my head in a noose-ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR

harm reduction

"blast me right into the aether
make me famous say my name a thousand times 
on the tv on the news and in the times!
blast me right into the aether
i'm hittin' the ground, i'm breakin' down! end of the line!

blast me right into the aether
make famous say my name a thousand times
on tv on the news and in the times
breaking down i hate myself i wna die.

flooding straight out of your speakers
you're losing yourself you hate you life you want to die
breaking down, hittin' the ground
end of the line

blast me right into the aether
flooding straight out of yr speakers
blast me right into the aether
flooding straight out of yr speakers
woaaa
woaaa
woaaa
woaaa"

heel2flip

heelflip - into the aether (acoustic demo)

Lyrics:

Everyday I want to die
Because I'm some stupid incel
That contradicts himself everyday 

I'm so fucking worthless
(So fucking retarded)
Why am I still breathing?
(I should just kill myself soon)
Slit my wrists and call it a day
(No one likes you!)
But I'm just too pussy to do it
(Of course, you f*****)
I just need to prepare myself
Cry more and more
So I can be happy with killing myself

Na Na Na Na

Are you ready for another moment of suicidal thoughts running through your ear?

There I am on the floor
(Slowly Dying)
Bleeding from my wrists
(A fountain of blood)
It's too slow
(Then cut deeper)
So I just think about what 
Could have been, while I die

One two three go!
Na Na Na Na

Welcome To Stone Cold Incelscape

Oh, this miserable stress headache... Feels like there's a rat in my brain!

My brain, it feels rearranged
It doesn't feel the same
Feeling really strange
My thoughts are starting to rot
I can't seem to talk
I don't need to talk 
When I die
I'll finally arrive
To where I wanna go
In the ground
Nothing to be worried about
That's where I wanna go 
My brain, feels rearranged
It doesn't feel the same
It's feeling really strange
My thoughts are starting to rot
I can't seem to talk
I don't need to talk 
When I die
I'll finally arrive
To where I wanna go
In the ground
Nothing to be worried about
That's where I wanna go

(2016)

my brain

title says what goes on 
@gjallarhornit 

lyrics: OoOoOOoOooOooOoooO

cantata jam sesh no vox

very screamy cover of https://on.soundcloud.com/rUKdW7dsM2qWpQgNA

rest in peace watermark i wish i could've known you bettter

moe r. on w/ inf3stxtion

You’re my JAV girlfriend
You’re so lovely
You’re my JAV girlfriend
But im so ugly
No one loves me like you do
Nothing satisfies me like you do

No nothing matters
Cause everyday’s the same
It’ll be like this forever
Cause i will never change
Say it isnt so
I died long ago
Still, her yellow skin turns my days into gold
I dont wanna know who else looks at you
I’ll kill anyone that tries to split us into two

You’re my JAV girlfriend
You’re so lovely
You’re my JAV girlfriend
But im so ugly
No one loves me like you do
Nothing satisfies me like you do

Man my whole life is fucked
I am such a cuck
I wish i had a sister that would suck on my nuts
But nothing ever falls from the sky
Inside the screen is where your dreams go to die

JAV Girlfriend

there were days when i was happy
playing black ops killing zombies
watching dank memes eating poptarts
playing roblox and drinking clorox

"two to the one to the one to the three i like good pussy and i like good tree"
i remember those days like it was last week
oh take me back to 2017

when my parents were together
thought those days would last forever
now im sitting alone and pissed
thinking of those days that i miss

"two to the one to the one to the three i like good pussy and i like good tree"
i remember those days like it was last week
oh take me back to 2017

2017

rip watermark

i got a question 4 u
did u kill urself
cause ur instagrams been dry
since we last had that fight

and ive been feeling
like i dont care and i want there
to be a timeline where i never even
fucking saw you lucky that you
never pursued me like i stalked u

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted
but shes got it down with a nice guy and i

when you saw me what did u think
was i pretty? or did ur eyes go right thru me
i got it down with a
i got it down with a

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out and its all my fault

decache

did this for fun (throwaway) 
creep by radiohead but i ruined it for u, will prob never finish this

creep

ratseatingmyinsides xp
amateur crappy cover musician

cantata jam sesh no vox

ipukeblood!