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p @negative_creeper ++ @prodsecretsss

@heath3n @spaadexd @evilcellar

face down in the club, off tha benzos
she said my lifestyle isnt healthy, baby i kno
wish tht i could rewind, wish tht i could let go
im feeling blank faced, looking like a psycho 

i feel like i should say something
wish that you would say something
maybe you're not staying somewhere near
thats why i stay under
i need u close 2 me now
ur like a ghost 2 me now
swear ur gone not a sound
but i still turn around

need 2 hide, i dont want no one 2 see my face,
baby ive been down, dont think that im in a better place
feel like imma drown
il be gone without a trace
say youll miss me thats just fake
dont you lie ik im easy 2 replace
now im off a pill again i cant stop it
ik im an asshole i had no other option
tryin to move on but i just cannot stop fallin
dont tell me bout ur problems
i dont think ill solve em

i just need u by my side
can u tell me im alright
guess its been a long night
got me sipping dirty sprite
was it something i did
??
?? ahead of u
i wish i could be everything that u said
i wish u could be with me
ur everything that i want

vice versa +spaade+evilcellar

@heyyitsbenji
@troiner

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

shawty i just want it back
everybody kno i need it bad 
fuck it imma go and get a bag 
i aint worry bout that
she say whats the problem why u mad 
i just hate it when u talk like that 

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

and i aint got a doubt i know for sure i got my brothers by my side
free fridvy (bro is alrdy free) yea u kno its synthetic for life
i want it my way
i been having thoughts bout how ill end up in a coffin
im sorry, yeah i think about it often 

(benji)
Start slow pick it up then Put that shit in auto,
 dont wanna c me yea i fuckin thought so, 
run it up its spenny but that sht was worth the price tho,
standing jn tbe rain feeling like i hit a new low
So its like that, i just want my motherfuckng life back,
i just want to get up on a new path, 
i just wanna look up at your face as you hold me, ill tell u that im sorry

I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU JUST TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND, TELLING ME THA YOUR FINE, YEAH IM RUNNING OUT OF OPTIONS
HAVENT BEEN AROUND MUCH COZ IM ON THE DECLINE, IVE REACHED THE END OF MY LINE,AND ITS BURNING UP MY CONSCIENCE
N IM OUT HERE FORGETTING EVERYTHING DONY HAVE A PRICE TAG I JUST WANT MY MOTHEFUCKIN LIFE BACK
I just want my mf life bacm



<3 <3 <3 

yea i started living but i cudnt even finish

Wait a Minute +heyyitsbenji [troiner x safe]

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIC7jFfePUU
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5G9Nf7CX2fkoduZaIqxDwi?si=0d99359b694f40de 

its so dark its okay i will find you
(i gotchu)
its so odd this place is my home
(where im from)
u laugh at the things that i cry to
(im see thru)
when i think about it that is so wrong

wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

i can see what u dont see
thats the line i wont cross
i can bleed what u dont bleed
thats a thing i cant stop
on my own i cannot breath
i love u and thats ur loss
thinking bout the things
u would say in my spot

i just took a pill took me straight to the top
i rly hate every song that i drop
falling to pieces pls make it stop


its so dark its okay i will find you
its so odd this place is my home
u laugh at the things that i cry to
when i think about it that is so wrong


wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

SPOTIFY

odd (utaqq)

ily <3
prod rubbish + djseizure

lyrics
perc
i pray to luna hoping that she saves
i crash my mercedes
everyone i kno they fuckin h8 me
no1 wanna d8 me
oh stop 
i wont fall in love
i dont rly give a fuck
i dont give a fuck bout these bitches
so ima count it up

wake up n my pockets they used to b hurt
now i got these shooters an they on alert
2048 and say im done
ima show up l8 cuz im feelin numb

wells
u dont ever text me back
what we had was never meant
tryna mend the hurt but u wont even tell me what i did
let me go let me forget
need my memory erased
idk y we were friends
ur spewing venom in my face

perc
and ur so dramatastic
i wont tell nobody bout it
if u wanna tell me all ur secrets
i wont talk about it
we can rave in my bedroom
i jus want some time w u
wake up its a dream 
swear to god i wanna die w u<3

wells
and im still so fucking hurt
now i got chemical burns
and its only gettin worse
im bleeding cold blood on my shirt
ur a fucking piece of shit
i wont forget what u did
if i cant ever move past
i might jus orbwalk off a bridge

teleport to reach
angel wings into the sea
ill go make a better me
i got my faith ill take a leap
and shift to different lands
i wont ever be ur man
raining iron over cities
that i level with my cold bare hands

perc
i pray to luna hoping that she save me 
this time im gon switch it up
found out that that bitch was crazy
dont b talkin bout no love
"prada on my feet i run the runway the right way"
synthetic on my team they got my back
so u know im nvr aloneee
she got percy playin off her phoneeeee (hi!!)
and her boyfriend dont like me she keep it on the lowwww (sry ^-^)
smoking exotic that shit b smellin like colonge
and its time for me 2 go
so i gotta keep it low

in the shadows i b walkin
cybercity got no option
double zero got no login
i b hiding from the goblins

my life aint got no meanin!
stay up l8 i stay up fiendin!
tell myself that i dont need it!
baby i wish i was sleepin! uh

i wish i was sleepin uhhhh
and b stuck forever dreamin
synthetic life b full of pleasures
synthetic life that shits forever

ty ty ty ty ty ur the best i hope u enjoyed!

luna

luna +blackwinterwells [rubbish]

featured artists @fijimar & @x_fujioka
prod by @brknglss & @kojowav

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for the first time fijimar + xfujioka (brknglss kojo)

feat @coldspades 
prod @awwy2k & @neohnq

(chorus)
i was telling me, yeah i own it!
feel like celebi, i control it
if you wanted me, coulda shown it
yeah you know it, yeah you know it

(verse one)
it's been too long, just wanna have some fun
do i belong? maybe i'm better gone

(verse two: coldspades)
tell me, is this forever?
i thought we'd be together
can't let you go, i'm tethered
i just can't take this pressure

and you're looking like you came from above
i just wanna hold you, wanna feel your touch
tell me is it me, am i doing too much?
grab onto my hand and together we'll run

i can't take back wasted time
i promise that we'll be fine
got one wish: to make you mine
i just hope we'll be alright

celebi

stream on spotify

celebi w/ coldspades (kidu + neohn)

thats all bcuz my faith!:)
@1anesthesia
@x1fern
produced by @auguryy

faith2! +anesthesia & fernn (augury)

w/ @7senss + @820

prod @callme004 + @7senss

cover by @chubbyglock

glass heart w/ nosgov + senses (tomekk + senses)

prada where we find uuuu

@pradaaslife
@benjithemachine
@yuki-pons
@synthetickids

Hella +pradaaslife [benjithemachine x shyburial]

synthetic kids synthetic kids!
pinkperc prolly porin triss
synthetic kids synthetic kids

techshield on me ya im downin like a zombie
techshield on me im protected by an army
techshield gon protect me when i text u
its jus me and its jus u and ur so cute uh

stompin in my nikes never stoppin
stompin in my
stompin in my nikes never stoppin
steppin out the car the bodys droppin
steppin in the club we get it poppin
i though i lost it got it back now everythings ok!
im feelin better feel like pat my whip cost 30k!
in the audi pourin lines up inside the minutemaid
dirty ass cup
thats some dirty ass lemonade

dirty ass cup kno i keep that thing tucked
homies idgaf i stay dirty like a bug
dirty ass cup kno i keep that thing tucked
dirty ass cup i stay dirty like a bug!

i roll up the 8th in a blunt
we can hav some backseat funn
said she like synthetic and she kno me
yo girl gettin fucked by the homies!! hahahahaha

sword on my back if they tryna attack me
wearin all black in my new nike tech fleece
i walk on glass and the angel protect me!
shoes 4 the team so i say ring up 10 plzzzz

cybernetic kids inside the metaverse
bitcoin for a feature thats a metaverse
bounty on my a head a different universe
i channeled all my energy and did the work

techshield on me ya im dorwnin like a zombie
techshield on me im protected by an army
techshield gon protect me when i text u
its jus me and its jus u and ur so cute uh x2

i luv uu :)

techshield!

techshield! [selikka + sernnnity]

u waterboard me, baby

@9s0uls
guitars @nihil2free
additional mixing @emorave 

(pixie)
reflect on2 me
i am simply 
an aesthetic observation of violence 
r we not more than what we endure?
i don’t want to pay 4 ur procedures 
its impossible 2 love so leave her

u waterboard me, baby
i dnt wanna sleep soundly 
bother me
can red really aid me
with bravery and every blade

burned at the stake like, maybe 
its impossibly mild
never mind
the pentagrams scare you 𖤐𖤐𖤐
like ur a fucking child

(9souls)
they stare at us strangely
w scary faces
different places
i cant stay here 
and i dnt wanna be here 

i slip in a bottle no consequence 
then fall 2 the floor and lose confidence
my future calls shes adamant 
and then i can be me baby 

and what does it look like from the outside 
tiny pieces slowly collide, 
form a picture but youd never frame me. 

but they think im crazy 
hate me
blame me
for all the bad things that dnt involve me
do the wrong things
existence lonely
you control me
but im not crazy...

observations of violence w/ 9souls (pixie)

redsea whalekiller
@helixtears 
@dollhaven

observations of violence w/ 9souls (pixie)

stella the pixie

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