A time will come,
And alone, you shall be,

(Ad lib: Hold, Nothing...)

Afraid of what is, (They're)
And all that has left you. (Gone)

You will shed tears… (Feel)
And fall, they may, (The ache)
Yet in their trails,
The truth will stay. (Truth remains)

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Chorus:
You’ll reach for ghosts, (Ghosts)
Where laughter once was,
Hands gripped to nothing, (Empty)
But the pain of their absence. (Hands)
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(Nothing remains here…) 
(But a breath that chills my heart.)

From the love made, (Love)
A sorrow will root deep, (Turned to loss)
And from that seed, (Roots)
The ache will surely grow. (Of regret)

Thorned to your heart,
Turning every wound into a pulse,
You’ll taste the salt, (Salt)
Weight pressing against your ribs. (Of memories)

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Chorus:
You’ll reach for ghosts,
Where laughter once was,
Hands gripped to nothing,
But the pain of their absence.
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Until your chest caves, (No air left)
From the memories you couldn’t save.
When it claims you,
A mercy will not come. (No mercy)

So fade you must,
Un-noose the longing and lost… (Fade away)
Let your final heartbeat,
Shatter like glass... (Shatter!)

Then die beneath, (Die, beneath...)
Every soul you've carried.

Souls I've Carried Poem

Rock me slow…
Root me deep…
Hush now… sleep…

I buried hope in softened dirt
and watered it with all my hurt.
Petals bloomed where silence slept
each one fed on what I wept. (Fed on me…)

The vines grew fast, they knew my name,
wrapped around my guilt and shame.
I kissed the thorns to feel alive,
but they dug down and learned to thrive.
(They never let go…)

My hands were cracked, but still I sowed,
with broken bones I shaped the rows.
A garden made of breath and bone,
but every root was not my own.

The seeds were sweet, but turned to teeth,
gnashing just beneath the wreath. (Chew)
The flowers sang when no one came
a lullaby of dirt and flame.
(Burn with me…)

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Chorus
Rock me, dirt, I’m yours to keep,
hum that tune the dead ones weep. (mmm-hmm…)
Tuck me in where the wild things crawl,
the garden sings, and I hear it all.

So bloom from me, this husk, this clay,
make beauty out my slow decay.
I wasn’t lost, I just grew wrong,
but roots remember every song.

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I once wore sun beneath my skin,
but now the dark is growing in. (It spreads…)
My chest split wide to birth a rose,
it screamed in red, but no one knows.
(She knows…)

The worms don’t judge, they only take. (Take…)
They curl around each past mistake.
And even death must learn to eat,
so chew the guilt between my teeth.

She tucked a daisy in my throat,
and called it peace, and watched me float.
My ribs a bed, my breath a breeze…
I sleep where all things bend their knees.

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Chorus
Rock me, soil, wrap me slow,
whisper names I used to know. (Say my name…)
Bury me where wild things play,
a song for bones that lost their way…

So if you pass, don’t cry for me,
just water where my heart should be.
The garden ate the man I was…
and bloomed into what never was. (Never… Was…)

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Sleep now, little root…
We grow again…

Wither Me Softly

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I didn’t crawl from the dark
I settled in it.
Felt it breathe
In the back of my throat.

My love said,
You never fell, you just remembered gravity.
She said it soft—
Like dust landing on a wound.

I buried my name
Before I learned how to wear it.
And the soil wore me
Better than the silence ever did.

(It remembers you…)
(No! Don’t look away.)

[Chorus]
The bloom below
She wore my face
Not the one I showed
The one that waited
Beneath all this breaking.

She walked me home
Through the bones I left behind
And sang,
You became
The grave you tend.

(Sing it back.)
(Still breathing…)

Grief didn’t end me
It fed me.
Slow meals
Of what I could’ve said.

I named the ache
After the sound my father made
When he left
His breath closing the door.

I stitched that silence
Into my spine.
Now every bend
Tells a story I swore I forgot.

(You didn’t forget…)
(It’s in the bones.)

[Chorus]
The bloom below
She wore my voice
But cracked it open
Like a chest
That never got to beat loud.

She touched those parts
I kept buried for their own good
And whispered,
You outgrew
The grave you tend.

(You outgrew… You outgrew…)
(You lived it wrong… but you lived.)  

Golden doesn’t mean whole…
Your wings remember the fall…
One more stitch…
Wither slow…
But bloom deep.

[Chorus]
The bloom below
Didn’t ask for light
She asked for roots.
And I gave her mine
Splintered,
But still warm.

She never asked for forgiveness
Only to be seen.

And I saw her.
And I saw me.

And I became 
(You made it my love…)
The grave 
(You made it!…)
That bloomed.

The Last Bloom

OHKAY steps up for the latest episode of Viper Radio with fresh cuts from Killer Hertz, Grafix & Rova, Sudley, Bensley, Matrix & Futurebound plus many more,  Ruth Royall delivers a fantastic guest mix to wrap up the show.


Tracklist
Killer Hertz - Gigantic
Pirapus - Body Drop (Won’t Stop)
EJ Kitto - Be Honest
Bensley - Pinger
NORTY - Dimensions
Fred Again x Skepta x Plaqueboymax - Victory Lap (Sudley Bootleg)
Grafix & Rova - Let Me Down
Aktive - On My Own
BLVCK CROWZ - Let The Bass Go!
Niall T x OHKAY - On Your Lips
ESKEI83 & Dynamite MC - Number One DJ 
York & Matrix and Futurebound - On The Beach
Modest Intentions - Infinite Void
LICIA & W1RE - State Of Mind (OHKAY’s Future Fire)
Killer Hertz & Mollie Collins ft Elipsa - Love On Me
Sigma & Julia Church - MAGNETIC
Kanine - Bloodstream
REEBZ & Toronto Is Broken - Like Me (streetflicker vs Toronto Is Broken Remix)

Ruth Royall guest mix

OHKAY Presents Viper Radio Episode 051

Didn’t ride in with sermons or sound...
Still, the silence got loud when he came around.

Came like a secret that slipped through the cracks,
No script, no clique, just pain in his tracks.
Ghost in the flesh with the weight of the map,
Carried the world like a duffel of pasts.

Taught in the alleys, not halls or steeples,
Broke no laws, but he bent all the evils.
Didn’t pitch faith, just pitched in with people,
Flipped tables and fates like sequels to prequels.

Got blood on his breath but he never rep’d gangs,
Still, they marked him out like a threat to their reign.
Told him walk off, but he stayed in the flames,
Turned the gallows to gallant with nothing but pain.

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[🔥 Chorus 🔥]
He looked in their eyes as they sealed his fate,
Grin on his face like he’d bent the blade.
No throne, no guards, just spit and flame,
But he smiled… like he chose that pain.

Didn’t flinch when the cold steel sang,
Stood there calm while the hammer rang.
They broke his body, but not his gaze,
He stayed.
Yeah… the stranger stayed.

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Bars on his wrists, thorns in his hair,
Looked like a man, but he saw through air.
Didn’t drop names, didn’t play sides,
Took every L like it’d give us life.

Hung like a thought you regret too late,
Died like a god in a sinner’s shape.
But here's the twist, death took the bait,
He flipped the script with no exit gate.

Call that myth? You missed the code,
Truth don’t need to boast to hold.
He played the pawn, then cracked the board,
Now even kings don’t know what they’re for.

Saw him last night, dream deep like cellar,
Said, The ones they bury make the best storytellers.
Left no will, but he split the room,
Gave bread to the ghosts and walked through tombs.

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[🔥 Chorus 🔥]
He looked in their eyes as they sealed his fate,
Grin on his face like he’d bent the blade.
No throne, no guards, just spit and flame,
But he smiled… like he chose that pain.

Didn’t flinch when the cold steel sang,
Stood there calm while the hammer rang.
They broke his body, but not his gaze,
He stayed.
Yeah… the stranger stayed.

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Smiled like he knew...
Smiled like he knew.
Didn’t need saving...
He stayed.

The stranger stayed.

Smiled Like He Knew

(Yeah... ah...)
Woke up with the wind in your chest
Another dream you couldn’t rest...
The world keeps turning, pages burnin’
But you're not who you were, you’ve learned

(Ooh whoa...)
If you fall again, you’ll rise with reason
Pain becomes the fuel of seasons...
You’ll keep walking, scars and all
Even when your small… (yeah)

[Chorus]
Kiera run for tomorrow! (oh-oh-oh)
Through storms and shadows
No path is borrowed... (yeah)
That heart’s your arrow
You’ve got a flame they’ll never see
But it’s guiding every step for me
So you run, run, run…
Not from fear,
But to become! (yeah!)

(Whoa-oh...)
Footsteps echo where dreams once lay
But I won’t beg the past to stay
There’s strength in breaking, stars in aching
Your forged from everything you faced

(Eh-oh… eh-oh...)
Even if the sky is falling
Even if the voices calling
I Say your chasing empty skies
but still you rise! (ahh yeah!)

[Chorus]
Kiera run for tomorrow! (run, run!)
Through storms and shadows
No path is borrowed
That heart’s your arrow
You’ve got a flame they’ll never see
But it’s guiding every step for me
So you run, run, run…
Not from fear,
But to become! (yeah-yeah!)

(Ohh... ohhhh...)
You see the gold behind the grey
The light that never fades away
It’s not the end, it’s just the start
Every fall rebuilds your heart (ah…)

Kiera run for tomorrow! (ohhh!)
Through storms and shadows
No path is borrowed
That heart’s your arrow
You've got a flame they’ll never see
But it’s guiding every step for me
So you run, run, run…
Not from fear,
But to become!
(Yeah! Ohhh—let you run… let you fly… run for tomorrow…)

Run For Tomorrow

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I love playing with words, finding new ways to put them together to express what I feel. I hope my poems encourage others to share their feelings openly and honestly. My aim is to paint pictures with words, making them sing in a way that touches everyone's heart and mind. Through my poetry, I want to create moments that everyone can see themselves in, exploring emotions and thoughts that connect us all.

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