Soul Blind (Remix)

Soft Departure is a piece born from the need to preserve the inner fire in an environment where relational and professional dynamics tend to wear it down. It explores the gesture of quiet withdrawal, not dramatic, not reactive, simply the choice to stop investing where energy no longer flows. Built around a warm, enveloping bass played on my Crave, the track acts as a guiding thread through a soundscape that can be unstable at times. It evokes the act of staying present without being pulled in. A form of inner persistence in a noisy world. This is a work of conscious disengagement, a way of saying: “I’m still here, but I’m no longer playing the game.”  Soft Departure is also a tribute to those who choose to leave without noise, to step away without war, and to keep alive what doesn’t need to shout.

🙏🏻

Soft Departure

I Want you to Hate me (Sped up) prod. Qazers

September Sunshower 1977

This is the eleventh in a series of Module Music pieces. There are three parts. It uses fm-synthesis and generative techniques. The source-code can be found at github.com/danielstahl/module-music-11.

Bright Light Night Part 3

I care for you You know its true
Im waiting with bated breath
The time we shared
Has taken half
My energy is draining out Im bared in front of you
I am lost at sea
I can’t breathe 
You treat me like a dog
Thats not to say i didnt like the thought With a word 
my hands go up
My wrinkled shirt my stomach taught

I know why
You called me here tonight
I dont like
When you say youll love me right
I feel like
Im not the only one
You dont mind
When i say with you im done
Change my mind wake up
Falling apart
Is how we break up
But time and time im done
Just cant give up
Gave way too much
You tell me 
I’m not the only one
Why do i believe you so much
The time we had now just the grains of sand
Castles that we built with foundations of Sand

KNOW WHY

PRODUCED BY @FERN_SHY @1ESKO

@fern_shy @escobar-47270217

theres nooooo way
Can't get closer
You're in my veins

Eyes on the floor
Sick to my stomach
I hope that you feel the same

Nooooo way
Can't get closer
You're in my veins

Eyes on the floor
Sick to my stomach
I hope that you feel the same

Shoulda saw the
Shoulda saw the look
Shoulda shoulda saw the look
Shoulda shoulda saw the look up on my face

SIck
Sick
Sick to stomach
And now nothing is the same
And now nothing is the wayyyy it wasss
Lost my life
Oh lord knows I dont need it

Eyes on the floor
Sick sick
Sick sick Sick
Sick

Funny how it works out
Its sickenin
Sick Sick
The first time I got your name
Sick
Sickness in my veins

First time I
The first time I

Funny how it works out
Its sickenin
Sick Sick
The first time I got your-

Theres Nooooo way
Can't get closer
You're in my veins

Eyes on the floor
Sick to my stomach
I hope that you feel the same

SICK SICK SICK

KRUMMER RAUM

Get me out of here right now
Get me out of here right now
How can I even make myself feel proud
When there's some things I can't say out loud
Get me out of here right now
Get me out of here right now

And when it's over
Will we get closure in the end?
When they're behind us
Need not remind me again
The end

Get me out of my way tonight
Get me out of my way tonight
How can I even make myself feel right
When all I ever get to do is fight
Get me out of my way tonight
Get me out of my way tonight

And when it's over
Will we get closure in the end?
When they're behind us
Need not remind me again
The end

No
No
No
No

dark mode

Electric piano, effect pedals, non synchronized loops, two tube amps. Field recording: Electromagnetic waves made audible with Soma Ether. Spoken words: "Ariel" (Sylvia Plath, 1962), last verses, read by the author. All sounds (except Plath's reading) mixing and production: Velvet Something Superdark.
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"And I
Am the arrow,

The dew that flies
Suicidal, at one with the drive
Into the red

Eye, the cauldron of morning."
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This piece is related to “Ariel”: https://soundcloud.com/velvetsomethingsuperdark/ariel

Cauldron

On me

every car should have at least one emergency missile

dark mode

Quiet Lux