This is utterly beautiful. I am headbanging.

The Upload

Ivan B, Zeegs - Where Everything Ends

she knows what she did 
to me ever since 
got me in a mess 
still those words that she said 
still bothers me knowing you moved on 
I guess I was wrong all along 
all about you 

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever 

I guess my friends were right from the start 
I should’ve never gave you my heart 
I should’ve never gave you my heart
 I try not to question my decisions 
but it never works out 
at times I feel like my life has no meaning 
yet it tears me up inside 
all she ever does is get so drunk 
I’m sorry that Im not the one 
the one for you

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever

Like it’s forever
Like it’s forever

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry

It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
Like it’s forever

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever

Forever

Forever [Prod. Yago]

this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

Get You Back (Thomas Reid, cøzybøy, Jomie)

Walk Out That Door

Tracy Grimm X SpaceMan Zack - Walk Out That Door

[+] if you want my heart you gotta steal that </3
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt + @steadysuffer * produced by @prodjolst *

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wanna go back

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wanna go back (feat. skele + steadysuffer)

all these highs be weary 
they take my friends and bury 
but dont be scared theres much more room inside this cemetery
all these stories cautionary
like take your life compare me 
take the parts you dont like then 
in your life be different than me 
nothing could have prepared me 
none
but i knew the whole time what would happen 
it just hits different when youre really in it heavy 
my skin is slipping off me
just leave me where you find me  
im in the woods trainspotting through the poison ivy 
i left that all behind me
still feel it close beside me 
i dont know what to do with myself when i sit still and silent
i find myself in situations i hope dont get violent 
i trip myself up thinking someones intentions are sideways
ive just been done so badly
you dont know the slightest
all these things that i done seen i keep em in my eyelids 
all this time that ive spent looking youd think that id find it 	  
and i try the millionth i dont know why 
repeat

tombstone carousel (prod. sorrow bringer)

i was picking something off the vine 
working with what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret it
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling 
i been tryna chase this feeling
all this time and space that its stealing
my life its like if i let you inside 
know it meant the most that you were in it
i was picking something off the vine 
working what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret 
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling

Grapevine (prod. sorrow bringer)

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lyrics - 

this ain't working
my stomach's fucking hurting
grab my backpack
i never really fucked with that
i ain't used to this shit
i know this ain't you
what's your purpose?
i see you float around too

where you gonna go when you up and leave home?
you say it's such a bleak and lonely road
but i don't believe that you know who you are
you'll never know if you're enough

you'll always find your way home
you say you're so fucking alone
you left everyone behind
and you only just realized

this ain't working
my stomach's fucking hurting
grab my backpack
i never really fucked with that
i ain't used to this shit
i know this ain't you
what's your purpose?
i see you float around too

i'm so sick of always trying to pursue you
let me go, just let me down
i never knew you
i won’t ever stick around, it’s not like you do
pull me up and tear me down it’s what I’m used to
so pull me out and let me down
can't help but change when you’re not around
i hate my face
man I hate this town
let me go
let me drown

float (feat. hiraeth)

Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

produced by @prodjolst



just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you 

hiraeth: 

It’s not what I wanted
I would ask god for revenge on you
Cut my limbs ur holding
I don’t need them All the germs from you
Oh don’t waste ur envy
At the gates you’ll repent ur sins
No, no I don’t this magic cauldron
Pull me in
Float
You’ll float so heavy
One
One day you’ll notice
All this pressure can’t hold In

flowrs:

my head
is filled
bloodstains
on quilt
and you fucked me up
now i can breathe again

i’d stab 
i’d kill
anyone
and steal from
a graceful kiss
and you can leave again 

my heart
has gone
it’s done
walk on
will you bandage me
cover the bleeding and 

you win
i lose
oh well
that’s cool
and she has left you now
so suck it up my friend and go 

just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you

smoke/screen (feat. hiraeth) (+ jolst)

tell me something, anything, don't let this love fester into hatred 

additional pads and guitar added by me

when i look out at the world (prod. vuksai)

“Hollow Conversations” is an unrelenting exploration of isolation, emotional fragmentation, and the disconnection that plagues human interactions. A sonic journey through the void of unspoken words and broken bonds, this album captures the raw anguish of trying to connect in a world where communication often feels empty and one-sided. Each track delves deep into the struggles of trying to bridge the gap between our internal selves and the external world, only to find ourselves more alone than ever.

The album opens with a sense of quiet tension, each song building toward the inevitable breakdown of relationships, self-perception, and even sanity. With its fusion of rap-metal, post-hardcore, and electronic rock, “Hollow Conversations” creates an emotionally charged atmosphere, blending aggressive, high-intensity moments with haunting, reflective passages. It’s a musical landscape where vulnerability meets anger, where the search for connection is drowned out by the noise of confusion and isolation.

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