Main theme of DateNighto & HamletMachine's visual novel "Starfighter: Eclipse" (18+).
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/58O0v69s6JOFrFKmI0XY9W
Lyric Video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCQ5pu-hjww

[LYRICS]
Meet me in the dark
Face the one that you thought you had all figured out
You can try to show restraint
But we both know this kiss was more than just a bait

So tell me what it is you desire
Cause I won’t be asking twice
I’m not here to appease you
I am here to make you mine

(MINE) Give me all of you and take the pleasure
(MINE) Revel in the chaos of our passion
Let’s make each moment last forever
And savor every night
We can survive the worst of battles
As long as you stay by my side

Everything at once, can’t you see?
There’s no holding back when you’re with me
Oh baby I want you all to myself
Cause your love fulfills my every need

Consumed by the burning desire
To surrender to the rush
We collide, bodies shiver
I am yours and you are

(MINE) Give me all of you and take the pleasure
(MINE) Revel in the chaos of our passion
Let’s make each moment last forever
And savor every night
We can survive the worst of battles
As long as you stay by my side

[CREDITS]
Written, produced, and performed by Ashesborn

Desire

Stream (Spotify, etc)

Desire (Starfighter: Eclipse OST)

LITTLE RED FLOWERS
Original song by Elle M
Band: Muka Surat 9

Lyrics:
LITTLE RED FLOWERS

Pertama kali ku memetik gitarku
Yang berada di fikiranku hanya 'sakit'
Pertama kali ku melihat wajahmu
Yang berada di fikiranku hanya bisikan

"Semuanya akan berakhir dengan satu petikan jari
Semuanya tak akan kekal 
Kau kan tinggalkan ku dengan satu kelipan mata"

And I took the blade to my skin
I felt alive for just a second
The blood appearing like little red flowers blooming
And I watch the world goes 'round like usual
nothing's changed

Semuanya akan berakhir dengan satu petikan jari
Semuanya tak akan kekal
Kau kan tinggalkan ku dengan satu kelipan mata

Segalanya bagaikan mimpi yang tak mungkin
ada penghujung
Segalanya hanyalah igauan
Aku dan kamu
Realiti dan fantasi

Pertama kali ku mengukir lenganku
Ketakutan terpadam dari kisah silam
No one other than me could ever hurt me again
Not as long as I could hurt myself

And I take the blade to my skin
I feel alive for just a second
The blood appearing like little red flowers blooming

Little Red Flowers (Original Song)

_CURE FOR LONELINESS_

I will not cry tonight.
I will not beg tonight.

Do you think that I would bleed tonight? 
Don't flatter yourself. 
Who do you think you are? 

This blood on my hands is not your prize.
This is just proof that I'm real and alive.
I'm real and alive, despite my loneliness.

この 痛み は まだ、甘くだから、寂しいまだ、笑ったらな。
If i could heal my heart, then what's the point of hurting from the beginning? This is the part where i bid goodbye to my loneliness. Sharp pain is my cure, my cure, my cure, my hope.

I'll dance the night away
Let them touch me but they can't have me
That boy that left me and loved me
Now i'm not the same man

この 痛み は まだ、甘くだから、寂しいまだ、笑ったらな。
If i could heal my heart, then what's the point of hurting from the beginning? This is the part where i bid goodbye to my loneliness. Sharp pain is my cure, my cure, my cure, my hope.

治療法だ、あの男は。寂しいまだ、笑ったらな。

笑ったらな。
My cure, my cure, my love.

#originalsong #yaoi #boyxboy #bandlab

Cure for Loneliness (original song)

This is the soundtrack from the game Destiel Christmas Special. In the game, the acoustic version was played. Will be posting the song in acoustic soon. Thanks for listening!

HOLD ME CLOSE

Do you believe in everything i say?
Can you believe in everything i say?
Coz i'll carry you until the end
i'll be with you until the end

Hold me close
dont let go
be with me
though i will tarnish you
don't love me
Leave me here
though i'm yours, 
i will still walk away
But hold me close

This is too much for you and i to take
This is too much to feel we both will break
The only one who knows me well is you
the only one who loves me true is you

Hold me close
dont let go
be with me
though i will tarnish you
don't love me
Leave me here
though i'm yours, 
i will still walk away
But hold me close

夢なら夢のままで、かまわない よ。
愛する輝きに溢れ胸を染める 、
いつまでも君を想い

抱きしめてよ。
そのままの君でいて。
dont love me
leave me here
振り返らないでいて。
Let me go.

Hold Me Close (Original Song) -Destiel Christmas Special Soundtrack-

CURE FOR HATRED ft Elle

気持ち悪くだった。悲しくなかった。嫌いだからだった。君を填めらだった。君を触らったさ。
These hatred that had been choking me up until this moment of truth, you need to see how you look right now, baby. 面白かった。

Hands tied, so tight, just like the hands around my neck, suffocating me. 
I'm ready for you.
There's a thin line separating love from hate. I think i hate you too much that's why we fuck. Are you ready for me?

Hate is such a strong feeling. That part is true. I can't deny. This hurt is truth I can't ignore and it's excruciating. I couldn't keep you to myself. I couldn't help myself from cutting.

I love the taste of blade on my skin and it helps me smile when im feeling nothing. Hate is all that i can feel now. Hate is real and this is torture. Anger and pain and everything in between. This is living.

Hands tied, so tight, just like the hands around my neck, suffocating me. 
I'm ready for you.
There's a thin line separating love and hate. I think i hate you too much that's why we fuck. Are you ready for me?

その生で気な目がいつまでも着く？
いい外観だな。
しかりとその目に焼きすけとおけ、刻みこまれるしゅんかうな。

Hands tied, so tight, just like the hands around my neck, suffocating me. 
I'm ready for you.
There's a thin line separating love and hate. I think i hate you too much that's why we fuck. Are you ready for me?
So come at me..

Cure For Hatred Ft. Elle (original song)

DANCING DEAD

We can move to the south, i know of a place that we can go where no one's gonna ask us who we are, we'll stay in all day without fears of what's coming to get us yeah, i can move in you as long as i wanted to, you'd like that too, no? Come, don't hesitate and waste any more time.

Hello sweetness, let's dance to this music that only you and i could hear. The bed is our dance floor. We'll dance till we're dead. We'll dance till we're dead. I know you've never danced like this before. Get lost in the music, babe. Oh my sweetness.

We can shift place if you wanted to. I'll let you take it slow. I'm impatient and you keep making me wanting you more. 

Forget about all these boys that are lining up for me cos my mind is stuck on the thoughts of dancing with you.

Hello sweetness, let's dance to this music that only you and i could hear. The bed is our dance floor. We'll dance till we're dead. We'll dance till we're dead. I know you've never danced like this before. Get lost in the music, babe. Oh my sweetness.

We're dancing dead.

The sweet taste of your skin, I can get lost in this sweetness all day. We'll dance till we're dead, we'll dance to beat of our hearts.

Dancing Dead (Original Song)

PAINFUL PLEASURE

I need to know the truth. But there's so much at stake here. Would it be worth it to sell my soul for 現実 の こと は いたかったか？変なねえ この 望む を、魔法のように。

Take it slow, don't rush the pain, I need to get something out of it. Take it slow, don't give it all. Let it slowly build up, taste my skin. I need to feel alive at times like this. Kiss me till I wither away. Give me painful pleasure.

I need a little more slice on my skin, hit me, kick me in the guts. That's the only way I understand the meaning of love. 
痛みはずっとだからそばに居て子供の時から。それで今も同じのように。

Take it slow, don't rush the pain, I need to get something out of it. Take it slow, don't give it all. Let it slowly build up, taste my skin. I need to feel alive at times like this. Hurt me till I wither away. Give me painful pleasure.

Call me whatever you want. Fetishist, sick, perverse, masochist, abnormal, disgusting. Burn me up with desire to hurt. I am made by your design. 

それから今何も傷ついてられるな。
僕の中に何もが居る。
何も感じてるばかりだ。

Take it slow, don't rush the pain, I need to get something out of it. Take it slow, don't give it all. Let it slowly build up, taste my soul. I need to feel alive at times like this. I'll sell my soul to the devil. But he can't have my whole self. Just pleasure.

Painful Pleasure (Original Song)

Just another cover :-)

You should take it as a compliment
That I got drunk and made fun of the way you talk
You should think about the consequence
Of your magnetic field being a little too strong
And I got a boyfriend, he's older than us
He's in the club doing, I don't know what
You're so cool, it makes me hate you so much (I hate you so much)
Whisky on ice, Sunset and Vine
You've ruined my life, by not being mine
You're so gorgeous
I can't say anything to your face
'Cause look at your face
And I'm so furious
At you for making me feel this way
But, what can I say?
You're gorgeous
You should take it as a compliment
That I'm talking to everyone here but you (but you, but you)
And you should think about the consequence
Of you touching my hand in the darkened room (dark room, dark room)
If you've got a girlfriend, I'm jealous of her
But if you're single that's honestly worse
'Cause you're so gorgeous it actually hurts
(Honey, it hurts)
Ocean blue eyes looking in mine
I feel like I might sink and drown and die
You're so gorgeous
I can't say anything to your face (to your face)
'Cause look at your face (look at your face)
And I'm so furious
At you for making me feel this way
But what can I say?
You're gorgeous
You make me so happy, it turns back to sad, yeah
There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have
You are so gorgeous it makes me so mad
You make me so happy, it turns back to sad, yeah
There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have
Guess I'll just stumble on home to my cats
Alone, unless you wanna come along, oh
You're so gorgeous
I can't say anything to your face (to your face)
'Cause look at your face (look at your face)
And I'm so furious (I'm so furious)
At you for making me feel this way (feel this way)
But what can I say? (I say)
You're gorgeous
You make me so happy, it turns back to sad, yeah
There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have
You are so gorgeous it makes me so mad
You're gorgeous
You make me so happy, it turns back to sad, yeah
There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have
You are so gorgeous it makes me so mad
You're gorgeous

Gorgeous (Taylor Swift Cover)

R。E。D。

It was you... tearing me up piece by piece. You discovered the ugly truth about me. We were both deceived and we were the deceivers. I wish i could still live in the lies. I think i lied when i said i accepted you as who you are. Cos i'm still haunted by the persona you made up.

Just like the crimson color, you bled me out, Red. All i see is Red. Just like a ghost, you haunt me down, Red. All i see is Red. You both are beautiful, Red and the other Red. All i see is Red. Just like a perfect illusion i'm drawn to, Red. My blood is red.

It was true... when i said i never felt like this before. Can we go back and live like that for always? Stick to your lies and I'll stick to mine. We can bleed each other dry like a leech 'till we die and all we'll see is red. It was fun while it last but now i'm not the same. I can't look at the world the same and i hate this tiny little pain.

Just like the crimson color, you bled me out, Red. All i see is Red. Just like a ghost, you haunt me down, Red. All i see is Red. You both are beautiful, Red and the other Red. All i see is Red. Just like a perfect illusion i'm drawn to, Red. My blood is red.

My heart is Red. My pain is Red. My life is Red. My past is Red. My 'sin' is Red. My Red is 'sin'. My Red is broken by the obscene. Red's jealousy is venomous, it's contagious, it's dangerous, it's murderous and now Red had killed both Red and me. We're history.

Just like the crimson color, you bled me out, Red. All i see is Red. Just like a ghost, you haunt me down, Red. All i see is Red. Just like a perfect illusion i'm drawn to, Red. All i see is...red

R.E.D. (Original Song)

DIRTY

もっと近づけたい、もっと傷つけた。
[The more I want to be close to you, the more I’m hurt]
今は君のそばに、誰が居るのか？
[Right now who’s there by your side?]

Don’t you feel alive for just a moment?
When our dirty hands entwined in time?
Don’t you feel like you’re dead for just a moment?
When our sinful mouths met for the first time?

何か思ってる？隣で君をずっと傷つける、
汚し よ、壊しよ。
[What are you thinking? You’re always hurt, filthy, (and) broken when you’re beside me]

Don’t you feel alive for just a moment?
When our sinful bodies entwined in time?
Don’t you feel like you’re dead for just a moment?
When our dirty mouths screamed for the first time?

汚した、付けいていた。
[Dirtied, being used]
悲したくて、悲しなくて。
[I want to feel sad (but) I can’t feel sad]
抱きしめたい、抱きしめない。
[I want to hold you (but) I can’t hold you]
君のそばに誰が居るのか？
今は？
[Who’s there by your side right now?]

もっと近づけたい、もっと傷つけた。
[The more I want to be close to you, the more I’m hurt]

Dirty (Original Song)

Summertime Sadness (Lana Del Rey Cover Male)

Band: Muka Surat 9
Position: Singer, Rhythm, Song-Writer, Keyboard
Label: Malaysian Independent Band

Little Red Flowers (Original Song)

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