produced by caves : )

were u being sincere when you calling me
everynight for a few months you were onto me
its getting too much when you leave
why'd you make it so hard just to breathe
i blame it on you but i think it was me
i knew you would go but i thought we would speak
just stay get rid of my fears
the last thing id say is that i love you dear
your head on my bed im holding you near

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

id kiss on your neck but it brings it my tears
stay right here get rid of my fears
i cant even say your name
no way your happy being mine
touch my neck im getting shivers down my spine
not getting better but i tell everyone im fine
i think that you would be happy when i die
i want it end it all when i see him lie
i wanna hurt him bad if you cry
all i ever had was the sky
now its all bad when you fly
im really not glad your my ally

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

now your just a name on my phone

nervous

completely non profit

produced by emptychest

lyrics

proceed with caution that's heavy
the waves will smack at the levee
I know u'll buy what I'm selling
their legs are turning to jelly
they watch as I crash the chevy
I'd tone it down if they'd let me
the loss of innocence sent me
I'll turn this up if ur ready

my loss of fortune seems petty
lined up to die like I'm kenny
with bits of wire reconnect me
ignite my fire its electric
if I'm a fox it's a fennec
I feel distress like this denim
we need to talk like I'm Kevin
this just the world that we live in
I sing a song and relive it
u a song n u cheese it
n I can hardly believe it
it's like practically breathe it
just feel the flow of the beat
n turn into a repeater 
I'll be ur coffee and creamer 
don't need no fuckin opinions

these aren't warm nights they feel like mid July
Southern hemisphere n all but still the time flies
Tryna move on, just now I feel alright
it's almost 5am and I'm still getting high
I got white ash blocking out the sky
I got double vision but I'm walking fine
this a straight shot, make a deadline 
Tryna make this bus before the before I freeze tonight

so break my heart on the seventh
and drink his spit by eleven 
she finds some peace tho in heaven
so she goes cutting the tether
just stuff my head full of feathers 
block out my will to remember
my brain will rot thru December
these drugs will turn me to Kevlar 
so watch my line for some new shit
I'm always dropping new music
it's like u need me to prove it
so pack my bowl with a two hit
just take the shot like u blew it
I like the odds when I'm losing
rammed down ur ear like a q tip
u best get used to this blue shit

u should worry bout ur damn self
it's not ur job to fix my damn health
words r nice but they all can't help
so go and waste ur time on somebody else
u just worry bout ur damn self
why u speaking on my bad health
just keep ur words all to ur damn self
go and waste ur time on anybody else

these aren't warm nights they feel like mid July
Southern hemisphere n all but still the time flies
Tryna move on, just now I feel alright
it's almost 5am and I'm still getting high
I got white ash blocking out the sky
I got double vision but I'm walking fine
this a straight shot, its a deadline 
Tryna make this bus before the before I freeze tonight

my loss of fortune seems petty
lined up to die like I'm kenny
with bits of wire reconnect me
ignite my fire its electric
if I'm a fox it's a fennec
I feel distress like this denim
we need to talk like I'm Kevin
this just the world that we live in
I sing a song and relive it
u a song n u cheese it
n I can hardly believe it
it's like practically breathe it
just feel the flow of the beat
n turn into a repeater 
I'll be ur coffee and creamer 
don't need no fuckin opinions

05:00am departure (emptychest)

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lyrics - 

this ain't working
my stomach's fucking hurting
grab my backpack
i never really fucked with that
i ain't used to this shit
i know this ain't you
what's your purpose?
i see you float around too

where you gonna go when you up and leave home?
you say it's such a bleak and lonely road
but i don't believe that you know who you are
you'll never know if you're enough

you'll always find your way home
you say you're so fucking alone
you left everyone behind
and you only just realized

this ain't working
my stomach's fucking hurting
grab my backpack
i never really fucked with that
i ain't used to this shit
i know this ain't you
what's your purpose?
i see you float around too

i'm so sick of always trying to pursue you
let me go, just let me down
i never knew you
i won’t ever stick around, it’s not like you do
pull me up and tear me down it’s what I’m used to
so pull me out and let me down
can't help but change when you’re not around
i hate my face
man I hate this town
let me go
let me drown

float (feat. hiraeth)

confusion w/ hiraeth (switch)

wanted this forever, i've been wishing
packed it up in boxes moving east to try and fix it
silent with your parents
i know they'd never say it

focus on the changes, growing in the silence
hard to even recognise my body from the mileage
everything you're scared of
but what if it was made up?

tracing on your arm, getting closer to the lookout,
ripples in the water, we've been kicking in since sundown
to live in this forever
what if i never get better?
cause i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore

does anybody know?
the only thing i asked you
lose it when you say
'does anybody have to?'
cause i've been in the dark
but never so invested
to hide it from the world
what i thought had been the best thing

and maybe it just fizzles out on hollow ground
scars that we had made in doubt, ashamed of now
your body in the darkness
like anything could stop it
and i just hate this fucking town and what we found
now my hairs been falling out, i think about
anything to hold you
and know that you were there too

cause i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore

cause i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore

Can't Shiver

i needa go to work my girl if u hear me now 
i’ll be back at 6
make u food if u want it 
woke up in a good mood 
but shortly after lost it 
this table and this screen 
keep me in like a coffin 
at my 9-5 way too high to be conscious 
broke another streak
i feel bad for my sponsors
need to put this bottle down
head spinnin like a comet
2 litre sprite
pinewood then cherry drop it 

like run your diagnostics 
on my friends 
anythin u want girl
i’ll buy it 
can’t afford a prada bag
so i rolled this 10 
will u hold me down when i get indicted
pass the gas to my homie only smoke fire
hold the knife in my hand and i get excited 
pass the gas to my baby yea she light it
she put flowers on the grave that i’m inside inside in

and it’s like lately
idk, i can’t explain 
i been - 
ugh

i mean, like lately,
i been low once again 
i feel like things are starting to fall into place
then they slip and i drop them 
they smash like a vase
always just a fuck up 
yea i cannot explain
why do i always think people want me this way
then they cut and they stitch n they try change my shape
i pop pills n im lazy 
the fuck can i say
either take me 
or leave me 
stop playing this game 
i’m a person i deserve to be loved and- 

tf am i sayin 
just pass me a 30 n get out my way 
i’ve gone cold through these years that you’ve shredded my brain 
what’s a life without fighting 
feel fuckin insane
did you see how he fell when i hit him again 
i got blood on my hands wash it off in the rain
i can’t make a fist or hold my phone a few days 
but i promise that pussy won’t try it again
all i need in this life is some weed and a pen

i’ll be back at six (nevrfall)

[produced by miercoles]

so goodbye 
i'm not the one that was meant for you 
and that’s fine 
cus i’m still happy just as long as you are too 
so, alright 
how do we fix this mess we’ve gotten ourselves into?
and we fight 
but no more than google says we’re meant to

so when i’m old and i’m rancid :(
will you still love me 
just as much as your dad loved your mom
when they were freshmen ?
or like a kid loves his sandpit 
will you just hold me in both hands
so i can’t slip
dance til my back clicks

eggs in one basket !
but many broken like the glass
on my lap
tip top if youre asking :) 
door shut
now i’m trapped in 
the sails dropped and i fell into atlantic
ship im the captain, here 
i’m the captive here

a mothers love

last song of the year :)
hopefully next year will be better and i can focus more on music. been a bit distracted due to other issues going on in life. im starting next year of with a heart surgery and 3 months of recovery, wish me luck! :)

Original song: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/u-are-perfect-to-me-tom-bailey

sewerperson - u are perfect to me (whyke remix)

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spent 8 hours on this in one day

damn i wak3 up s¡k  
i wak3 up r1t3 n find my f!t  
th3y outta lin3 it mak3 no sεns  
thε day i di3d i had no ƒr!enz  

thεy wanna starε  
yea !m unɔncious  
i ƒeel so n∆useous  
i think !m hεartlεss  

i madε it clя  
this pain is constant  
im fk1n tox¡c  
i think i l0st !t  

no i do not fεεl alivε  
i fεεl so traumat¡zd  
likε evry day im crit¡cizd  
i cant talk it stays 1ns!dε  

ƒuk !t i stay tεrrifid  
yea 100 lbs on my chεst woah  
im finna g0 up nxt woah  
thεy wanna sεε my dεath woah  

whats thεr lεft 2 fkn say  
i bεεn l!v¡n evry day thε fkn samε  
i just makε thεsε songs 2 ƒεεl ok  
no1 evr fkn told mε i was saƒε  
its likε evry timε i talk im fkn draned  

damn i wak3 up s¡k  
i wak3 up r1t3 n find my f!t  
th3y outta lin3 it mak3 no sεns  
thε day i di3d i had no ƒr!enz  


whats there left to say [sulvyr]

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