Rise Of The Pheonix

The song explores the internal struggle against self-imposed barriers and fears that hinder personal growth, depicting a journey of self-doubt and mental confinement built from past failures and regrets. It emphasizes the transformative power of self-belief and confession, where confronting and breaking through these metaphorical walls unlocks inner strength and a renewed sense of purpose. Ultimately, it celebrates the cathartic rise to freedom and enlightenment, portraying resilience as the key that opens the "hidden door" to a liberated self beyond previous limitations.

Rise Through the Hidden Door

Hands Before the Reckoning is a record about the moments that exist just before consequence, the quiet seconds when choices are still ours, when conviction hasn’t yet been tested, and when the weight of what we’ve done hasn’t fully arrived. It lives in the space between intention and outcome, where resolve wavers and truth begins to surface.

Lyrically, the album walks through broken rooms, late-night confessions, and moral crossroads, examining how desire, faith, regret, and self-deception shape who we become. These songs are not concerned with absolution or spectacle, but with ownership, the realization that no one escapes the results of their actions, and no one is spared the responsibility of choice.

The title speaks to hands as both instruments and witnesses: hands that reach, hands that fail, hands that push away what they should have held. Before the reckoning arrives, these hands still move freely, capable of harm or healing, surrender or defiance.

Musically, the record balances aggression and restraint, pairing visceral heaviness with moments of reflection. It’s an album that doesn’t rush toward answers, but instead forces the listener to stand still and confront the cost of their decisions, before time closes the door.

Hands Before the Reckoning is not a confession.
It is the pause before one.

Poet in the Pale Moonlight

“It's been a while, hasn't it? In what kind of world do we have to twist and turn to become who we want to be? Do we have to trust ourselves? Can we trust ourselves? Was my stuffed teddy bear's name actually 'Bear Bear' or was he a figment of my imagination? Can I trust myself on that? Sometimes I wonder where Bear Bear went. I never saw him after I moved from my childhood home. Was he even real? Can he hear me now? Would he be proud?”
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Music + Lyrics + VSQ + Illustration: Crusher-P https://soundcloud.com/crusher-p
Mastering: Circus-P https://soundcloud.com/circusp
UST + Tuning + Mixing: Makku https://soundcloud.com/makkusandesu
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Wow, so it's been quite a while since I've showcased this bank, hasn't it? Though fear not! I'm working on a few more covers with this VB and I'll release them Soon™. As for releasing this VB, that's been a bit of a pain, because the list is custom trying to find people who can OTO it has been challenging to say the least. Also, I'm planning on recording another pitch for it (a falsetto-y/maybe power-y D#5 pitch!) with the VP as well as fixing some stuff with it soon-ish. For those that didn't see the SoundCloud post I made for this VB, it's a super custom CV-VC English list that has a lot of experimentation stuff in it. It's recorded on the following pitches: G3, B3, D#4, G4, B4. It's power scale style, similar to the Kire VC-CV English VB I released a while ago. It's made by me with some help by Makku. Also, I OTOed this cover by hand so it's probably not the best, apologies.

Watch the PV

ECHO (feat. AERIS CV-VC ENG Divine (Kire 2.0) (β))

i'm not done but here's a wip
no i will not be giving her out
ust by Kyaramel (Zansatsu) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HXWlYRXFTY

i ported rin act 1 to utau

Basically, I wanted to make a vb with a creepy edgy sort of voice..........so literally like..... a yandere boy voice append LMAO.

There are 2 vbs, one that is like versailles and one that is like sacrilege, and they will have the same number of base pitches as those vbs. So the idea is that these appends will be like a "flipped" side of those vbs. Does that technically double the size of those vbs as well as my work...yes. but am i still doing it anyway....yes.

So yeah it is a little stupid and cursed ! But it's also fun !! so LMAO
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songs:

1. Fear Garden
ust: nmasao1

2. Baka
ust: 白蛇@仮名P

3. S.I.U.
ust; Mimisan15

This is a cursed vb idea but anyway this is what i am doing

I was inspired by akem's Gimme×Gimme cover with Suzu and herself, but I didn't want to rap Gimme×Gimme so I opted for the good ol' classic Matryoshka ^o^

Very special thanks to minome for the artwork and the overall support for this cover ;o;

~Credits~ 
Song: Hachi
UST: @mystsaphyr
Remix: Jamie Paige
Artwork: @minome
Tuning/Mixing/Video: me
PV: https://youtu.be/Owd8LjRPRAw

【UTAU ft. Voicer】Matryoshka【蜜覇連呼 ft. kimchi-tan】

• Original by @gigaaaaaaaaaaa & @kira_productions
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRVFPPYcJUc
• UST by @the-other-anna, I just edited parts and lyrics to fit the voicebanks I used. Thank you for the wonderful ust!
https://soundcloud.com/the-other-anna/utaugetcha
• 重音テト - http://kasaneteto.jp/
• イヨ ENG- http://blog.naver.com/zetty123
The sub track from the original was used in this cover. The dream collab happened so I was really happy a UST was made for this!
A newer updated version of the song is uploaded to Youtube here, I made a lyric mistake on this upload - https://youtu.be/FFeutJHfzqk

【重音テト☆イヨ】GETCHA!【UTAUカバー】

Teto: @luanvini800 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzpCE59gszM)
Ritsu: me
YT link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6H5BBx3IjU&feature=youtu.be

【Ritsu & Teto】GETCHA! by Giga & KIRA【重音テト & 波音リツ】+fanmade PV

VSQx/Mix: Cillia
UST: xMienaiTsubasa
Illust: jingodatta

Just uploaded this for mr jingodatta since he wanted me 2

【MEIKO V3_POWER】7/8【カバー】

Original by: Olivia Rodrigo
Vocals: Megurine Luka V4 Eng
Tuning, Mix: Jirai

【Megurine Luka V4】drivers license【Test Vocaloid Cover】

one of those singing robot motherfuckers

Art attached to the dartboard in icon is by @rebellioustroll-revo 

Other accounts: 
@raccoonbutler2
@raccoonbutler3
@raccoonbutlersshuuaccount

This is a cursed vb idea but anyway this is what i am doing

RaccoonButler