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satie

ipukeblood!

my eyes are dry

martyr

Wigger incelcore supreme gentleman

nothing goes my way

By Mild Headache (sk4llspl1tter)




증오가 없다

You Make Me Feel Like Im Dead (Reupload)

FEELING BUMMED (reupload)

By Mild Headache (sk4llspl1tter)
thanks to @hlepcheck.

I Don't Say What I See (reupload)

Everytime I Hear Your Name I Feel Like Crying(reupload)

Better Days (reupload)

black ops

handguns are beautiful

verse 1:
sick of reality stuck in a fantasy
I don't need any of this

chorus:
need a girl like misato to feel right
she will stand by until the bitter end
need a girl like misato to feel right 
she'll never leave cause shes in my head

verse 2 :
too weak to make things right its 2d until i die
nothing can dissapoint me

Misato

brainsoup

Semi-Aquatic and Armed

This is it (Demo) - Penguinband

Im fighting frank horrigan
As a lvl 1 character
I might cry in my car again
Or scream at my monitor
I hope things change
I hope things change
I want things to go back to normal

Fire And Brimstone Raining Upon Friendship NY

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

My song for the Domestic Terrorism tape

Nobody likes you
Cause you don't know how to write good songs
And nobody wants to
Be friends with
Someone who is always wrong

Nobodies laughing
Except at you, when you turn your back
And the time is passing
It's not ok to cut yourself some slack

I think I'm out of time
Suicide by wasted time

I never learnt how to sing
The reality still stings
Oh God, I've fallen back into sin
Please free me from these things

I haven't learnt anything
I'm stuck just as I've been
Maybe my problems aren't that big
You're still a fucking prick

I don't care about compliments
Cause they never feel genuine
The depth is always paper thin
And nothing ever breaks the skin

So give up, maybe try again
Say something that'll stick in my head
I don't really have anyone
That I'd consider as a friend

Embarrassing myself

i wanna die so badly
in 5th period
im so stuck n sadly 
dont think ill ever get to see u again

the times we had were invaluable 
i held u to my heart
and now im droppin off my bags

NOW IT FUCKIN STARTS

kerch

graveyard

Feel no shame about shape
Weather changes their phrase
Even mother will show you another way

So put your grasses on, nothing will be wrong
There's no blame, there's no fame
It's up to you the first words should be finded
Whatever hold you back I can, I can get it off

Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why you afraid
Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
I don't know why, don't know why, too late, its too late

Have no fear for real, its just a turning wheel
Once you start up, theres no other way
Don't put your eyes on boots, step toward your roots
Theres no aid, theres no trade it belongs to you

Before you miss something given
You should know what's the truth
I can, I can make it out

Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why you afraid
Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
I don't know why, don't know why, too late, its too late

*epic solo*

Before you miss something given
You should know what's the truth
I can, i can make it out

Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why you afraid
Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
I don't know why, don't know why, too late, its too late

Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why you afraid
Tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
I don't know why, don't know why, too late, its too late

tell me why

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

title says what goes on 
@gjallarhornit 

lyrics: OoOoOOoOooOooOoooO

cantata jam sesh no vox

deadgvrl - christ church bible study club (gezebelle gaburgably cover)

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

fetish spiral

fried by fluoride cover

i want u to be as miserable as me
i want u to scream and i want u to bleed
i want u to hurt i want u to hurt i want u to be buried deep under dirt

i want u to hurt x2

why arent u sad? why arent u mad?
why is your life great and why is mine so bad
i wish u the worst i wish u the worst
i wish that i could see u get carried away inside of a hearse

wrath

SMOKE

SPOTIFY

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

Hearse

MISCARRIAGE

A broken brain, a broken mind 
I don’t know why I even try  
I feel so low all the time
I hate myself, I wanna fucking die

Defect defect, I’m a reject 
I think I need a factory reset x2

Everyone hates me 
My brain is rotting going crazy 
cant live like this anymore
Life is shit and there is no reward


Defect defect, I’m a reject 
I think I need a factory reset x2

Oooooo

Defect defect, I’m a reject 
I think I need a factory reset x4

Defect

I dropped out of college 
I don’t have a job and
I don’t leave my bedroom
There’s nothing I really want to do 

I’m such a lazy fucker 
Stay on my ass forever 
I’m such a lazy fucker
I’m never getting better

I just lounge all day long 
on my phone, somethings wrong 
Got no goals, got no life 
I just waste all my time 


I’m such a lazy fucker 
Stay on my ass forever 
I’m such a lazy fucker
I’m never getting better

Lazy Fucker

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

Sad Little Creep

ratseatingmyinsides xp
amateur crappy cover musician