Name: QUEEN JOLENE Feat. MO - IF NOTHING CHANGES (Prod. ICEYSLURKIN) by QUEEN JOLENE
Duration: 3 min 12 s
Description: Some of Jolene's favourite quotes, affirmations and mantras

It took 12 years for the poem 'I Wish I Could Be Strong' to evolve into a track. Thank you so much Icey for helping it develop. Freed me up to create this track which had been a plan for a long time. Thank you. Love you x

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QUEEN JOLENE -
I sit down on a chair that’s designated for the sick
For a 10 minute appointment with a clock on a wall 
That goes tick tick tick
It happens like clockwork
No sooner I have sat
The doctor asks how I’m doing
My mask slips
The tears start to flow 
(With the spiders I’ll reside)
I’ve been trying to hold it together
Trying to look like I’m coping better
But for who’s sake I wonder ?
Inside I’m dying
(With the spiders I’ll reside)
I’m hurting
Regressing
Fantasising about red baths
And razor blades cutting
Disappearing 

ICEY -
Hey!
With the spiders I’ll reside 
Drill a hole inside my mind
Heyy!
Please don’t ask me why
You wouldn’t like it if I tried

To tell you what’s inside
Darkness fills my eyes
You don’t know how lonely I get in my mind
I’m trapped up inside
Spiders are the only thing alive!

Now I can’t see no way out (why?)
Why won’t you just tell me why
‘We can be together’
You know we can’t be together 
You know I gotta go n leave ya
Alone!
I don’t wanna go on no more!

QUEEN JOLENE -
He asks if I’ve been taking my pills 
And how am I sleeping
And then he asks about my drug and alcohol consumption
(No I don’t wanna go on no more)
I’m drinking alcohol (oh why?)
And smoking the herb
Maximum dose of Sertraline to cure my ills
(Why are my hands as cold as ice?)
But if anti-depressants are supposed to level out 
A chemical balance in the brain
And if my illness relates to the 
Trauma of an abusive childhood
What do I actually gain?

ICEY -
Why is my mind as cold as ice?
Why is my heart cold as ice?
Why are my thoughts cold as ice?
Why’s my future cold as ice?
Why can’t I just tell you why?

JOLENE -
Like a gypsy
A traveler
A nomad
I long to be free
I just want to run from the pain
That consumes me

ICEY -
Tell me why
Why?
Why?

QUEEN JOLENE -
There’s no explaining the dark thoughts
And feelings that have me wanting to 
Leave this planet early
It’s like there are 2 of me
Who are struggling to be
And struggling to breathe
It’s so frustrating because I know
That I will never intentionally leave

I ask myself
Why can’t I be strong
Like everyone else?

SPIDERS Feat. QUEEN JOLENE (Prod. METLAST, JAYSSET) [Radio Edit]

What do you see
When you fall down the staircase?
All my songs turn out as premonitions
You know we’re all floating on flight 180

Can’t cheat death 
We try to
It’s creeping on us
You can feel it creeping all over you

Spider of Death
Despite all the death
Despite all that’s left
Spider Spirit
Hides u from it
Guides you thru this hell

It’s got 8 limbs
In case some are damaged
Show me your spirit
Let me in!
Vampire or Human
It’s how you perceive it
It’s all bout perspective
Perspective!

How can we think clearly
If there’s smoke in the way?
If there’s fog in the brain
Lack of oxygen
My batteries drained
Death by razor blades 
Consumed by sharp flakes 
Radiation in my brain

Industrial rustic fate
Industrial rustic fate
Industrial rustic fate
Industrial rustic fate

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Some of Jolene's favourite quotes, affirmations and mantras

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QUEEN JOLENE Feat. MO - IF NOTHING CHANGES (Prod. ICEYSLURKIN)

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