✱ track 2

~~lyrics~~
(i'm somewhere else)
find the portal, make an entrance
scratch the surface of something different
decide you hate it, know it hates you
let it bury, let it break you

life's an empty hallway
lungs feel empty always
stuff it in the crawlspace
treat it like a mistake

crush the pieces even smaller
cut the loose ends, block the caller
love the horror, burn the altar
wake up six feet underwater

"you're just fucked up like your father
you can't focus any longer"
discomposure ever present
it'll kill you if you let it

find the portal, make an entrance
scratch the surface of something different
decide you hate it, know it hates you
let it bury, let it break you

everything✱

portal

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@saoirsedream
@dossyx
@4kmirage
@quickslvr

produced by:
@dossyx
@st1cksyea
@wishlane
@saoirsedream
@t0rr

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ft @blissom
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lyrics:
@blissom
and i lost myself in a made-up scene
i put your hand against my cheek
the melancholy loses touch
and i can't pretend to reminisce
the words mean less than you insist
the medicago stores grow dust

@least_favorite
cuz i decay the longer that i sit here
i see graves n wooden chairs
and icy pavement rips against my bare foot
idk if anybody cares
and i think i might drop onto the sidewalk
i hope that i can crack open my head (bone crunch sfx)
and you drink cuz it can help you with your small talk
i drink so it can feel like im dead

(sick ass vocal chops are you KIDDING ME these sound so COOL)

@blissom
and i dreamt of a better place
to forget that we're here
get it off your mind
drift off while i speak softly in your ear
with nothing left to reach for
with bruises on my brain
with its last breath, the
underbrush is calling my name

@least_favorite
guess it's unlike me to just finish what i start
i gotta damage and contort it into place
and nothing ever seems to happen anymore
another memory where i forgot your face
soon it all will be erased

cuz i decay the longer that i sit here
i see graves n wooden chairs
and icy pavement rips against my bare foot
idk if anybody cares
and i think i might drop onto the sidewalk
i hope that i can crack open my head (bone crunch sfx)
and you drink cuz it can help you with your small talk
i drink so it can feel like im dead

medicago

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medicago (ft. blissom)

If you think this one was inevitable, what does that say about the next one ⟦ and all that follow ⟧?

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Vocal, guitar, and production contributions provided by @dynastic.
Mixed and mastered by @dynastic.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I could run, run, run until my legs give out
It's never far enough away
I could try, try, try to figure something out
It only ever lasts a day

Remember the nights spent making you hold me
To mimic the comfort of finding a friend
And then I would try to mend it would break and bend
And then I'd do it all again

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart
  
You could run, run, run until you're out of breath
But what's the purpose anyway?
I could chalk it all up to an ego death
And watch the colors fade to gray

Remember the times you told me you loved me
When I would make sure you'd still say it first
We knew it was ending soon, the impending doom
Of either leaving through the door or a hearse

And all we had was nothing
Wasn't made for loving anyone
You'll find my strength and preach it
I'll attach and leech until you're gone

⟦ @dynastic ⟧

Yeah, I never sewed the buttons back onto my favorite shirt
'Cause the needle fails to hold the thread of trying to make it work
So we hold each other in contempt and in each others words
Now, I express
I see galleries of faces
I see galleries

I warned you I was wearing thin, you didn't say a thing
As we lost all focus in the storm and counted the time between
When the bullet of the sky collides with soil underneath
The place we sleep
In the galleries of stasis
In the galleries

⟦ @leastfavorite + @dynastic ⟧

It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart

We can work this out
'Cause we've got common ground
And we both want this
I know we both need this badly
I give more than you take
I take more than you have

We both know it wasn't gonna happen for us.

✧ ✦ ✧

Thank you, very dearly, for listening to my EP.

stasis, featuring dynastic.

When you realized you were distorting ⟦ the reference ⟧ so badly, why didn't you stop?

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Co-produced alongside @wishlane and @clovehitch.
Guitar, piano, and horns provided by @wishlane.
Horns and additional background vocals provided by @clovehitch.
Mixed and mastered by @close-knit.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I built an effigy from willow trees that grew in my backyard
And then I trimmed and polished endlessly, endowed it with my heart
And then the wandering mind lost subtlety
Alarm bells breathe soliloquys
And all of it was done to me at once

And on the day that I learned what you were was not what I had built
I saw the flame that had destroyed the earth, reflected in my guilt
Because the statue, hollow and serene
Gave more to me than anything
And all of it would only happen once

So I'll addict myself to throwing up and television screens
And we'll convince ourselves that growing up
Will justify the means
The shade you pick, encephalic
Grayed out the worst i can remember
All is well but something was surrendered

✧ ✦ ✧

And I could wear the whole thing down
But are you sure you don't find pieces you resemble
From the features that you outlined in chalk?
And I could tear the core right out
But I don't know what's withering beneath the surface
Shave the sinew, grieve the purpose
And rot

surrender, with wishlane and Clovehitch.

Premiered at home video 2024: heaven online.

DJ autemn - scales of gold
DJ autemn - dont stop dont stop
DJ autemn - paper thin
DJ autemn - all my fault
DJ autemn - i talk too much
DJ autemn - want from us
DJ autemn - never ever ever

mewo megamix

Deep, melancholic liquidy rollery Drum and Bass - I guess. I'm not good with describing my tracks.

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свою любовь

a song about being seen

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lyrics:

yeah
put my name in a headline
keep me running through your head til your bedtime
ooh i’m such a fire sign
feel a rush when i see me on your timeline
i don’t wanna be an npc but i
lived my whole life so lowkey
(feeling) stuck to the high school me
but maybe i can change

i don’t wanna be no one no more (x4)
(put me on your t shirt
beggin til my knees hurt
i don’t wanna be your
dirty little secret) (x2)

cause i can’t take invisibility 
and i tried giving someone else the melody yeah
too impatient to keep waiting just
put your focus right on me
cause i can’t take invisibility 
and i tried giving someone else the melody yeah
and the burnout didn’t turn out how i wanted
but i just can’t slow it down

yeah
buzz my head like britney
my friends can’t keep up with me
cruisin off a cliff in a six speed
if i don’t make it then i hope they miss me
what i gotta do for some attention?
apparently a self-reinvention
19 years with my head straight down
spent the last two tryna dig myself from the ground yeah yeah

i don’t wanna be no one no more (x4)
(put me on your t shirt
beggin til my knees hurt
i don’t wanna be your
dirty little secret) (x2)

cause i can’t take invisibility 
and i tried giving someone else the melody yeah
too impatient to keep waiting just
put your focus right on me

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ft @m4yb

prod @wishlane @jedwill1999

(maybe)
i left you in the past, hope theres no hard feelings
do you really gotta ask why im not seeing
a reason to stay here, not to leave u behind
i think im better off and i hope u dont mind
if you got a problem, i dont really give a fuck
dropped off the planet, guess ur out of luck
watch me and the way i disappear
i dunno how else i can make myself clear

(quicksilver)
call me a liar
call me a suckup
call me whatever, i just dont wanna fuck up anymore
cos i feel like im halfway out the door

i dont wanna fly off the handle
walkin round the store off an oxy, no bands tho
doa, think i took too many benzos

so if u dont mind, ill be running out again
and if u dont mind, ill be running out again

ifudontmind w m4ybe

what the fuck is digicore

@webcage
@b4lls
@artbyform