#SelfMade

I dont really know what to say on this beat
But I got a couple of thoughts
That I wanna sing
Wanna say

One moment
Im reaching heights Ive never seen
Next moment
Im crashing down like a fiend

One moment 
Life almost seems like a dream
Next moment
I see my demons creep 

One moment
Cut myself to let me bleed
Next moment
I’m high looking back at memories

One moment
Im feeling taller than the trees
Next moment
Im falling down into the deep

I realize I’m suffering in silence, looking for some guidance
Tortured mind, war behind my eyelids
Got a lot of problems that pile in
Not sure what to do, I’m still undecided
I got really bad memory, I’m fucked up yeah mentally
So I’m downing all this Hennessy
(Don’t know where I’ve been)
All I know is to take drugs then sing
Writing down the scars with some ink
Got a lot problems, really need to see a shrink
Going insane
Memories of the past always on repeat
Uncomfortable as hell Ima need to take a seat
Just being happy is a herculean feat
Can’t drown out my thoughts, all I do is think
Can’t climb out this abyss, all I do is sink
So I’m looking back at life like 
Life like

Was it worth it all?
Can I even get out?
Is there even need for me in this place?
This place

One Moment

One moment

One moment
Im reaching heights Ive never seen
Next moment
Im crashing down like a fiend

One moment 
Life almost seems like a dream
Next moment
I see my demons creep 

One moment
Cut myself to let me bleed
Next moment
I’m high looking back at memories

One moment
Im feeling taller than the trees
Next moment
Im falling down into the deep

one moment

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New Single From Industry Rejects New Project "Welcome To Smash City"! 

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THE TRUTH

The second single from "Apollo Nox Vol. 2" 

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