made in january

featuring shyburial (@yuki-pons) and loriee (@zmb1egurl)
production by me and shyburial (@yuki-pons)
additional production by loriee (@lorieelol)
mixing by shy (@yuki-pons)
additional mixing by me
master by me

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(@elliemillss)
(still thinking 'bout last week)
(feel like a porcelain doll)
(im in the backseat)
(feel like im losing it all)
(so call a taxi)
(and just give me a call)
(im overreacting)
(cuz they want me to fall)
-
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
-
wasting all the time we have (oh-huh)
but thats just how we are (yeah)
do you need the time we spent?
cuz i cant give it all back
and i tried to make it right
tried to fix your problems
and thats not my place
do you even see from my side
cuz its getting hard to see
i thought i was all u need
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@yuki-pons)
tell me is it something new
why am i sticking around for you 
dont care about your thoughts we're really breaking up
im taking shots in the dark i hate my luck
tell me is it something new
how everybody wants to just be with you
dont care about your thoughts im really shaken up
i really thought that one day we would make up
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
-
@elliemillss)
(i know i try to hard to impress all my friends)
(i just want admiration, nothing to defend)
(i know i wasted all the time we spent)
(i try to end my days perspective with new lens)
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@loriee)
you know you're killing me
stripped down all my clothes,
you know you're feeling me
i've been so alone,
thats what i plan to be
hurt down to my bone
you know you're tearing me
i cant see the road
so i dont plan to leave
walked the longest bridge
but burned down all the trees
ive been on my own
but you'll still comfort me
crumpled up my rose
and left it as the leaf
could you just act for me?
-
(@elliemillss)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall



scrapped song

porcelain ft. shyburial + girlsynth

so sick of you.. 
(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)

featuring @whereisnomu <3
produced by me
art by https://www.instagram.com/union_farmta <3
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lyrics
act like you're nothing without me
it's too late for sorrys
don't talk when you call me
it seems like you didn't want me
don't be surprised when it all falls down now
don't got no time 
do me wrong? ima call out
i got no time to stall now

i know what you want
it ain't tryna talk
you got me unlocked
out here looking for a problem
tell me why we fought
couldn't fix it up 
girl it's gone
i been waiting out here too long
there's just no way that i can solve em

i'm not something you should look for
got you wasting all your time
you tell me that you hate me
must not know that there's a line
i see the way you moving 
looks like you don't even try
part of you stuck in mind
just don't ask where i reside

i'm not playing right
push me to side now
if i'm not ur type
i'll tell u that it's fine
i just say that outta spite
you just tryna hoe me
don't act like u know me
you want it to all fall down

i know i know 
i shouldn't talk about this right now
but on the low
i know you'll prolly eat my heart out
i'm in the snow
my hands are numb 
and i can't feel
it's pathetic but it's real
don't think i'm ever getting past that

@whereisnomu
t’s been a minute since u talked 2 me at all
i can see right thru your eyes u wanna take me down & fall
cuz i know you got a problem but that’s something you should solve 
so don’t come here with that bullshit til you get that shit on lock
i tried to tell u once
i tried to tell u twice 
and after that your probably dead i’ll leave you right behind
you’ll see me from the the front
i’ll stab you from behind
do me a favor and just get out of my fucking sight

i'm not something you should look for
got you wasting all your time
you tell me that you hate me
must not know that there's a line
i see the way you moving 
looks like you don't even try
part of you stuck in mind
just don't ask where i reside

out now on spotify <3

reside w/ nomu #dynasty

shoutout parannoul for the obvious inspiration

Lyrics:
I'm calling a friend, to tell me it's clear
Cause I'm not ready to face all my fears
I'm stalling my text, cause I'm not sure you're here
I'm sorry, I'm trying but right now, wipe your tears

I can't wait for voices to tell me
That I am nothing without you
And I don't know if I can make it
But I just wanna live right through

I'm mad at the corpses
I do not deserve this
My life is just torture
The voices uncultured

To tell me I'm useless
Is like a destroyer
Create and reborn, done!
I'm tired of mourning

echoes of you

@prodmelik

yea u kno im in my bag
i just spent a rack at saks
u and me werent built to last 
now my heart shattered like glass
always stuck up in the past
cus i still want u back
yeah missing u so bad
why am i like this, i cant fight it
fuck up so much i cant deny it
cant u see that im still trying
broken heart but i dont mind it

what if i cant forget u
ill burn your name into my throat
i'll be the fire that'll catch u 
whats so good abt picking up the pieces?
none of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole
just give her back to me
yk i cant afford the medicine that feeds what i need
so baby, what if i cant forget u (what if i cant, what if i cant)

What if i cant forget uuuuuuu 🎧ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ p. melik

produced by @advxrse 
the drop by @advxrse + @vihefoie
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i cant sleep i need to off the pills 
getting close to get your name on my will
soon as I turn my back, they goin show the hatred
and i'm sorry for my acts, sin is human nature

nothing sticks right to me
stuck in a highstake, i'm only betting pennies
feeling heartbreak, I knew she wasn't for me
having a headache, don't think i'll live till 20, but 20s plenty (x2)

i can't sleep it's the insomnia
got my phone on DnD so I can't hear when you fucking call me up
oh it's the worst of love, only showing me your lust
feel like i had enough, idc im outta touch

sin is human nature

@zzoos
@ouniiixd

i can see through all your lies
they're surrounding you like flies
looking back at my demise 
tryna read between the lines
fool me once, wont fool me twice
if you play your cards, you know i'll roll the dice
huh diamonds on my wrist got hella ice
and im saying what i want fuck being nice
fool me once wont fool me twice
fool me once wont fool me-

twice, i cant do this shit
get high so im clueless
my mind, i might lose it
you broke my heart, you're so ruthless
fall apart, im still losing
do i stay or go im choosin
i just feel so foolish
what we had is fucking ruined
x2

i thought it wld be us till the end 
but u let it go
what we had is fuckin dead
I cnt fix my heart up
i still think bout what u said
i could never tell a lie i cld never play pretend
like what do u want 2 be
like what do u want from me
what do u wnna see 
i promise ill take u there
inna whip pushin the speed
feel like quixi ur my seed
i was so blind before im still learnin 2 see
i js need somethin new
take my mind off it
get me away from u
cus im so tired of it all
im so tired of it all
got my back against the wall
wld u blame me if i fall
i got nothin 2 lose
im walkin out the store
spent a thousand on some shoes
cus im so tired of it all
im so tired of it all
got my back against the wall

Wont fool me Twice w/ zoos p. ouni

looking like im Abaddon.
prod @1sloan
mix @chriad
SPOTIFY

https://open.spotify.com/track/6FqQBF5DnYPKqyDvoqbqPC?si=9V8hYfv0Sa2AUOnNLNT2PA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5SHJSRRPem7QTRdl1zZ7pG

dawn. [Prod. sloan] *SPOTIFY IN DESC*

cats w/ @funny, @stylas & @user-104825124
meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow

cats w/ funny, stylas & yuuta

i only ever tried to help...

…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

don't call me 
no energy to act like i'm sorry -,-
the way you turn your back
it got me petty asf
it's no surprise and you know that
don't need you to come back
quit wasting my time
got all this pressure stacked on me
you're looking for somebody
but it's not me :/
but even then 
it don't explain the way u watch me..
guess i can't tell what you want
i don't feel like i belong
keep acting like you don't notice 0.p

pack my carry on
i'm flying far away
i'll find somewhere to stay
cause i just don't feel welcomed
i got my brothers
but i'm scared they'll go away
guess i'm too pessimistic 
but i'll never let them know that
since 2022 it's just been disarray
my friends keep me okay
but i don't wanna be a burden
need someone to believe in 
need someone i can trust
at this point fuck the love
i just want someone i can talk too.. </333

tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

don't call me 
no energy to act like i'm sorry -,-
the way you turn your back
it got me petty asf
it's no surprise and you know that
don't need you to come back
quit wasting my time
got all this pressure stacked on me
you're looking for somebody
but it's not me :/
but even then 
it don't explain the way u watch me..
guess i can't tell what you want
i don't feel like i belong
keep acting like you don't notice 0.p

tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

all plats <3

a shoulder you can cry on... #dynasty

prod. me
#3six0

https://open.spotify.com/track/5U9LHEQa8r43LgtSIZQfGj?si=XX517ZkFTxSFzmv5BOPsUA

go ahead pick it up
if i had a life yah i would give it up (dont give it up)
she made me different
if i had a life it would be tricky yah (so tricky)

came up so dumb i had like no expression
if he try to test me imma show a lesson
its been way too long oh god i miss my wrestling
we was only kids but we got to handle weapons

i know i can get obsessive
just read my message
yeah i know that im sick inside
i spend too much time stressing
do you like your own reflection

cast #3six0

@ssoh
@100signs

*u dont believe in signs*

whats ur problem
im exhausted
there was a clear fucking line and u crossed it
it was a clear lie i know what u wanted
u put it all on me this shit is fucking toxic

im exhausted
im exhausted

do ur worst
i cant do anything to stop it

it was all fake
it was all fake

i feel awful
i feel awful

tell me why i feel lost
i just need something i can hold on to
u said "i think we need to break this off"
i feel the same

i dont think i want u

i want the image of u
dont want to be here im exhausted
my thoughts are so fucked up
thats why i smoke til i feel nothing
i cant get out my bed for anything i better call in
we keep saying the same things now i think i hit a wall and-

think ive hit a wall
how do i get through to u?
i could never stop
i could never put u through
what you put me through
theres just some things that i cant fucking do
that i would never do

i had to show u 
that i was serious
but u laughed me off
it fucking pissed me off
u still kept egging on
its fucking obvious
its fucking obvious
im so fucking mad at u

im exhausted
im exhausted
im exhausted
im exhausted

[+110]

exhausted prod ssoh

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