+ shikuraimu/silvrs
p.fallen ang3lx x nightiger
lyrics:
yaptigim hic biseyi begenmedim
arkamdan beni hic mi dusleyemedin?
ezberlemistim bile her seyini
umursamadin hic bir zerresini

biliyorum beni gormek bile istemiyorsun
gordugun heryerden kaciyorsun
sen bilirsin oyle olsun
yine ben goz yumuyorum

yeah baby 
i wanna love you
wanted you from the start 
youre my little heart
wanna kiss your cute lips
i want yours kissing mine
youre so smart
we'll never be apart
i need you in my life
i need you to be mine
i need you to be alive
i need you to keep your life

yeah baby
yeah baby
wanted you from the start 
youre my little heart 
wanted you from the start 
youre my little heart

yaptigim hic biseyi begenmedim
arkamdan beni hic mi dusleyemedin?
ezberlemistim bile her seyini
umursamadin hic bir zerresine

biliyorum beni gormek bile istemiyorsun
gordugun heryerden kaciyorsun
sen bilirsin oyle olsun
yine ben goz yumuyorum

oyle olsun!!?!?? +shikuraimu

prada

bleood extended snip

guitar by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/3lLKTxZ5USnv9yRia6mbsX?si=e22e50ca90a54982

i'm wastin my breath
still dreamin what we said
your name in my phone
can’t call im too alone
i think bout the nights
when holdin u felt right
you’re stuck up in my mind
i’m losin track of time
i wished u cared at alllll
watch me break and falllll
and sometimes i wondered
if you think of me
cuz i know i do
and sometimes i wish
it was the same
cuz im tired of getting hurt
but i dont know how to fix it
i wanna cry again
i dont wanna be a burden to you
sometimes i just want a hug :/

spotify

trust me i know

samples used:
joker - joon gloom
lipstick405 - webcage
aching like it's - snow strippers

YouAndIGoSlow

trust ❀࿐

shikuraimu - rockefeller cnc

+waitt2R̶s̶

i still keep your jacket in the backseat
even though it's been months since you've been here
i said i'd return it, but i think i just wanted
some stupid excuse to say your name again
your voicemail's still saved on my phone
i play it when the nights get too quiet
you were laughing about something small
god, i'd give anything to live in that second again


and i know you don't think of me now you 
moved on, i'm still figuring out how
 to be someone without your shadow
 to wake up without you beside me
i didn't mean to stay this long
in the memory of you
 but everything still smells like april 
and i don't know what else to do

excuse to say your name again

off all night i lose my focus
 say ur fine but i know u hopeless
 heart too loud, i can't control this
 leave me now, before i notice

eyes wide shut, can't see the story 
bleed too much, it's gettin gory 
dream too real, feel allegory 
stab my chest, i call it glory

i don’t sleep
i just sink
u don’t speak
i just think

wish i could fade like the end of a song
nothin feels right, but it’s been too long
every word hits like i did somethin wrong
every day same, but i still hold on

fade out

rekiel