your best song so far. you’re improving so much oh my good 🫶🫶

the lisp kinda makes it sound better imo 😭

cover art cred: fruitx2777
/// lyrics and updates ///
yea listen i got on my brothers pc and downloaded fl studio and nexus and serum and i made my first shitty beat ive made in a few months so erm yea here.

idk i feel like this is mid but i like some parts a lot lol doesnt live up to my vision tho

update: i deleted my insta btw cus creepers and im paranoid and stuff.. but again im on sc if u need to reach out. if ur a supa cool artist just dm me here i still am thinking of doing collabs later on after i settle in from moving out
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you dont know the pain
you dont know the pain

curves and all my hair and brain
even if i held my weight
i know im a 
dumb girl who wont listen
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

all you ever wanna do is tell me what i wanna hear
i know that you all get off on watching my tears disappear
soaking in the fabric of your shirt i lay my head against
you all love me in a trance
you all love to make me dance

i know im a dumb bitch and i prolly wouldnt be so hurt
if i put my foot down
if i buried myself in the dirt

do i have to kill myself
to keep me safe
from all of you

its always the same excuses
no matter the things i do

…
i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
tell me im a dumb bitch
i know im a dumb girl
...

youre a sick freak all the way down from head and to your toes
slimy nasty tar and black
thats the shit that fills ur soul

i know that ur watching me
i see your shadow all the time
following behind my footsteps
tripping my feet 
dragged inside

beat my face in
dig your claws
i know that you like the blood
lick that shit right off my face
you just cant forget the taste

i will sit there pretty
cus i always wished to be a doll
you can call me angel
oh how purity falls down from God

youre a greedy glutton
and i hope i plant my seeds inside
i hope one day you all see the tiny flicker in my eye
i hope you remember the cost of your fun and entertainment
im so gullible and naive
but i know thats my mistake and

HHYYYAHHHHHHHH!!!!!

its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
its an average day, feeling sickness in my system
even if i bled out i know you still wouldnt listen
i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

i know im a dumb girl

i know im a dumb girl
i know cus i miss him

i know im a dumb girl
i know im a dumb girl
i knew you wouldnt listen.

dumb girl. (prod pupsies)

CAFFEINE BY 9ARADOX FEATURING COVEN 
PRODUCED BY 9ARADOX

CAFFEINE

CAFFEINE >_< + COVEN

https://open.spotify.com/album/1qWxrHWMjeXnZbQq32ot6c?si=oGjlKSmcS4G56JYiCc7Tlw

self prod

im so done
yea
yea yea
woahhhhhh
yeahhhhhh
u said 2 me 
u wud never leave me side
i guess it was i guess it was just a dirty lie
yea
yea
woah
told me lies 
i will never let u go
woah woah
i thought our souls were tied
yea yea
guess it was jst a lie
woah woah
can u hear me fkin cry
never left my mind
never left my mind never left my mind
i dont wna cry
i dnt wna cry

can u hear me cry

guys i have new grills jsyk so if im lisping its my new 14k gold grills
-
ooohhh 
ahhh

it was just another summer night
you were by my side
telling me id be alright
i remember that you held my hand
and then you wiped my tears
in the moonlight
almost reached your lips
but i held back in fear

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking, how’d we end up bitter?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking, how’d we end up bitter?

was it all the times
that i came to you in red
with my arms stained, dripping then
asked you if you even cared

even though i know you did
couldn’t help it, being scared
all my life ive been a no one
but then one day, you were there

inside of your arms
you could do no harm
i would be okay
just wanted to stay

stay with you forever
so we’d always be together
but that night under the stars you made it clear what we are

i still feel the distance now
i wish that i’d opened my mouth
and told you what you mean to me
but if i did, would you believe it?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
thinking how’d we  end up bitter?

i still feel the distance now
the way your fingers ghosted my mouth
the look inside your eyes that glimmered
tell me, how’d we end up bitter?


so bitter... (fallenang3lx)

prod me

wish could take back everything i said
never said anything i meant
ur so cold like the weather
thru it all it never got better
u said we were forever
bby our hearts are tethered
will u catch me when i fall
i never meant a thing at all
will u catch me when i call
im not me where ur gone
do i do to much
are u out of love
i cant be enough
i cant be ur one
x2

tethered @mylastwinter

switchin up w/ bvrden.cr (prod. aki)

iveyy's lullaby + kiryo - TAKE YOUR SOUL!  ✖_✖#(lavendr)

snoa & coop.__.IDC bruhh🙄🙄

x_i
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dgjju55

self prod

trick whore
she gon fk me
then she gonna fkin leave
gave her sm luv
just so she can fkin leave the door
she so damaged
i just wnna fix her
im like a paparazzi
i jst wna picture
i can b the one
if u rlly wnt me too
wna grab u by ur wrist
nd break ur fkin bones

i inflict self damage 
fk this madness
cut me open like a rabbit
fk me on ur mattress
i cn giv u everything
YEAH YEHA WOAH WOAH


trick whore

LIFE FLASHES BEFORE YOUR EYES !? ໒꒱

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feel free to archive ( i am prone to sudden privating/deleting lol)

so bitter... (fallenang3lx)

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