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Reflections! (ft. Katozaii) [zenjikozen]

ive been obsessed with a song lately and i wanted to write something to it so i did this idk how to rap sorry lol

original: https://soundcloud.com/mimideathh/if-god-didnt-want-us-to-snort

lyrics: ya, ion really care if ur toxic
ion care if u wanna talk shit
just keep it away from me, cuz ion really wanna see it
but im scrollin thru my feed like they all wanna be a mofuckin hero n shit
like they a fuckin avenger but they aint ever go-getters
n i aint ever felt better when i am lonely
you aint ever even wanna phone me, hypocrite
you aint even wanna talk a bit

about the shit that you said outside
that you said online, spreadin all these lies
about the people that you never even met in your life
go hard, make em stare at the end of the knife
make em question reality, make em feel all this agony
call em everything that you ever thought of them out to be
make everybody feel like they dont deserve any empathy
makin rumors bout the things that you know will make casualties

i know it's really hard to just be a little normal
its feeling impossible to never get into a wormhole
drama fiends and their selfish needs
makin anyone remember any of their bad deeds
lookin back when they attackin anything that you were lackin
in the first place, they aint letting u to first base
sit back, cant relax cuz u know that youll collapse
watch it all fall apart like a fuckin time-lapse

i dont know what to do when they dont want you
let it all fall apart, they wont ever see it through
all the lies, all the time they aint ever gonna stop
crumble down, to the ground, they just wanna see you drop
drop, drop, drop, drop, drop, they just wanna see u
drop, drop, drop, drop, drop, they just wanna see u
drop, drop, drop, drop, drop, they just wanna see u
drop, drop, drop, drop, drop, they just wanna see u

drop dead

miss u <3 prod. swish & goyxrd

I JUST UPLOADED FULL SONG DONT LISTEN TO THIS 😹😜😜😹😹

lil tracy - girlfriend

𝐈 𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐃 𝐃𝐀 𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝟎𝟑

light

@ssoh
@100signs

*u dont believe in signs*

whats ur problem
im exhausted
there was a clear fucking line and u crossed it
it was a clear lie i know what u wanted
u put it all on me this shit is fucking toxic

im exhausted
im exhausted

do ur worst
i cant do anything to stop it

it was all fake
it was all fake

i feel awful
i feel awful

tell me why i feel lost
i just need something i can hold on to
u said "i think we need to break this off"
i feel the same

i dont think i want u

i want the image of u
dont want to be here im exhausted
my thoughts are so fucked up
thats why i smoke til i feel nothing
i cant get out my bed for anything i better call in
we keep saying the same things now i think i hit a wall and-

think ive hit a wall
how do i get through to u?
i could never stop
i could never put u through
what you put me through
theres just some things that i cant fucking do
that i would never do

i had to show u 
that i was serious
but u laughed me off
it fucking pissed me off
u still kept egging on
its fucking obvious
its fucking obvious
im so fucking mad at u

im exhausted
im exhausted
im exhausted
im exhausted

[+110]

visualizer

exhausted prod ssoh

@kinsleygrey
@cruseyyyy
@100signs

im so hurt & pissed off
i thought that it would js stop
i know that its all my fault
you said its all my fault

i lost my train of thought ik u hate that
i hope u know if u hate me u can say that
thought we were friends so why would u betray that
u wanna run but u keep coming right back 

think i gotta run too
im turning into someone that i never rlly wanted to be
ppl told me shit that u were saying behind my back
u told me it was months ago but that js doesnt track

and now ur throwing fits huh trying to attack me
ur acting like a bitch bruh that shit going past me 
that wasnt a fucking month ago that shit was like last week
i just wanna live this is something that i dont need

we got glocks come outside bitch
posted with my gang we finna knock shit, down
i cant fw bitches cuz they toxic
yeah they turn around when i walk in
i cant fw snakes
i cant fw bitches no i cannot fw lames
if he wanna talk i let this pistol hit his face
if he wanna talk i put a 30 to his brain

im so hurt & pissed off
i thought that it would js stop
i know that its all my fault
you said its all my fault
you said we cant come back
you said i drive you mad
if im being honest this was all i had
im so fucking stupid i thought this would last

[+80]

my fault w crusey prod kinsley grey

@mxsui

I've been lost and found
lost and down 
tossing around
can't clear my head out 
you fine you stand out 
don't look for handouts 
just glad I can now 
just glad it's all over 
still I'm not sober 
I can't get over 
that you with him 
why with him 
guess I'm not him
why you did it 
If I say I'll be wrong 
I can say I'm alone
I can say if it weren't cip what would I be doing 
fuck it where would I be going 
don't know how I'm still going 
when true colors showing 
you weren't here for me
got my head steady rolling 
playing games and I ain't knowing 
how I ain't know 
hurting my soul 
taking a toll 
swear I don't mean it 
girl you the reason 
if one thing i know 
you had left me feigning
you had left me dreaming
all the shit we done had 
was it for no reason
wasn't for the keeping 
left me in the deep end
you ain't have no reason
cuts on me I'm bleeding
I've been sorrier 
I'm so sorrier 
I done cried for worse 
you done left me hurt
no no don't go 
I don't wanna be alone
but at times I get distant 
don't want attention 
no one I'm missing 
soul just ascending
tell you don't get it 
tell you don't hear me
but I speak clearly
why do they fear me 
why am I teary 
why do they go go go.......

why you with him (mxsui)

@akkiru1
@hdbn2
@daikore
@100signs

drain me
take my heart fucking break me
drain me
we're not apart yet you're out of reach

i need saving
i miss your safety
i just want peace
i thought u werent an enemy :(

do u want me
then come n get me
im laying on the ground
i wont make a sound

i've really done it now
i really think i've lost it
laying unresponsive
drugs deep in my pocket
the silence is so loud
this isnt what i wanted
i knew i shouldve stopped it
i knew i shouldve stopped it

should've stopped while i was ahead
n now i start to panic over every text
i can't stop, compromise
this is all i got
im just getting rlly tired ion want it all
you'd told me id be safe and u lied (ha)
don't u ever say we'll be fine
cuz we both know thats not right
we both know its not- yah
we both know its not right

drain me
take my heart fucking break me
drain me
we're not apart yet you're out of reach

drain w daikyu prod akkiru1 and takecare04

hate to see u cry p. nami & xos

bring it up p. epv & nami & xos

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@100signs
prod me

i need something to stop
my head (now)
it feels like nothing works
i still (hurt)
do you enjoy destroying
everything i had
at the end id still do everything again

i remember every single thing you said
dont put the blame on me
it was always you at the end
was it real or were you just tryna get something out of me
this aint fair to me

i dont regret anything
do you know how much you meant to me
no matter how hard i tried you always leave

spotify

everything i had

prod @zzjay
cover art by @camdenn + @zzoos

@qxi + @zzoos +@kinsleygrey

@qxi
felt it in my heart
felt it in my head
felt it in my heart
now i want you dead
you wont tear us apart 
cant hear what u said
feel my heartbeat in my arm
im crashing out again

it aint over
yet
is it over
is it over
can you tell me if its over

@zzoos
im in the wrong place
i cant think straight
i cant walk away
can u tell how i feel lookin at my face
i kno u dont feel the same
its better off this way
cut n bruised all over again
i cant never switch bitch im w my bros till the end
i cant fold
i cant forget and i never let it go
im used to it
n im always on my own

@kinsleygrey
wake up, it’s a new day
it's the same shit, copy paste
it’s the same fakes, in my space
i’ve been wasting, day after day
and i'm losing my composure
heart beating fast, i’m not sober
everything we had, damn it’s over
lying to my face, do i really know you?
i just need some closure

@qxi
felt it in my heart
felt it in my head
felt it in my heart
now i want you dead
you wont tear us apart 
cant hear what u said
feel my heartbeat in my arm
im crashing out again

everything i had

quixi