shitty remix
uploading an EP of already released songs from here
october 17th comes soon aahhhhhhh foams at the mouth and starts throwing up ahahhggg its so shameful so so shameful
i shouldve bought my meto instead of useless groceries ah eeverytime i try to do something to make myself feel better doesnt it go wrong? well its okay
theres only one kind of person who doesnt think of me as weird or screwed up anymore so even if it hurts its better than feeling the pain all alone

if i could id fly real high
make my way up to the sky
even when i want to die
its nice to have fun sometimes

 life can be such misery
i couldn’t move and couldn’t speak
i saw the darkness and my ceiling 
every day feel the same feelings

every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
every day feel the same feelings
still nice to have fun sometimes

if i could id fly real high
                         (sometimes…)
make my way up to the sky
                               (one day…)
even when i want to die
                              (always…) 
its nice to have fun sometimes!

knowing that you’ll die tomorrow?
what’d you like to do today?

once you take your pills and swallow,
you can’t get up anyway.

was it really fun though...

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i can feel myself smile and foam a the mouth wondering whats gonna hurt me next and what will be the last thing that pushes me over the edge, every month and every year i get closer i cant take the wait anymore ahahah itll be over soon i know it i know it right