don't wanna know (w/kuriosity) (p. siem spark)

you killed me first

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i think this is very good im proud of it

*lyrics*

(verse 1) 
ohhh oh ohh, dont know where to go woah woah
im all on im own woah woah
seven months feels slow oh oh 
when im with you

because the world stops spinning around
and the weight gets lifted off my shoulders
and the world gets colder 
as we get older
and i cant stand the sound
its far to loud
the silence became all i know
and it starts to show, as i start to grow
and its so damn foul

so far away, so far away
staying here on my owns so hard for me
it never last, it never last
sitting here on my own, waiting for time to pass

(chorus)
i said oh oh ohh
you tired of moving fast
take it slow oh oh
you dont need all these things to keep you whole oh oh
and lately youve been running from your home oh oh
you dont know where to go now 
*x2*

(verse 2) 
cant continue
shoulda thought twice before i befriend
late nights all alone in my bedroom 
eyes wide knowing that i cant text you
does it impress you?

the self control
tell me my friend, is it honorable?
tell me one more lie you're on a roll
staring at pictures thats on the wall
thats just how it goes 

one more lie, one more text
one more line, im obsessed
say im fine, you say im uptight
i know whats next baby its gonna be a long night

(chorus)
i said oh oh ohh
you tired of moving fast
take it slow oh oh
you dont need all these things to keep you whole oh oh
and lately youve been running from your home oh oh
you dont know where to go now 
*x2*

Spotify

this is an unfortunate situation

dont fret my dear

You Nearly Killed Me, Sarah!

first song type shi

(OUT ON ALL PLATS BTW)

“next thing you know jayne gon’ have batsponge singing” -niztopia 2023 sept 30th

lyrics:
(fuck off)
I want, you in my room with the lights off
talkin' bout us when we grow up
and we're older 
and we're hopefully sober
now im drunk, off, you.
and im just so confused
why would you say that you love me 
then run away, i dont get it
i just really wanna drink with you, babe
now i drink alone inside my room, please
tell me what it is that i can for you
its done no questions asked, but
for now i'll pour a glass babe
sitting on my ass all day
just waiting for a text
i got a damaged liver but the pains in my chest
im drunk with the thought of my ex

@1jayne:
tell me what you need
cause i've been begging through a screen
so give me one more chance 
i'll beg and i'll plead
i'll do anything, anything, anything..
cause its my fault i get drunk im losing focus
i dont need no one, but i think that i need you
i just wanna be someone that you can lean on
like, mixed emotions all the time
girl i wish, that i could just read the signs
baby tell me what you want 
i dont wanna lose your love
it could be gone in a second 
and i dont wanna lose your touch
baby you mean the world to me cant you see it
but now im gone and lost im so lonely and defeated
but now its me and not plus you
im sorry if i ever doubted you
im sorry i cant live without you
im still writing these songs about you 
this happens everytime, i try to get you off my mind
like baby please come back to me.


i just really wanna drink with you, babe
now i drink alone inside my room, please
tell me what it is that i can for you
its done no questions asked, but
for now i'll pour a glass babe
sitting on my ass all day
just waiting for a text
i got a damaged liver but the pains in my chest
im drunk with the thought of my ex

i just really wanna drink with you. w/ Jayne (prod. JustBen)

prod cybertrash n patrick o’neill 
lyrics //

october skies
i wish you never lied
that poster on my wall fell down again 
im terrified
you kissed me till i cried
those letters that i’d write but never send

sunswept by your iris
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin 
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

you hand me more 
ive had enough though
wish i was someone
you could trust oh
you take a pill i’ll take a drink
baby im not who you think i am
im pushed up to the brink
you know youre all that i wanted
but ill never be the narcotics
i know, im wasting my days,
hoping you change,
you cant be honest
premeditating, neurotic
one day you’ll be with somebody
and you’ll tell them all about how it was
but they’ll never get that im so

sunswept by your iris (your iris)
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin (psilocybin)
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

sunswept (cybertrash + patrick o’neill)

its my birthday today

p. peril

1,2,3,4
your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

ohhh oh i
been waiting for a text back from you
i oh i 
hate the things you always do
please stop lying to my face because yk i hate that bitch
i get anxious when you talk to me because your just a prick
id do anything under the sun, you left me in a ditch
id do anything under the sun because,

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

im up at 3am im in a panic
i might just cut my wrist because im feellin manic today
i never meant to fuckin ever throw u away
i think im running out of fuckin words to say
with you, with you you made me feel so fuckin lost
screamin at myself in the mirror but at what cost?
lately i think my battery is running low
im so sick to my stomach i think i gotta go.

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

re6ce - bleed the same

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