How do i be myself... I do i tell my parents i make Hentai for a living :( xxx

prod @lilpunstr fellow new zealander :)

lyrics

im ok, peace of mind
its ok, im on th grind
sleep during the day
nrg at night
fighting this pain
been doin my life
so its jus th same
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

im so sick of playing it safe baby
now im out the mud, they think that im crazy
no-one really cares, u been the same lately
at least with all the hate, i get to wake daily 

woah 
she said u gon glow
bae thats just the ice shards, u know me im better cold
this is how i break uh
this is how i fold
pain is my whole blood stream
not a thing that i could out grow
9tails down to bones

pain
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

belong (punny)

@lavaproduce
@lavaproduce
@lavaproduce

sample = Wax Poetic by Capstan

PROD ME

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me:
as monsters fall and fade away
a vicious curse that picks apart my brain
when everything feels the same
empty rooms bleed consciousness onto my face i cant resist its gaze
when i just wanna get away
please dont go i know its hard but i promise that we’ll go far
and we can all just get away
hold my hand until the bitter end and when im gone we’ll meet again
this strange facade blocks out amends
forgiveness now pretend

i woke up today, and figured id burn everything.. that made me think of you

hey its me again i feel alone
three years past since you left this world
i cherish every memory id hope that you would do the same
hoping i can see you again

lava:
ill cut every single vein
ill get deeper and deeper
mend all the scars on me
where do i go from here?

me:
a testament for bastard souls
the frail and weak who never grow old
for those who wish to fade away
familiar rooms its all the same
i try to search and make a change
feel webs build up inside my brain

sample:
she always seems to color me
the only shade she couldn’t see
i am transparent, i am a ghost
a grain of sand on the sunshine coast

Testament For Bastard Souls W/Lava

Featuring HKFiftyOne on the vocals. Enjoy <3

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

If you want to support me further my paypal is: x4everunknown@yahoo.com
Thanks for the support. I love you all sm.

leave me alone

heat run through me (prod. misery)

it really be like that sometimes


Funny how you went ahead and told my friends I’m evil
Told them that I like to steal from people
Turned them all against me
I’m an easy target so I get it
But I really care for people I’m not
Hung up on the metrics

This is happening, 
blasting toward the apathy
Creating LoseMyMasterpiece
Everyone I used to know would laugh at me
Cause I dared to have a dream and start the crazy rappin thing, wrapped inside my writtens I’m not kidding, I’m unraveling 

Diving into waters where it’s crazy deep seeing some amazing things I already told you there’s no saving me (x2)

Tell me I’m the worst 
Tell me that I’m toxic 
Tell me that I’m everything you hate
And I’m.obnoxious
Noxious


Funny how I spent my time thinking that you’re different 
I’m either a fool or your convincing 
I just need commitment 
I just need a moment in your arms again
I just need a woman who is not pretend 

Think I found her but I’m paranoid and traumatized
Think I found her but I’m really super scared inside
Think I found her but there’s nowhere left for me to hide
What if I’m the problem and it ends like..

(Hook)

you would lean your head upon my shoulder
Sry baby I just need closure


No big deal, I’m alright
It really be like that sometimes

Stream on spotify

TOXIC (prod. losemygrip)

Prod Xtravulous

 Lyrics


(Intro)

Ooo
Hold up wait
Can we recap on the shit we say
Guess it’s kinda summed on what we said
Now you got me broken in my head
I
Thought everything would be ok
Sipping drink from the night to day
You’re gonna be my fuckin grave

(Chorus)

It’s a dead line 
You got me really 
Dead inside 
Fuck my feelings and I 
Down pints
Ain’t smokin and you got me 
Head high
Head high
Head high
Head high
All these feelings got me
Head high
Fuck your nicotine I’m 
Head high
Might as well just say I’m 
Head high

(Verse)

Whoa
Wait a fuckin minute
You left dark and lonely 
But still goodbye in a minute 
Since you left me all alone I’ve fucked a couple bitches 
All these toys to fill the void and now I’m barely livin
Wait
I’m not fucking finished 
Pulling up inside a hearse so you know I mean business 
All these girls that fuckin with me They all hit and misses
You’re my damsel in distress 
You’re supposed to be my mistress 
You’re the one That killed my heart 
And I’m the only witness 
You can fuckin call me out 
But that shits for attention 
Go ahead and call my phone 
but imma lose connection 
Kinda like you did to me
Always fuckin rejected

(Chorus)

It’s a dead line 
You got me really 
Dead inside 
Fuck my feelings and I 
Down pints
Ain’t smokin and you got me 
Head high
Head high
Head high
Head high
All these feelings got me
Head high
Fuck your nicotine I’m 
Head high
Might as well just say I’m 
Head high

(Verse 2: TuMaggz)

Head high
You’re the reason I stay 
Inside 
Got me feeling 
So down
Like Pennywise 
I got clowned 
Everybody up in this town
Knows I was feeling you 
But that shit don’t matter now
Like snow my heart got plowed 
All these haters know I got it my own now 
Yeah all these people screaming at my show now 
Hide my location got to keep it on the low now 
Now I’m head high
Trying to figure out the reasons why you left me behind

(Chorus)

It’s a dead line 
You got me really 
Dead inside 
Fuck my feelings and I 
Down pints
Ain’t smokin and you got me 
Head high
Head high
Head high
Head high
All these feelings got me
Head high
Fuck your nicotine I’m 
Head high
Might as well just say I’m 
Head high

Head High (feat. TuMaggz)

pyrrhic:
@sadboypyrrhic
www.instagram.com/sadboypyrrhic/

Cover Art: ogdeadboy

Lyrics:
(sinna)
shawty i know im alone
shawty i kmow im alone
demons in my head
baby im so damaged
all up in my head
i just wanna vanish
i just wanna vanish

(sinna x pyrrhic)
vanish into nothing 
but ill be damned if you're not coming with me
so many drinks that im drowning my kidneys
you snort the ice so it matches your heart
laugh in my face as im falling apart

(sinna)
shawty never loved me
sitting by my lonely
i know that im all alone
i dont wanna come home 
i dont wanna come home
late night when im all alone
baby take my head off
i just wanna die
sippin on the Smirnoff
shawty never loved me
sitting by my lonely
i know that im all alone
i dont wanna come home 
i dont wanna come home
late night when im all alone

(pyrrhic)
i dont feel like going home tonight
i dont wanna die alone tonight
baby i just need you by my side
want you at the end of my knife
at the end of my life

twist her arm in the shape of a noose
lil punk bitch with the gucci boots
smokin on loud yeah she blows on reefer
loves it when i choke her hates it when i leave her
shawty acts pure but i know she's laced
playing with her horns as she gives me face
i just wanna die young
join me in the coffin
lips singing redrum
baby there's no stoppin

murder/suicide (feat pyrrhic) [prod born hero]

prod. @user-597676997


Lyrics:
Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting

Oooh 
Everythings so
Cold, alone, no one to hold,
Smoke, a, bowl, eyes they closed
A pitiful soul, let go

Eh its hard, to feel okay
The pain, the this, the that, im drained
The stress, depressed, the cuts and scars
The drinks, fucked up, under the stars


Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting


I feel like everyone hate me
Wonderin who i am lately
All these feelins drive me crazy
Time is the only thing changing

I know its not so easy
Old memories receding
Do you wanna see me
Laying here still bleeding

This ways only gonna make me drown
This pain, my blade, let it rain down

Pitiful Soul (Prod. CapsCtrl)

She's My Medicine.
@Blique83

for beats, collabs etc:
weepingwolf@outlook.com

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

weepingwolf

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