First production. Prodced for a long-time friend.

Queen

“Confronting image - removed *

Soft rap style with final question to Why??

Lyrics song by Sas.duet with Joy. 

-Why ( That Day ) 

Twenty four years 
Have been 
And gone
From that day
And I still 
Don’t know 
Why?

It’s hard
To not forget

That you didn’t 
Care
 You didn’t try
Too see if 
I 
Was alive

Why?

Why did 
You leave me 
All alone 
To die

Why did you 
Leave me
To be with 
Another 

Why?

Twenty four  years 
Have been 
And gone
From that day
And I still 
Still till
this day 
Don’t know 
Why?

Not knowing 
If you knew
That you 
Left me 
left me to die

Why ?

Why did you 
Leave me
To be with 
Another 

Why?

Not knowing 
If you knew
That you 
Left me to die

left me 
To be with
Another 

didn’t try
Too see if 
I 
Was alive

You Came back 
Into my life
Telling me
Of your love 
For me 

To tell me
Wedding bells
Rang 
For you

When it 
Should have been
Me and you

Why did 
You
Leave me 
To die

To be 
With another

Not knowing 
If I had died
Why

Twenty four years 
Has been 
And gone
From that day

And I still 
Don’t know why,
why
to this day 

That You left 
me 
To die 

Why ?

Wedding bells
Rang 
For you

When it 
Should have been you and 
me 

You didn’t 
Care
About me 

So you left me
 to die.

my life 
Has 
Never been 
The same 

able to
To forget

Able to 
Truly love 

To believe 

That someone
Who said 
They loved
You

Left you
To die 

Why?

Did 

you Leave me

to die? 

To be with
another 

Wedding bells

rang for you 

You came 
back 
into my 
life
to 
tell me
that you 
still loved 
me.

Why ?

You left me
Left me
to die.

You Call that Love???

A part of 
Me 
Couldn’t and hasn’t recovered,
From that. 

I just slowly died
Inside.

Why Bozana? 

Please tell me before I die, 
Why YOU left me to DIE
When you closed,
when you closed the 
door behind you,
when you close the door behind you.


One day we will come,
face to face
and I will ask you,
why Bozana , why,
you took that chance, and 
YOU LEFT ME TO DIE

Why? ( That Day )

Aching

Back of My Mind.mp3

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Lyrics By: Paulo Sergio Carvalho

É verdade, menina
Só penso em você
Você não sai da minha mente
Tô sonhando no meio da semana

Tentei bancar o tranquilo
Mas pareço um bobo, eu admito
Seu sorriso queima como o verão
E agora eu tô na sua direção

Não me canso do teu amor
Preciso te ver essa noite, menina
Cancela tudo, esquece o brunch
Preciso de você, preciso do seu toque

Não me canso do teu amor
É você que me mantém aceso
Tô sentindo tudo, meio perigoso
Menina, é você que eu desejo

Desde que te vi no mês passado
Não sou mais o mesmo, tô falando sério
Você tá na minha cabeça, feito uma canção
Essa emoção aqui é forte, tipo explosão

Nunca senti nada assim
Tô mandando mensagem, andando sem fim
Até os meus manos falam que mudei
Disse logo — é tudo você

Não me canso do teu amor
Preciso te ver essa noite, menina
Cancela tudo, esquece o brunch
Preciso de você, preciso do seu toque

Não me canso do teu amor
Tô preso nessa vibração
Não é um jogo, não é brincadeira
Esse amor é minha maior verdade

Você ri, eu derreto
Diz meu nome, e eu me perco
Cada passo teu me toca
Isso não é paixão à toa

Vamos juntos, sem parar
Tô por inteiro, pode acreditar
Chama de loucura ou de destino
Mas tô chegando no seu caminho

Não me canso do teu amor
Preciso te ver essa noite, menina
Coração batendo feito tambor
E sei que sente, não disfarça, por favor

Não me canso do teu amor
A gente nasceu pra brilhar
Vamos viver até passar da hora
Menina, desde o começo soube me ganhar

Não me canso do teu amor
Preciso te ver essa noite, menina

Não me Canso do Teu Amor (Portuguese)

“The Hole I Call Home” is a slow descent into sacred emptiness. Ambient drones and ritual textures cradle a voice unraveling inside its own echo. It’s not just about being lost—it’s about learning to live inside the void.

Written by Lilith’s Rebellion and Produced by R1ZN
Genre: Ambient / Ritualcore/ Noir/ Darkwave
Mood: Haunting, introspective, sacred

The Hole I Call Home

Switch Off Your Feelings.wav

Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/59Pp9s6f2oMNmD8AdLGUIe?si=qJni0miFTBiqjaxuj_i76w


"Through The Highs And The Lows" 
is a gentle, heartfelt reflection on what it really means to keep going when life gets hard. It is not a loud anthem or a dramatic cry, it is something quieter, more honest. It is about those moments when you feel lost, unsure of the path, but still take one more step forward because something inside you says not to give up.

The song walks with you through pain, change, and silence. There is no map, no guarantees, just a quiet strength that builds as each verse unfolds. And then, like the way light slowly seeps in after a long night, the hope starts to show. It is subtle, but it is there. Breathing becomes easier. You start to believe again.

The chorus wraps around you like a warm thought, reminding you that time heals, even the deepest wounds. That every high and every low shapes us, softens us, teaches us. Like a river carving its path, sometimes slowly, sometimes with force, but always moving, always shaping something new.

The bridge is where the song feels like it is talking right to your heart. It reminds you that the fire inside you does not go out in the dark, it just burns quieter until you are ready to rise again. And when you do, you are stronger, wiser, more whole.

"Through The Highs And The Lows" is not just a song, it is a companion. For anyone who has felt broken, hopeful, tired, brave, or all of it at once. It is a reminder that we are all still becoming who we are, and that is a journey worth walking, together.

To my mother.....

Through the Highs and the Lows


Holdin' back the years again
I've had all that I can stand
Wastin' time's no longer fun
Pack my bags
I'm gone

I'm comin' home
I'm comin' home
I'm comin' home
I'm comin' home ...to you

I've been gone away so long
I'm tired of singing the same old song
I think I hear my baby callin' me
I gotta get back home

I'm comin' home
I'm comin' home
I'm comin' home
I'm comin' home to you.

Come on
Baby, Take me home.

I was lost
But now I'm found
I picked myself up off the ground
I hear you callin' me
I gotta get back home

I'm home.

Coming Home

COMING HOME

lyrics

Verse 1 
Regrets are 
Nice weapons 
Manipulate me 
I don’t care 

You said maybe 
We’ll make it 
I know I can’t lately 
I’m reckless

Prechorus 

You can tell I’ve lost my mind 
Yesterday 
Eskimo kissing someone 
Who didn’t learn my name 

Love’s not fair
Even if you play safe
Never knew that I
Would feel this way 

I never felt this way 
Not with you anyway 

Chorus

Forget me 
I’m sorry 
I can’t pretend 
I’m too into worry 

You like me 
I’m sorry
I can’t pretend 
I’m into you though 


Verse 2
 And meds are so 
Helpless
What can you do 
With hormones in may 

I’m working 
But walking on the cloud nine 
You’re not allowed there 

Bridge

I can tell him 
Anything I think 
About 
I don’t ever think about you 

Don’t wanna 
Play safe 
To end up 
Sad marry 
One day 

I know this 
Will end 
But I won’t lose me in these games 
I hope you get
How much you’ve hurt me by this text 

Outro
Wow have you noticed
You didn’t feel the pain 
Didn’t love me anyway 
It’s okay 
Wow have you noticed
You’re alone today 
But search for someone else 
You’ll be great 

It’s dating online 
It ruined our lifes
Thank you next 
Send a text 
What a mess
Don’t say yes 

It’s dating online 
It ruined our lifes
Thank you next 
Send a text 
What a mess
Buy a dress

The Hole I Call Home

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