I was psyched about this lil thing i did in two days. listen to it loud!


Drawn To Isolation

i took the G to the A. packed with the villians i hate, 
im the one percent of that percent that doesnt relate.
ive grown attached to rebellion since the day i remember.
gotta blow steam off the embers just to cool down my temper.
im bored now, and tired. i've been looking way higher.
to overcome these end of days but Love won't fill my desires.
i should shut up and pray, but im gonna dig for an answer.
even if i have to perish in the flames of disaster.

I took a cue from my brothers to get the hell outta dodge
a better set up at home, but my hearts thick in the fog.
i know i dont want a phone or machine, or you calling me. 
i wanna stay gone, and witness you all suffer from this disease.
scrap the digital cameras and then put seeds in your planters. 
create something more hopeful than what i read on yer wall.
i've got a fond thing for a natural human bonding. 
but this other form of mankind is nothing i would buy into.

I pride myself in defying the system til the day that i die.
closed minds will just follow all the rats without two open eyes. 
whats good for me, is not for you, or most humans too.
too blind, to see what else is out there than on channel 2.
i thought i'd fuck the police but i'd rather fuck the feds.
im just sick of living dead, and right now i feel headless,
brain stems stringed up, detained. im just trying to keep sane.
i think we'd all like to hold on to our own reigns.  
cursed, i know a few people that i'll never trust again.
losing friends to this game, is no way friendships should end.
but then again, what matters, is how you keep yourself in check. 
id cover up your heads when cops think that they shoot to protect.  
fuck paying your rent scheme, my credit is complete shit. 
this whole fuckin system can suck my fat fucking dick.
now that the ties been unknotted, and the strings are all cut.
im taking a personal day off from the world that you...fucked. 


Drawn To Isolation

(final save me)(raz)

Opposition Rising (ex Mouth Sewn Shut/Toxic Narcotic) taken from debut full length "AFTERMATHEMATICS" released through Riot Ska Records and many more!

Opposition Rising - The Rich Are Killing The Poor

This song is happy for all the sad people out there, or vice versa. whatever. 

Nothing Matters

shit. I'm growing bones out my forehead,
like 3 sharp horns piercing out through my cortex.
I'm taking shape of the baphomet, 
i told you the day we met, I'm the disciple the devil sent.
gone mad, cuz this substance is cruel. 
can't decipher my dreams in a coma from a bad mood. 
and now I'm twitching in my sleep. fuckin huffing up linseed,(oil)
killing all my nerves in the backseat.

i realize now that i can't do shit 
when I'm surrounded in my own dumb guilt and vomit.
at least I'm the only one that listens 
to my shitty rants about destroying the system.
tangled up in my sub thoughts, 
i never say the right thing when I'm fucked up
early morn, im found camping out in my heads fog
hoping for a clear day, so i can finally move on.

now im drivin home with my head gone.
running all red, while my heart barely hangs on.
i fell in love once, but whats the point now,
cuz the whole worlds all going hell bound.
my humors low brow, and thats how, 
i can laugh at my self for rotting out past the turn style.
all alone below the substrate 
look I'm in bad shape, scatter brained all over the fuckin place.

Nothing Matters

A song about Kerala state, India passing a bill allowing compensation claims against soft drink giant Coca-Cola over alleged environmental damage caused by a bottling plant. 

Private Gain - Kerala

My first side project from late 2011 to early 2012. I called it 'Self-Sabotage' 

for once I'd like to wake up great for once I'd like to feel no pain
can't concentrate I'm swerving lanes misplaced my brain and I can't maintain
a positive form of balance negativity takes over my conscious 
a sith is what I have been made bad thoughts keep running through my brain
and I'd like to think that I am sane but the dark side feels so fuckin' great 
abnormal's what I think I am and normal's what I think I am
I think this I think that but I just don't know what I am
and I just bring everyone down I'm someone no one wants around
and all this makes me antisocial I'm antisocial but not intentional 
and sometimes I just can't stand it and I'll never seem to understand it

so maybe I should stop thinking cuz thinking makes me demented
why must I have these bad habits sick in the head I just can't stand it 

I try and find to ease my mind 
but not this time I've lost my mind 
its hard to find a friendly vibe 
with a soul like mine so say goodbye 
but I too much I should just shut 
these fuckin' thoughts that's not enough
I feel so stuck I have bad luck
sick in the head and it fuckin' sucks 

sick in the head

S.I.T.H. that's what I am the same old story over again
I'll tell myself that I must change but I know I won't I'll stay the same
There's no one else but me to blame cuz its my fault my stupid ways
and I'll hate to say it but I'll just admit it 
that sometimes I get so tired of living but no one knows cuz I hide it 
now I've found new reason and that's through music 
I'll express myself through my own music 
its more than sound and more than lyrics 
my great escape no one can see it 

so maybe I should stop thinking thinking I'm just so demented 
why must I have these bad habits sick in the head I just can't stand it

I try and find to ease my mind 
but not this time I've lost my mind 
its hard to find a friendly vibe 
with a soul like mine so say goodbye 
but I too much I should just shut 
these fuckin' thoughts that's not enough
I feel so stuck I have bad luck
sick in the head and it fuckin' sucks 

sick in the head!

Self-Sabotage - S.I.T.H.

Track taken from the Self Titled EP soon to be released on 12" vinyl 

Dead City Riot - Before The Dawn

DOWNLOAD IT AT: 

http://anti-venom.bandcamp.com/album/vampires-single

Anti-Venöm - 2011 - Vampires ft. From The Cradle To The Rave

Heres the other recorded version of this dumb song.  go here http://demonicodrecords666.bandcamp.com/track/yours-truly   for the dumb acoustic one. 
one love.

yours truly
 
i've been setting fire to every shitty thought in my head.
but the troubles been remembering what was wrong with what i said.
now im moving out and selling all my stuff to meet ends.
maybe i should think twice before i piss you off again.
but my mind is soooo gone, i keep repeating my dumb antics.
my stance against yer president has got me acting fucking frantic.
and im about to ignite this flame to everything i own.
paranoid, i need to die and then hide my soul

i don't trust you, bartenders, cops, feds, doctors and bankers.
no thanks, but i'd rather fend for my own protection and health.

i got no fucking sentiment towards politics and your views of heaven,
im the opposite of what you've ever liked and represent.
its too bad we don't attract, but im not that sensitive.
i won't cry, even though i tried to change my life to be friends.
i sold out for love, and for a moment we had something,
but nothing enough to wreck the walls of this world.
its stupid i know, but im waiting for a jewel.
i've been obsessed finding her since the moment i killed you.
its a metaphor of course so don't bring me to court,
cuz that systems worse than voting for electoral votes. 
I gave it a try, cuz you wanted my head checked
but the doc said i needed drugs, therapy, and the 12 steps.
i don't have time or money for any of those, and its funny,
and when he asked for a grand!?, man, i just took off running. 
im doing good, and getting work done now more surely.
cuz rudie never fails, so i signed it  yours truly.


Yours Truly

Heroin Black & I covering The Stupid Stupid Henchmen! 

It feels like a demon inside of my mind
I can’t control my thoughts, this bloody river of mine
I don’t know why I cut, this voice is telling me to
I'm going 6 feet down, I can’t go on any more

I'm getting sicker than sick I kind of like being dead
I’ve changed the channel so that all I hear is hell
I don’t know why I choice you to fall back on to abuse
You seem to wish it again all I did was for you
I don’t know where i’m heading I lost all my sense
Constrict me from my head, the only tool that works
It gets rid of my problem yet I'm the biggest one
I can’t control my mind its fuckin blown away

Everything's so fuckin useless I don’t see the point in anything
Except for that fucking knife it clears up my mind
I'm shaking from the pain it's keeping me alive
I'm sitting strapped to a chair the kind that kills you
For hurting the innocent cuz I needed something to do
The shock goes through my body but doesn’t kill my soul
It's somewhere lurking out there beyond the living dead
And when it finds its host it’ll do the same to them

Hosting A Soul

Yo, my name's Andy and I write music on my spare time. Check out my rabid tunes! :) 

http://www.facebook.com/TheRabidRabbits


Link to my EP:
http://rabidandtherabbits.bandcamp.com

Hosting A Soul

El Rabid

Related tracks