u waterboard me, baby

@9s0uls
guitars @nihil2free
additional mixing @emorave 

(pixie)
reflect on2 me
i am simply 
an aesthetic observation of violence 
r we not more than what we endure?
i don’t want to pay 4 ur procedures 
its impossible 2 love so leave her

u waterboard me, baby
i dnt wanna sleep soundly 
bother me
can red really aid me
with bravery and every blade

burned at the stake like, maybe 
its impossibly mild
never mind
the pentagrams scare you 𖤐𖤐𖤐
like ur a fucking child

(9souls)
they stare at us strangely
w scary faces
different places
i cant stay here 
and i dnt wanna be here 

i slip in a bottle no consequence 
then fall 2 the floor and lose confidence
my future calls shes adamant 
and then i can be me baby 

and what does it look like from the outside 
tiny pieces slowly collide, 
form a picture but youd never frame me. 

but they think im crazy 
hate me
blame me
for all the bad things that dnt involve me
do the wrong things
existence lonely
you control me
but im not crazy...

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observations of violence w/ 9souls (pixie)

bad advice

https://youtu.be/v9Kxgj7vfao?si=N4pGYhy7K8a4m0E-

I was california dreamin
Took too many shots
Hit the cart too hard
Now i cant stifle my coughs


I dont like to party
I like parrying my foes n shit
Fucking up an ounce
Before it hits my bank account im him 

I was just in florida drinking
Toook too many fuckin shots
Hit the cart too hard 
And now im seeing all my fuckin opps 

They said its up to me
I guess its up to you

stifle w/ Lo (cheffdvrk + r3vengeance)

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Prod recyclebin x shinju
Artwork: Kazu

push me to the side 🚶
feel your body move on mine 👀
everything’s gon be alright when i’m with u <3
and i never realized
that our love was compromised 🥲
yeah you’re always stuck on me like a tattoo
feeling stuck in the middle
when i close my eyes all i hear is his giggle
why isnt it simple?
(don’t play around like you’ll fool me)
you can tell me anytime what u wanna be

i know you’re the one i gotta stay cautious
too many times it got me feeling nauseous 🤢
she won’t respond i know im so obnoxious
feel it in my chest even when im off it 😵‍💫
maybe im just drawn to the best thing
and it pulls my heart strings <\3
girl you’re so lovely in those tight jeans 🥵
i don’t really think i deserve you
smell of smoke and perfume
when you get obsessed wanna curve you 🙅

simple (recyclebin x shinju)

"just our luck" produced by @hartfxlt & @1akura

Performed/Written by @counterxo

just our luck

just our luck (hartfxlt + akura)

cage +anesthesia & matty (sparr00w)

Blew It ( prod. jolst )

art by afxtik www.instagram.com/afxtik/
lyrics:
now there’s nothing left
i said i’d try my best
but i feel like a mess
it’s just not so
just wanted to rest
now love is just a test
of how much shit
that i can withstand from you
leave your messages on read
i’m fucked up i don’t know
what you said to me
said you wouldn’t stress it
now everything’s unthreaded
i felt i should’ve said it
seven years ago
cause maybe you’d have listened
you never pay attention
i’m always wasting my breath, oh
cause maybe i’m just stupid,
i know sometimes i lose it
it’s hard for me to keep you close
sheets thrown across the bed
i’ll fuck you to sleep
cause we both can’t get out of our heads
but hurry and get dressed
she know i’m the best
cause she texting me with all XO’s

seven years ago (prod. slatepsycho)

been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone been alone

stifle w/ Lo (cheffdvrk + r3vengeance)

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