trans amirite haha

~☆~Lyrics~★~

The mirror in the morning light 

Leaves my body feeling like 

I just drank some pesticide 

I cant see my face inside 


I'll try my best to paint it on 

This body I call a prison 

There's a girl inside a cage 

While a boy takes center stage 


Like an actor on TV 

Never been the real me 

But changing right now seems like hell 

So I'll just learn to hate myself 


If you insulate 

the self hate 

It's now a part of you 

You have to kill that too


It's cutthroat  

I keep choke- 

Ing on this feeling deep inside 

Somethings wrong  

I know what it is 


But I'm too scared to admit 


That I'd rather fail at being a woman 

Than go on being a man 

If you remember him could you please try to forget if you can 


Pray every day Ill wake up in the body I belong  

Sometimes I don't know if I am even real at all 


I only hope I find the girl inside but even then 

If god wasn't a cunt she'd cut me up and try again 

    

Romantic Vivisection  

Kill me and then go to heaven 

Take me apart and put me back together 

As something beautiful forever


Romantic Vivisection

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/murrumur
Beat By https://soundcloud.com/maknaeslayer


~☆~Lyrics~★~


(Rat Jesu)

Aw shit 

Saw it 

Think I'm getting nauseous 


Cautious  

Watch this 

Delete Everything off it 


Jpeg 

You're dead 

Poison yeah its blood-red 


Light head 

I dread 

Body like it's full of led 


Adderall 

end it all 

Slit my throat and set me free 


Estradiol 

Will it stall 

The poison that's been killing me 


Missing Link 

I just think  

It's better not to ask 


If this could make me normal 

Could I ever be normal 


Always something to remind you what you look like 

Sheer the skin here's hoping that you'll look right 


Cause it all gets frozen in a jpeg 

Bit off and you'll want a bullet in your head 


Try to down a few pills to forget it 

Take it long enough and maybe you'll transmit 


Can't change the past or your blood 

No arc to save you from the flood

(Murrumur)

Tried so hard to dry the rain from my skin 

Stuck in the dark, couldn't soar when I was flightless 

Do my best to kill the signs I had a twin 

Can't restrain all the time I was deprived with 

Can't scream with the body full of poison 

The lock's jammed and the door won't open 

The molly didn't work so I'd never be rollin 

Now I'm like a cat the way I'm living in the moment 

Half dead angels, slits in wings 

Thrown up to the wires, wrapped around by my shoestrings 

All I want is bliss with the way I sing 

Spiritual unwrapping of my threads like I'm stone free 

Physical form without the name they know 

Midwest woods, get my flesh torn by a wendigo 

Faceless corpse just like Jane Doe 

I'm just putting on an act and I feel like a puppet show 

(Rat Jesu)

Aw shit 

Saw it 

Think I'm getting nauseous 


Cautious  

Watch this 

Delete Everything off it 


Jpeg 

You're dead 

Poison yeah its blood-red 


Light head 

I dread 

Body like it's full of led 


Adderall 

end it all 

Slit my throat and set me free 


Estradiol 

Will it stall 

The poison that's been killing me 


Missing Link 

I just think  

It's better not to ask 


If this could make me normal 

Could I ever be normal 


All of a sudden  

I don't feel so good 

I thought you understood 

But I fucking doubt it 

But the way your acting 


It's interacting in my gut 

All these meds I fucking took 

This might be the big one 

Am I finally done, Here 


Might have one or two more years

Poison.jpg (feat. Murrumur)

eefen - Yaa

+
+
im not happy, that i fear
i cant even shed a tear
everything is so unclear
but are you happy that im here

been going through it the whole year
i think i’ll change the atmosphere
think i just wanna disappear 
no longer wanna persevere 

i even cant get to you
i cant even get to me
i dont know what to do
im just looking for whats true
i need something new to see
but right now i dont have a clue

i cant get to you
just tell me 
what did i do

just tell me what is true
so many things i cant undo
and i cant act now its no use

many things i cant let go
I cant i cant let it go
i cant i cant take a joke
going fast lets take it slow
not the same person i was so long ago
lets part ways so we can grow
thought you saw me but you dont

really feels like all my options are exhausted
at this point im wishing on a comet
i just tore my heart out and i put it in a locket
one with this environment im nothing but a product

falling☆・*。[morecalcium]

Ion Wanna Feel A Fuckin' Thing 


-0megaFactor 2022 </3

ft. @03osc

Not Ok (ft. 03osc)

prod. saint mike

you run, run, run
you run, run, run

to touch
to want
to love
to reach out

looking
at you
i know
i missed out

without me
i know that
ur just fine

cuz when im
with you
i waste
my time
i waste my time
so lets go find
something...

(screamo)
and you cant escape
the way you kept saying
you weren't really feeling those things
make me feel pain
cuz you think im weak
but at the end im the fires

(singing)
you run, run, run
you run, run, run
you run, run, run
you run, run, run

to touch
to love
to want
to reach out

looking
at you
i know
i missed out

to have it all

be nice 2 me, midwest emo cover

cover of
https://soundcloud.com/careinq/iee
tyyyyyyyyyyyy

BLADEE - I.E.E. (MAPLE VER. COVER)

@p4rkr

https://soundcloud.com/flexlord443/vampalooza-set-but-its-less-distorted (4:00)

https://soundcloud.com/heartlessangelll/ecco2k-peroxide
https://soundcloud.com/100gecs/hand-crushed-by-a-mallet

peroxide + hand crushed by a mallet__// p4rkr mashup

chain mix

@listen2grace (was his tag)

lying on the ground
i cant do this anymore
my shawty so cute
but we fuckin til we sore
anime on acid
yeah im tripping balls
we broke the bed
now we fuckin on the floor

dissociated
now im feelin like im 4D
gotta mix the drugs
because now they fuckin bore me
i dont need a plug
deep web drop it at my door please
i run up the guap
but i think i need more

now im lying on the ground
i cant do this anymore
in the night dont make a sound
when im painting up these walls
me and shawty too loud
so we fuckin on the floor
spending hundreds straight pounds
on the drugs i need more
im so bored
im so bored
mixing up the drugs
i wont live long
i dont even know you
bitch get off
bitch back off
what the fuck
that's just my luck
shawty wanna make some love
but im too high to fuck
got some pills
but not enough
im giving up again
i just wanna sleep forever
is that too much to ask

original art

grace - anime on acid (PROD. L2GRACE)

she/her
1/3rd of https://soundcloud.com/drixxolords
https://soundcloud.com/dsa-sfsafds https://soundcloud.com/meggothrasher

Romantic Vivisection

Rat Jesu

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