official video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gj-KOLu4V-U

some words: 
the promo 4 this song has been crayZ and im glad u guys enjoy it as much as i did recording it. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

vampire

prod. DutchRevz
OUT SEPTEMBER 2ND *streaming below*
https://linktr.ee/1endie
time after time
the world spins it doesn’t stop when you feel like it should
how could you be living your best life if you’re always online
when you’re typing line after line
and you go outside
and you realize
the whole world is waiting for you
but now i’m lost

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

you can dream of
someone to lean on
the promises you keep up
should never feel wrong
i dont think you know what’s best for you
gotta keep my head on straight
cause i never wanna look back on the past
only 60 on the dash
and i promise it’ll last if you try a little harder
punch 100 on the dash so we go a little farther
while we’re trying not to crash
our car is running out of gas
and its all messed up in a world where your best is not enough
and i’ll always look back
cause you’re all i had

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

no one is ahead of me
no one is ahead of me
my head collapse
yeah i knew i would burn and crash
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i swear i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn

spotify

love like that

mixing-xenx
writing-xenx
lyrics:

(intro)

*bunch of woahing*

(verse)
i swam into the endless sea
i was strucken by the ocean breeze
its you.

its you.

now im trying not to reminisce
im trying not to reminisce 
of you.

of you.

(chorus)
and ur on my mind
all the time
girl, i love you but i know that i'll be waiting
and i can't be waiting
and we stayed up til the sun came up
girl, i miss you 
but i'm out of luck again
out of luck agai-ai-ain

(bridge)
*bunch of yea and woahs*

(verse)
and it's just like that
how the story ends
for you and meeee

for you and me.

no, i can't take back
all the things i said
but you will seeeee

how much. you mean. to me.

(chorus)
and ur on my mind
all the time
girl, i love you but i know that i'll be waiting
and i can't be waiting
and we stayed up til the sun came up
girl, i miss you 
but i'm out of luck again
out of luck agai-ai-ain

(out of luck agaainnn...)

(that's how the story endssss...)

(chorus)
and ur on my mind
all the time
girl, i love you but i know that i'll be waiting
and i can't be waiting
and we stayed up til the sun came up
girl, i miss you 
but i'm out of luck again
out of luck agai-ai-ain

end.

thank u 4 listening.<3

a song for a girl i only texted

love u :)

lyrics:
took a train ride across the country
now im starting to see what im missing out on
days pass and u never really call but
your startin to see what your missing out on
half a milli in couple weeks 
shows money sleep repeat
never really knew i could get this far
cold drugs antihistamine
girls offa lsd
never really knew i could get this far

been on my own minute now
its been too long feelin stressed out
they said roll with the punches

well i said fuck this
i think i fall in love quick
i dont wanna talk shit
can we change the subject?
now im with a drunk bitch 
talking bout her husband
i dont wanna hear nun
can we change the subject? 

at a party with these strangers idk
and i really wish she’d say sum
but kinda wish she dont
she got blue hair hairdyed*
it matches her sweater
if she ask me how im feelin
say idk i could be better

been up for 24 hours
she gave me 24 flowers at
ive been ive been alone in my room
she said the world could be ours 
but thats a scary ass thought
i mean like what would i do
i never even 
thought 
that i would get this far

can we change the subject?

HLFD

BXNES

@re6ce
prod. grayskies
https://ffm.to/heartatt4ck

lyrics:
Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
So I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

heart attack w/ re6ce

ep soon here r the lyrics :)

i dyed my hair all red
now its bleached and dead
now im thinking all the things
that i shouldntve said
ive been alone too long 
think its evident
you know how life moves fast
never know whats next

i let my legs freefall
but my arms could stay
and ive been skating all day
feeling not so great
i sit alone
and watch the whole world burn down

dont know why you had to lie
you just had to waste my time

ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more
ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more

north sky pretty
from the view of my room
and i got secrets
that im keeping from you
and you always change
yeah its never the same
yea never as it always was 
know im tired and confused now 
too long
i know ur dying to assume now
and ur wrong 
i know you see me doing shows
while you find a way to cope
promise you that it wont help
and you dont even know like

dont know why you had to lie
you just had to waste my time

ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more
ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more

angels (prod. re6ce + jonah summerfield)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/05H7DFe2YnGGrIokYRhAnG?si=8_dJSMLYQ8qMqEzGoBV5dQ
art by visualsbykura
prod: grayskies

lyrics: 
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

So won't you tell me what I did wrong
Spent so long tryna find out where I belong
Fucked up from the way you string me along
I'm so fuckin sick and tired of the love songs

I don't want your love, but I need it
Thinking about my past gonna leave me steady grieving
I cared so much, don't give a fuck if you believe me
I've never been smart, so it's not hard to deceive me

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

I hate you
You say you want me dead, I don't blame you
I don't get why this is what it came to
I don't remember one time that you came through

So save your words
It'll be a long time till we mature
My brain is fogged, my visions blurred
I guess I got what I deserved

I can't stand to be alone
Like why won't you pickup your phone
You break me down, and leave me broke
Yeah, all the pain that you invoke

Did I even love you in the first place
How can I wish someone the best in the worst way
I miss putting my arms around your waist
I hate seeing your face on the worst days

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage
(so won't you)
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

dissonance

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my

[@rlvst]
Give me your bag, I left it in the bedroom
Pack my bags, then I'll tell you why I left you
So decieving, girl I try my best to
Trust your words but, I can't ever trust you

What you did you broke me in two halfs
You broke my heart, I can't go back
I'm crying fixed with some Cognac
I take the train I hope to crash
Why do you hate me so passive aggressive
You're the reason I've been so obsessive
Drugs to me, yeah they act so supressive
You're the reason I've been so progressive 

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

@alkayn 
Its 3pm, haven’t left my bed
Never been the type to reminisce
but there’s this feeling in my chest
and I just can’t stop running out of breath

Holding my own hands, trying not to call
My eyes best friend’s been the drywall
I fucked it up, it’s all my fault
I drown my pain with alcohol
I don’t recognize myself
I keep my feelings on a shelf
I hate my being in itself
I’m sorry I can’t take your help

I’m sick of saying that I’m fine
I wish that I could turn back time
I don’t go up, I just decline
I’m just a prick by my design
Feels like I’m bad at everything 
Just fucking say it, you hate me
You moved on so complacently
My life’s a pot of agony

@1bearr
Both been here before
You saying we should try once more
You're rotten to the core
On your way out make sure you close the door

Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

vampire

re6ce (@re6ce)