🐾🐾 @assperrr @claudesdiary
@100signs

push me away i dont know where to go
keep myself above the water i cant sink below
yea i need a new way to feel at home
felt the shivers in my bones
say ill try u know i wont

i cant read between the lines
fucked up once wont do it twice
i cant look into ur eyes
i wanna know whats on the other side
tell me whats on ur mind
i promise ill tell u mine

i know u wont stay here
seconds pass they feel like years
ur the headlights n i can be ur deer
every time i look away u disappear 
i still hear ur voice in the whispers in my ear

(i cant go)
(everything turns to stone)
(i cant feel anymore)

i cant read between the lines
fucked up once wont do it twice
i cant look into ur eyes
i wanna know whats on the other side
tell me whats on ur mind
promise ill tell u mine

can u hear me
(no i cant speak clearly)
(no i cant see, no i cant breath)
(tell me if u hear me)
(no i cant see, ya ur what i need)

(tell me if u hear me)
(no i cant speak clearly)

twice prod asperr & claude

prod me

its been hard but baby im just trying to get better
i know life been hard on you i swear that itll get better
okay you can tell me all those things you wrote inside them letters
im feeling down lets change the weather

she gon check me out
but she dont ever tell me bout it
wait what you talking bout
my bros they really kill about it
like watch your fucking mouth
when you dont know real shit about it
my bros will cut you out
kill them if they try to start it

i know that you struggling with me
you been so distant
haven't seen you in a week
god damn when you told me that it made me weak
go on with them
im just trying to get some sleep

i probably done did her wrong
no girl just tell me what is wrong (girl what is wrong)

let me recollect my thoughts
i look around
bitch im doing better than i thought
its not really hard baby just tell me whats going on
you can tell me what is wrong

trying

single off the project (1 of 6)

production by me (+50)
art by me

lyrics:
my life is boring
but i like it that way
i cant afford it
i guess i should've kept my change
you're looking at me
im looking at your shoes
i shouldn't be this judgy
we both know I've lost it too

tell me if its ever gonna be alright
i know i deserve it
better off observing (from a far)
will you ever see me in that light
i know that you're hurting
im needing your warning

there's no saving me
there's no saving me
i've lost it all
i've lost it all

observer - demo

photo by lenn thank you

@catgif @1rokit @1revert

i know that its different
which side are u picking
feel like im lifting up and away
u know what ur missing
i know that it isnt
healthy 2 go on this way
would u let it go
if u do i dont wnna know
bury my heart away 
leave it in the snow
leaving u behind
find a new life
like im living in a storybook that u write
i know that u wld lie, u got 2 sides
we can do it againn n we can do it right
girl u got ur own heart but u use mine
ya u use mine

your heart w/ catgif prod rokit & revert

hi this will probably be my last valetical song for a while. i will still be releasing music under @14106lyn and @a_red_letter_day if u want to keep with me !

heres a somewhat unfinished song from an ep i never got around to finishing 
circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

fostering a new frame

everything by me
made with exclusively the @gr0lth + @zzjay kit

can't feel my face
blood peels away
watch you eat all of my pores

things out of place
i'm not gonna chase
the friends i can't afford

everything's out of place! (x2)
i'll break down on the floor
of my bedroom soon, in hopes 
a seer will close my door

(x2)

momma wanted me 2 be much more...
hoping my eyes get some chlorophyll
ain't been on attack since the day i was born
made the decision to close the door

... still running with that narrative
i'm not compost for a sedative
singin, 'waste yrself', it's resonant

need 2 stop arguing w/ myself
dirt's been cravin' all my havens
& i'm scared it'll invade 'em
yeah i'm lettin' it, my thoughts erode
before i cope with some words, a plastered throat

can't feel my face
blood peels away
watch you eat all of my pores

things out of place
i'm not gonna chase
the friends i can't afford

everything's out of place! (x2)
i'll break down on the floor
of my bedroom soon, in hopes 
a seer will close my door

(x2)

MR. CHI CITY THANK YOU FOR YOUR INTERNET PRESENCE!!!!!

split {resonance}

@72crash
@100signs
prod @attc

on the way back 
its been so bad
im done w all these stupid acts
tell me what im doing
i'm still hurt
you're still hurt
tell me how to solve it 
tell me what the problem is right now
feel my heartbeat start to pound
im scared dont wanna hurt you
push away think i do it for you
think i do it for you

i dont wanna talk
i dont wanna talk
what do u want
i cant give a fuck
if i got a shot it gon hit
blow my bridges up
keep my circle small
everybody acting weird as fuck

shit just never changes
the time i didnt wanna spend got wasted
of course
didnt wanna face it
this time i really gotta burn the pages

but it's a problem when i'm gone
could i not run away?
why'd you have to hate now?
i'm on my own yea alright
i could pull up all night
if u hated me just say

don't save me
i can do it
on my own
so what's up right now?

yeah i been outside today
the shit u said don't mean nothing
i'm finna take it out on myself again
i was on something
i didn't know how to react
i had 2 chase the bag bud
i'm way too fucked up
i might bleed out in the tub
(but i'll never get to be like you........)

its breaking me slow i always end up feeling like this
need a second just to breathe its always going always going 
by the time its over
its always never its always never enough
when the time is over, the time is over, the time is over

its been so bad
im done w all these stupid acts
tell me what im doing
i'm still hurt
you're still hurt
tell me how to solve it 
tell me what the problem is right now
feel my heartbeat start to pound
im scared dont wanna hurt you
push away think i do it for you
think i do it for you

forU @attc

prod me https://soundcloud.com/zzoos https://soundcloud.com/overoveroverover
ft https://soundcloud.com/14106lyn 
additional vox https://soundcloud.com/qlein https://soundcloud.com/catgif
photo also https://soundcloud.com/zzoos

white tees + lyn

"shit's beautiful but it sounds like a fucking panic attack grolth!!"

mel sample from @attic
everything else by me :>

lost my inhibitions
traveling intermission
drained of motivation with no goddamn contention
wanna be in to win it
your two cents are crippling
laboring 4 a fate where i ring inefficient

oh i’ll fall right through
waiting for nothing cuz i’m stalling my stuffing
hunted by nothing, oh i’ll gain hope by suffering
i’m parasitic- hope lost while hollaring

broke on hope (tell me about it !!!)
(i know i’m) fateless alone
i’ll let go
i’ll bleed out, out of choice

lost my inhibitions
traveling intermission
drained of motivation with no goddamn contention
wanna be in to win it
your two cents are crippling
laboring 4 a fate where i ring inefficient

"ah bravo my boy! bravo!!" 

"guh!? another dimension?!?"

"what's a RYNO?"
"only the most POWERFUL super weapon in the GALAXY...
it stands for.. Rip Ya a New One."

forU @attc

quixi