeling like it...
i did NOTTTTT spend enough time on the vocals on this and ill  prly just delete it alter anyways

you were supposed to tell me
i was supposed to know
i dont have any idea where im supposed to go

if god is really up there
why wont he answer my prayer
smthn smtyhn i forgot

if you're listening so close
why wont you answer my prayer
i wish that i could know things
i swear this just isnt fair

ive tried for so long
to understand why
but here i am still
i just wanna cry

i wish that i had done more
i wish id hallucinate
maybe in my dreamscape
youd finally talk to me

but i know thats a stupid dream
i want to see the unseen
but i guess ur blinding me
is this just how things will be?

i just wanna punch and scream
whys this happening to me
is god even listening
is god even listening?

i guess taht ill just give up
ill never find the answer
this just has to be enough
maybe we'll live forever
or maybe we just die
i dont rlly got a clue
i dont rlly got a clue
and i know neither do you

prayer ☆ hallucinate

lyrics 

@gutzxx

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
im a crash out 
girl I wanna cut up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carving hearts into your neck
cause your lifes a fucking mess
lets play surgeon im a doctor
lemme me fix your loose wires
think about you every night and I cant 
get you of my mind
ima stalk you every night
if feels so fucking right 
take a pic and watch me die 
I'll promise you'll be fine

she got lacerated wounds
I see her face turning blue 
its so sad I know its true 
she tried to od in her room
shes impressed with cuts all over her arm
and she wants to killherself but she dont want help

its so sad shes suicidal 
get a razor cut it wider
and she likes the way it drips
and she likes the way It feels
its so fucked its so tapped
and ill always come baaaack

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
ima crash out 
girl I wanna cut you up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better In the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carvin hearts into your neck 
cause your lifes a fucking mess
lets play surgeon im a doctor
lemme fix your loose wires
think about you day and night
I cant get you of my mind
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
ima stalk you every night
cause it feels so fucking right

im so fucked in the head 
but you still take me back
im so lost in my delusions 
will you still love me back
I need help I know its true
im stuck to you like glue 
everydays a fucking mess
put a knife into my chest

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
im a crash out 
girl I wanna cut up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carving hearts into your neck

fragile bones (prod pavlos)

old song, diff version, kinda shit, idc i want to post it.. ill make better music later lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 

i hope you guys understand this..

d-d-dropped my pills all over the floor
all i wanted was for us to be something more
f-f-fuck me and taste me baby im yours
dropped all my pills, hey dont look, cus im on all fours

lift up my skirt, it wont hurt, im doing this for you
so take the chance, i wont scream, i wont kick or move
yeah you would, like they say, if you really want to
you can look, you can touch, do what you wanna do

i dont care all i ever wanted was to be loved
no matter what the fuck i do it never seems like enough
so take your chance, please just prove that someone wants some of me
i dont care if you only want my fucking body

all the pervs, in my screen, they cant stop riding my cock
now that we're here, i dont know why you decided to stop
i dropped my pills, got on my knees, and starting picking them up
and you just stared, stared at me, like u didnt give a fuck

dropped my pills
i guess im a fuckin clutz
you cant take a hint
id rather u just take out my guts

dropped my pills
i guess im a fuckin clutz
you cant take a hint
id rather u just take out my guts

lift up my skirt, it wont hurt, im doing this for you
so take the chance, i wont scream, i wont kick or move
yeah you would, like they say, if you really want to
you can look, you can touch, do what you wanna do

i dont care all i ever wanted was to be loved
no matter what the fuck i do it never seems like enough
so take your chance, please just prove that someone wants some of me
i dont care if you only want my fucking body

klutz!!!!!! (prod. rebzyyx)

guys i have new grills jsyk so if im lisping its my new 14k gold grills
-
ooohhh 
ahhh

it was just another summer night
you were by my side
telling me id be alright
i remember that you held my hand
and then you wiped my tears
in the moonlight
almost reached your lips
but i held back in fear

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking, how’d we end up bitter?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking, how’d we end up bitter?

was it all the times
that i came to you in red
with my arms stained, dripping then
asked you if you even cared

even though i know you did
couldn’t help it, being scared
all my life ive been a no one
but then one day, you were there

inside of your arms
you could do no harm
i would be okay
just wanted to stay

stay with you forever
so we’d always be together
but that night under the stars you made it clear what we are

i still feel the distance now
i wish that i’d opened my mouth
and told you what you mean to me
but if i did, would you believe it?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking how’d we  end up bitter?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
tell me, how’d we end up bitter?


so bitter... (fallenang3lx)

chill on me abt the singing i didnt use autotune so itd give a more 'raw' vibe
i debated posting this on main but, the instrumental i made meant a whole lot to me and i dont think anyone else might feel it as much as i do it prolly js sounds lame but adding lyrics n sum stuff made me feel like idk just back to what i felt like then bleh
--- lyrics ---

if i could id fly real high
make my way up to the sky
even when i want to die
its nice to have fun sometimes


 life can be such misery
i couldn’t move and couldn’t speak
i saw the darkness and my ceiling 
every day feel the same feelings
....
i think now i understand
that when your soul is hollow and
all you can think about is death
don’t be surprised when you are left

so now i know i’m gonna die
i throw my flag, i wipe my eyes
and though i know, soon’s my demise
its still nice to have fun sometimes :)

if i could id fly real high
                         (sometimes…)
make my way up to the sky
                               (one day…)
even when i want to die
                              (always…) 
its nice to have fun sometimes!

..

knowing that you’ll die tomorrow?
what’d you like to do today?

once you take your pills and swallow,
you can’t get up anyway.

its nice to have fun sometimes! (prod pupsies)

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

ur the one i want <3

SNOWST☆RS EXCLUSIVE

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artist - @p7e

lyrics

wintr

i like your face
it would look prettier in my jar
i got fangs
but i swear i dont bite very hard

"youre so disgusting"
"please dont trust him"
little did she know
you fucked him!

ill kill you where you stand baby i dont gaf
your death is smartly planned coz youre a little slut
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
little did he know the drugs i slipped will make his blood thin

"what have you done?"
dont b stupid
it isnt my fault he didnt run
"what have you become?"
you wouldnt judge
if you tried puncturing a lung

"youre so disgusting"
"please dont trust him"
its not my fault you thought i was bluffing
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
youre so upset
you must've really loved him

ill kill you where you stand baby i dont gaf
your death is smartly planned coz youre a little slut
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
little did he know the drugs i slipped will make his blood thin

blood thin
blood thin
blood-blood-blood blood thin
thin
thin
thin
thi-thi-thi-thi





wintr - rotten hearted creature (wintr)

it was so special bby 
every memory lately 
is stuck in my head 
n i just can’t forget 
a single thing that u said 
left my life in wreck 
oh i cant clean this mess 
shld i go back 2 bed?
cos u stuck in my head 
n i just can’t forget 
single thing that u said 
left my life in a wreck 
oh i cant clean this mess 
shld i go back 2 bed? 
shld i go back 2 bed?
cos everything that u said
left my life in a wreck
oh i cant clean this mess
shld i go back 2 bed? 
shld i go back 2 bed?
shld i go back 2 bed? 

it was so whole 
now there’s nothing left 
i don’t regret 
the times i spent 
doing nothing with u 
jus wanna be here with u
now im torn apart
and nothing is said
love u 4evas what u said
oh i cant clean this mess 
shld i go back 2 bed?
cos u stuck in my head 
i just can’t forget 
single thing that u said 
left my life in a wreck 
oh i cant clean this mess 
shld i go back 2 bed? 
shld i go back 2 bed?

goback2bed (g0re4ngel)

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