I am your prey, please just go pray for me

beforeidie w/backthen (prod.lil sowka)

Voidway Or No Way [prod. gg rahkavelli + fony wallace + aye.shark]

follow @aureolamusic & @faidenn <3

lyrics:
i'm sorry that i tend to scare you
i'm sorry x4
i don't mean to scare you
i know i'm awful
i know that sometimes i can be a handful
i don't wanna come off like i'm not grateful
people in my city makin' me hateful 
forget all the memories drinking a cup full
yea b you is forgettable
old friends, they call me an addict 
if you wanna see an addict yea this could get tragic
ill disappear real quick yea just like it's magic
i don't mean to scare u girl i'm sorry 

i been so fucked up, i been rolling up, i been smoking dope
been had a broken heart, ever since the start
n ever since the start i haven't been so smart
n ever since the start i haven't been so smart
feel like i have a curse on me
i don't think that it's possible for me to be happy 
what a tragedy what a tragedy 
guess its my destiny though guess it's my destiny though
this is my destiny ho, n ima never stop
why tf would i stop, i'm not at the top
getting fucked up doin' what i do it's how i move
it's how i move, ya it's how i fuckin' move

imsorry (prod. aureola x faidenn)

dedicated to my grandmother

Lyrics: 

i can feel my chest cave now 
it’s hard to breathe when my body’s layin face down
let me know 
when the decision you’ve been hidin in your mind becomes actionable 
and this feels like my last good night in a while
i’ll grab the brand new spark out the fire 
and i hope the x-rays come back clean
cause i don’t wanna explain what it means

when my cavities won’t open right
while i lay in bed just barely graspin at life 
i want you to make the decision 
cause i don’t think that i couldn’t lie

i can feel my chest cave now 
it’s hard to breathe when my body’s layin face down
let me know 
when the decision you’ve been hidin in your mind becomes actionable 
and this feels like my last good night in a while
i’ll grab the brand new spark out the fire 
and i hope the x-rays come back clean
cause i don’t wanna explain what it means

[ do not fear death
death always at our side
when we show fear 
it jumps at us faster than light
but when we do not show fear
it casts its eye on us gently ]

i don’t feel right
but i’m alright
i don’t wanna make you worry when i know you can’t say a thing 
just keep me company
hold me while i breathe
at least while i still can
cause i know that even when you don’t say it i know that you love me
and i know that i won’t be there for you but i promise that i’m always
right next to you

i can feel my chest cave now 
it’s hard to breathe when my body’s layin face down
let me know 
when the decision you’ve been hidin in your mind becomes actionable 
and this feels like my last good night in a while
i’ll grab the brand new spark out the fire 
and i hope the x-rays come back clean
cause i don’t wanna tell you that it’s only weeks

coughin (raspo)

follow @branwenmusic

https://youtu.be/OJoA9VIzM0M?si=KLxReJWCFJ0HfvZx

lyrics:
when i'm around you i'm feeding off your dopamine
yea your dopamine and for that baby i'm a fiend
don't wanna mess it up but baby can't you tell that's me 
too many zippers on my jeans yea can't you tell it's me

dressed up like this is my fuckin final fantasy 
i'm tryna take you places that i thought that i would never be

(when i'm around you x2)
butterflies up in my stomach when it's us two
goosebumps when i'm touching you, that's why i fw you
passing out with you in my arms, that shit was overdue
not rich yet but we'll have to make due
lemme invest in me and spend the rest on you
all day at work, at night i'm in the stu
been working on my craft, yea ima pursue 

who tf vexle i thought he was dead
i got headphones in i'm laying in bed
my playlist found guardin again
she hit me up said she could slide i said when
yea take your time cuz i prolly should to
i know that there's so much that we've both been through
look at chu oo
your hair is so pretty and blue
(i hope i'm not being taboo x6)

dopamine (prod. branwen) (music video in desc)

Off of me and @gardensinlove 's 2019 unreleased EP, BURNED

art by Ruby @ruby.rosie @rubyoliverart

MADS013 X GARDENS - HEAVEN

<3 <3 <3

Aaah (shinju & tamino)

do you even know (prod. LIL HEARTBREAK)

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

@prodbybrody @sainttomorrow

featuring screams from @imnegativezer0

you can hit me when the times right
half an ounce in a couple weeks might
keep my mind at bay
and my head underwater in a city of flames

let me go
you know that its better this way
feel my pull
i wont answer, i wont call
by myself and im evolved
keep ur distance
u wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness
feel my heart 
beat out of my chest
when ur talkin to me
im so cold
yeah i cant feel a thing
with this ice in my veins
keep ur distance
you wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

will power got me thru
everything i had to do
bet youd break like every bone
if youd walk in my shoes
even if it's just a step
i think u should reassess
or consider other options
its in ur interest
that u run and get as far as u can
unless ur free from attatchment
then ill be ur best friend
with a loaded hand
and a lot to say
for someone lacking attention
im inconsistent at best
well versed in tactfulness
and every line that i write
might put ur heart to rest
i think the time has come
so tuck me into my death bed
you've got ur life to live
and ur own shit to work thru
so leave me 6 feet underneath the ground

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

you wont need anybody else
no, its not the same
since i broke that door
light my flame
ur air sign's my fuel
seal our fates
and throw away the key

Follow me <3

when the time's right (ft. Negative Zero) [prod. brody x saint tomorrow]

rahk gee
i feel so empty
ggrahkavelli@gmail.com

Voidway Or No Way [prod. gg rahkavelli + fony wallace + aye.shark]

Gg rahkavelli