Lyrics:
i miss you 
i miss how we use to be 
we’d do everything together 
no matter the weather 
you’d give me your sweater 
when it got cold now i just feel like i’m getting old
 i miss you 
do you miss me too? 
do you? 
do you? 
do you?
i don’t wanna go if it’s not with you
i don’t wanna 
i dont wanna 
i don’t wanna  
no no 
no no 
i just miss you and 
i just wanna know if you miss me too 
i don’t wanna go 
if it’s not with you  
it’s getting kinda lonely with out you 
and i don’t really know what to do 
i just 
i just  
i just 
i just

do you miss me too? (hayku)

prod. flesh

lyrics:
nothing in the chamber but I'm loaded 
no, I don't wanna grow much older 
it's seven in the morning took a thought and then I wrote it 
but I still hear the humming of the motor 
I can't trust these people on the phone don't know their motives 
trust is a massage to my shoulders 
I can feel the weight just lift away as I decode it 
the meaning of the words I brokered 

I've been feeling tired the only remedy is focus 
I put another beat in my folder 
someone tell me why there's all this snow in Oklahoma 
I've been fucking freezing I just wish that I could hold her 
is it time to feel all right yet? lost inside the lotus 
and I don't like this chip on my shoulder 
I just want the love reciprocated in the moment 
but people wanna fuck me over 

I don't wanna be a victim 
I just wish that you would listen 
I don't wanna break the system 
tears clouding my vision 
tell me would it hurt to give some? 
I could never make the distance and I know 
it could always hurt to live some 
but I need it for the wisdom 

I won't be safe, I won't be safe about it 
I'm okay, I'll be okay in doubt that its 
all fake, the world might cave, surrounded by 
all shapes, I fall asleep to the sound of the 
the palm trees, it's all a dream, it's crowded 
yet I'll be alone with all these people around me 
I saw me, the man in the mirror is shrouded 
by longing, what could the fall bring? 
I hope that it's all peace 

don't get me wrong
I'll tag along
but the words feel so empty
when the world talks in envy
woe
are you friend or foe?
will I ever know?
when will I be whole? are we all alone?

all these lessons vogue
I can't get more vague
where else do I go?
how can I be brave?
shut the window closed
don't let in the rain
feelings I disposed
help me get away, try another day
i just gotta sing

trust

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lyrics:

it feels like
everybody fuckin hates me
and they're always so quick to replace me
ion even blame them..
im a fuck up and all i do is cause pain...
pain....
pain...

and i hate my life if im really being honest
im just a monster chillin in a closet
wish i could get myself together
nothin' ever changes but the weather
and i cant take a look at myself cuz i hate em
that reflection staring back man i fuckin hate him...
and i swear to god that im not overreacting 
falling apart all the time is very taxing on my head
i cant ever get ahead
cuz life fuckin hates me...especially lately...

nobody out there could ever save me
i been screaming at the top of my lungs
cant somebody out there make me feel alive?
alive? 

and i hate my life if im really being honest...

cuz life fuckin hates me
especially lately...

life. [+irby & jolst]

Illusions {VIP mix] *prodmaniks*

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

the waiting game's begun 
so i can't talk a lot
she's got it figured out
while i'm left in the dark
there's no escaping me
i'm bound to my own fears
'cause this is who i am 
i've been like this for years

do you think that i'll change?
'cause i'm so scared i won't
i know it's up to me
but i can't be on my own
affliction takes ahold
and punctures through my face
i wanna hide my soul
but i can't erase mistakes

dysregulation in the dome 
disadvantaged and alone 
nobody ever checks on me
'cause they know i'm out of hope
why do i take up this space? 
i'm not worthy, i'm afraid
how can i make it more clear that
i'm never really okay?

right from the start, i was a mess 
there was no saving me 
i took it all straight to the heart 
now i've got jealousy
the greenest eyes you've ever seen
staring carefully
i'm sorry that i'm not that strong 
my heart forsakens thee

uncertainty has guaranteed my futility
i'm like a tree stuck in the dark 
suffering and steep 
and while i'm stuck behind a screen 
there's no agency
i've come to realize i'm not free 
there is no release

i came on too strong 
but how is that wrong?
i can't help it if i have a heart
that's full of love
fuck what they all say 
i'm borderline insane
i wouldn't get close to me
if i were you, i'd run away

i'm a liability
i burden those close to me 
don't you ever feel like you're the
only one who's lost at sea?
reading all your messages 
feel the sting inside my chest 
pace around my room until i
write off every word you said

even if i was found dead
i'd hope that you won't regret 
everything you never said
i don't want that in your head

at the end of the day 
i still care about you
regardless of our statuses
i know you'll find truth
the boundaries we put in place
will keep us en route 
we all change, but honestly 
we can't forget our roots

-----

anima

lyrics:

mention
oh you never seem to mention
i can feel the added tension between us
its feeding on shit that i say
it ruined my day

oh, mention
i think that i forgot to mention
i’ve been feeling like an asshole of late and
i never mean to say what i say
im trying to change

i’m trying to
break down on a side street
i’m finding my footing
while the ground’s disappearing

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak

decision
i gotta make a damn decision
i know u miss how it was written between us
its doesnt have to stay this way
im willing to change

indecision
im struggling with indecision
the lights have never been so dim when between us
i’ll never try to make
you stay

im trying to
break down on a side street
im finding my footing
while the ground’s disappearing

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak

---

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak
up for myself now
i’d much rather just see myself out
maybe i should speak

Credit

guitar by saint mike 

lyrics:
missing august 
now it’s not the same 
without you 
we’d talk for hours 
now i’m lucky if i even do 
if i even do 
wish i could go back 
was it something i did 
was it something i did 
was it something i did 
why am i so easily replaceable 
missing august 
now it’s now the same without you 
we’d talk for hours 
now i’m lucky if i even do


maybe if i was somebody eles
maybe if i kept on changing myself
why do i even care 
what you think 
missing august 
now it’s not the same without you 
missing august

august

prod me and @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
Are we in a loop
This artificial flavor aches my tooth
This taste is dry
In a tight filtered space
With no light from the panes
It's the high that I fake
Just to lie to your face again

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Don't expect me to confide in you
Pay upfront when tithings due
I don't got no pocket change
Sorry for reminding soon
Keep my name right out your mouth
Chew me like some gum around
Words you spill
Won't let them fly
Boil trouble on the side

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for the time to burst
And make them break

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
If your brain out in the gutter
I don't got your medicine
Two-sided like a benjamin
Foot the bill your payin' up
IRS they've played enough
Knockin' down your bedroom door
Get the clues you left ignored

Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder
Learn from your mistakes I wonder

This rush of sugar
Makes your craves boom
Vampire the way you fly
It paints this room
You hang in the shadows
As you stalk your prey
Waitin' for your time to burst
And make them break

leftquiet:
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
https://soundcloud.com/leftquiet
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=jwVZtAtsRcOHxTEGhh9-sg

vampire

dont try to rescue someone who wants to be rescued & be careful rescuing someone who wants to be rescued
ohh ooo ohhh ooo
im the complete opposite of self sufficient
and i dont think that ill ever listen
momma used to say you better clean your act up
but now im out here in a room full of actors
and i cant tell what the fuck really matters
im tryna come up they keep kicking the latter
your glass filled half way well mines looking shattered
i can feel it in the air theres not much special
i dont wanna leave you let alone learn to let go
i just want the chicken cheese and guap keep the queso
fighting with you is like a war in the court room
and i lose every single time its a case closed
walking with my demon and i gave him my halo
standing on my business ima do what i say so

and sometimes i may feel like im an idiot
fuck it baby let em think that im an idiot
hold tight and we'll be there in a minute
pick a fight and jus tell me wen u finished
lately i dont like the person im becoming in the mirror 
i keep running i keep running i keep running it aint clear
and they say im close to something but it dont feel like im near
umm i cant even tell you how the fuck i got here
i dont ever think youll feel what i feel
i put blood sweat and tears in this bitch for years

unfinished draft i may or may not finish

i'll see you in everything [prod. pekarot]

produced by basil jet
happy new year 💫

//
from the first day i saw u
i knew what i want to
it all just made sense to me
and its not that i dont care
but i dont think its played fair
when our heads work differently

and if i
just knew where this came from
the doubts, its all made up
and just bcuz i
dont wanna be a fool for u
idk if i'm good for u
i'm wondering why

back when we had plans to meet
when all that was distracting me
every glimpse n every act
just gave me suffocating tendencies
idk if this is meant to be
idk what is happening
just make me forget
and start over again

and if i
just knew where this came from
the doubts, its all made up
and just bcuz i
dont wanna be a fool for u
idk if i'm good for u
i'm wondering why
//

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good for u (basil jet)

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