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it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

where 2 go

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

wakin up late every mornin again
stoppin the drugs cause u loosin again
fallin asleep without you in my bed
fallin asleep and u not in my head

breakin apart and im lonely again
wishin that i could just touch you again
its 3 in the 6 and im loosin my head
takin a walk, dont get shot in the head

distance in earth is just too much to take
makin a livin off beatin me dead
i wanna move out so i can get the bread
but im stuck alone, and im loosin again

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

can you just give me a reason
can you just fall with the treasen
would you just leave me in feelins
couldnt just stop how im feelin

-not home.-

felt like cutting up my eyelids
i been working hard inside the silence
running circles on the island
like why the fuck i even trying?

codeine bright violet
ive been smoking on the hybrid
thoughts inside me turn to violence
emotion seeping through the highlands

welcome to my fucking head
i take the words and i put it to rest 
garbage to still floating and filling my chest
i cant pretend like im feeling the best

i guess im next
they want me dead
pump up my head and my legs with the lead
she second guessing im fucking her friend, yeah

Give Me A Reason w/ not home. (prod. nvki)

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Talkin' Bout

Ivan B, Zeegs - Where Everything Ends

she knows what she did 
to me ever since 
got me in a mess 
still those words that she said 
still bothers me knowing you moved on 
I guess I was wrong all along 
all about you 

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever 

I guess my friends were right from the start 
I should’ve never gave you my heart 
I should’ve never gave you my heart
 I try not to question my decisions 
but it never works out 
at times I feel like my life has no meaning 
yet it tears me up inside 
all she ever does is get so drunk 
I’m sorry that Im not the one 
the one for you

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever

Like it’s forever
Like it’s forever

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry

It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
Like it’s forever

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever

Forever

Forever [Prod. Yago]

this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

Get You Back (Thomas Reid, cøzybøy, Jomie)

Antisocial Butterfly feat @parisshadows

Produced by Mantra 
Additional Guitar by me
Recorded at Unify Sound Lab - Charlotte, NC

🦋🧛🏻⚔️

https://onerpm.lnk.to/timbuds

Follow me on socials: @timbuds

Antisocial Butterfly (feat. Paris Shadows)

Walk Out That Door

Tracy Grimm X SpaceMan Zack - Walk Out That Door

@saintsbetrayed
@dearpyrrhic
https://soundcloud.com/luciidwtf

lyrics

(babyKanine)
No, baby dontchu play that card
Right now, don't think that I'll make it
Yea yea, you don't gotta break my heart
Right now, you know that I can't take it

Said I can’t love you, well I could
Think you never understood
I stuffed something in the wood
I told her I'm feeling good

Baby you can rest assured
Swear I've done this all before
You just come take what you want
Then you walk out of the (door)

You've been acting up but I ain't gonna say shit
You beat me at the game, so I don't wanna play it
I don't wanna wait, and you ain't got no patience
Babe I need your love, come tell me how to save it

(Saints Betrayed)
Medication, I don’t wanna take it
Focused on the fame, wonder if I’m gonna make it
So save me, tell me that you want me still
Lead me on, cause’ I like the thrill

My anxiety tryna’ get rid of me
Lowest of the low, I’m my own worst enemy
Devil in disguise got me praying on the rosary
So lonely, I’m so lonely

(babyKanine)
No, baby dontchu play that card
Right now, don't think that I'll make it
Yea yea, you don't gotta break my heart
Right now, you know that I can't take this

(Pyrrhicc)
Pretty girls taunt me 
Pretty girls haunt me
All the pain you caused me
Why’s it feel you shot me

My chest is feeling vacant
The feeling of displacement
I can’t really take it
Your words just seem so naked

Climbing up the ladder, there’s oil on the rungs
You see me falling backwards, I fall into the drugs
And god I miss her laughter, her smile, and her touch
I’m only getting madder, I’m screaming out my lungs

(babyKanine)
No, baby dontchu play that card
Right now, don't think that I'll make it
Yea yea, you don't gotta break my heart
Right now, you know that I can't take it

No, baby dontchu play that card
Right now, don't think that I'll make it
Yea yea, you don't gotta break my heart
Right now, you know that I can't take this

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