a burden is all i ever will be
i stay up all night, its hard to sleep
sleep in the day time, familys mad at me
i cant ever be anything

am i a monster
am i human
i am useless
anyways   

i bedrot all day
i never see my mom
i wish i could be something
but everything goes wrong

a burden is all i ever will be
i stay up all night, its hard to sleep
sleep in the day time, familys mad at me
i cant ever be anything

burden

Inaction

.WRONG

bye bye

Made a remix from a great track from my musical friend Heavynoiz
you can find the original track here: https://soundcloud.com/heavynoiz/tough

Thank you so much Heavynoiz for your wonderful music!

Tough - Heavynoiz & Sinth

Recorded 22 December 2019 and 31 January 2020.

synthesizers, Roland TR-8, Chinese percussion, sample

Shimmering Clouds

Sixth the track of the new album, Casa, on 𝗦𝗵𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗶 𝗖𝗼𝗮𝘁 𝗥𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀. Check the new album at shanticoat.bandcamp.com/album/casa and its video at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sw04hnqZQJ8

☼ ENG
𝗖𝗮𝘀𝗮 is the first 𝗦𝘃𝗮𝘆𝗮𝗺 album recorded in studio.
This music project for meditation, relaxation, healing and inner jouney has been shared by João Sousa in live sessions for different audiences in different places.

Svayam is the reflection of an inner search, a journey from the abstraction of the senses to the celebration of the union between body and mind, and what lies beyond. His music echoes for union and equality of all beings.
The title of this work is Casa (Home), because inside of it exists many houses, many changes of earth, water, fire and air. In here, you can find different concepts of home, of body, of a place where there is no separations between the One and the Whole .
Casa lies in a timeless idea of ​​home, an intimate and safe space that we can access by simply closing the eyes, taking a deep breath, reaching a universal place and a desire to be the home.
Here and now.
In search of the Self, every place is home. ॐ ☮

☼ PT
𝗖𝗮𝘀𝗮 é o primeiro álbum de 𝗦𝘃𝗮𝘆𝗮𝗺 gravado em estúdio.
Este projecto de música para meditação, relaxamento, cura e viagem interior tem sido partilhado por João Sousa em sessões ao vivo para diferentes públicos em diversos lugares.

Svayam é o reflexo de uma busca interior, uma viagem desde a abstracção dos sentidos até à celebração da união do corpo com a mente, e o que há para além disso. Na sua música ecoa a união e igualdade de tod@s os seres.
O título deste trabalho é Casa, porque dentro dele habitam muitas casas, muitas mudanças de terra, de água, de fogo e de ar. Aqui estão presentes diferentes noções de casa, de corpo, daquele lugar onde não existe Um separado do Todo.
Casa reside numa ideia intemporal de lar, um espaço íntimo e seguro a que podemos aceder com um simples fechar de olhos, uma respiração profunda, chegando a um lugar universal e uma vontade de Ser a Casa. Aqui e agora.
Em busca do Ser, todo o lugar é casa. ॐ ☮

Casa

Regresso à mãe

Regresso à Mãe | Casa (SCR 002)

16 track digital recording, 23 November 2019

I had rather vague memories of the first scene of The Shining, but what I did remember clearly was the sense of total desolation and impending doom. In other words, perfect to try to make (new) music for it.
It was not my intention to redo the work of Wendy Carlos...her soundtrack is chilling to the bone and unsettling and fits perfectly. This is just another interpretation, a different approach. And it was fun making it.

For those who haven't seen the movie: the first scene is on Youtube.

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=the+shining+first+scene

The Shining (first scene) -alternative soundtrack

Hollow

A 8ill, 8oon & Tom Collab

https://soundcloud.com/user-233624083
https://soundcloud.com/boon-suzuki

l have come to play
At ready for the ride
Yipeee chai yay - yipeee i away
Conscious be my guide

Life is fraught with joy
That's just fine by me
Hey diddle diddle cool cat on the fiddle
Holy cow now jump the moon

What do you say
Feel like a ride
Buckle up
Buckle up
Buckle up

Down the alley blind
Slam the wall full speed
Dust off my duff more&#39;s not enough
Peace is not a greed

Joy is fraught with love
A song for all to sing
Do be do be do i love you
Be cool if you love me

What do you say
Feel like a ride
Buckle up
Buckle up
Buckle up

Patience is all ears
To forge the next advance
Evolve resolve dissolve to solve
This be an all souls dance

Love is fraught with life
Tis a measure to be met
The sleuth of truth resides with youth
Come out come out come play

What do you say
Feel like a ride
Buckle up
Buckle up
Buckle up

On life we bond on joy we bond on love we bond on life we bond on joy we bond on...

Buckle Up - with W.E.. Bartolotta & Boon Hidefumi Suzuki

noxpox - strange dream no3 version d

Thanks for lending an ear.

for different sounds see also:
https://soundcloud.com/delichtmorbidebrigade
https://soundcloud.com/thefactsoffiction
https://soundcloud.com/bint-4
https://soundcloud.com/rgmb-1

Shimmering Clouds

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