Best when listened to past midnight ❤️

Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

AMV by mayiium on IDLEGLANCE YT: https://youtu.be/6Pb46z8sPCk

skylarallen https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen
Leo IV https://soundcloud.com/leoivmusic
maxtaylor https://soundcloud.com/maxltaylor

Lyrics

So you feeling all crazy
Blood drips down on the grey street
Kick push weed in the baggie
Smoke in my lungs see my world fucking burning

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

Too late, to runaway now
Been tryna talk in this room but it’s too loud
I been all alone with the lights down
Telling me I should go don’t stay around
So take a breath
Just like it’s nothing
Always get a rush from pushing all of my buttons
Fuck it I don’t love em they act so different in public
But they never really say what’s real
Naw

One foot forward
Getting warmer
Hell be hot, I’ve crossed the border

Got disorders
Cutting corners
Bitch I be my own transporter

Always wanna talk swear they never being silent
Twenty three years like I really put some time in
Imma take a plane and put it into autopilot
Fly up in your city and we giving you the knowledge
But never speak on what you don’t know
I won’t go talk slow cause I’m tryna roll
All alone in the zone with my blinds closed
Fuck everybody who was saying that it’s over no

I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

One foot forward
Getting warmer
Hell be hot, I’ve crossed the border

Got disorders
Cutting corners
Bitch I be my own transporter

Let me tell you why I’m paranoid
Promise I ain’t ever had a choice
Addictions offer me so much noise
Not a regular boy, baby I’m a bad one
Cocaine on the scale like I’m weighing out my options
Mixing with the toxins
Too much with the talking
See me when you walked in
Yeah the devil at the door knocking


I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

So you feeling all crazy
Blood drips down on the grey street
Kick push weed in the baggie
Smoke in my lungs see my world fucking burning

Genesis

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Genesis w/ skylarallen & Leo IV (maxtaylor)

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Earl Stan - Nightmares

(prod. Tyler Creed & Andy Sorenson)  @deathncreed

Lyrics:

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Still I lose touch with myself can somebody bring help and show me outta the pain please
Who the fuck can I tell cuz nobody been listening to what I'm saying
You don't know myself and your posse gone follow yeah you probably hate me
But bitch you all been dead now see
You ain't ever the one I should've kept round me
Whatever you say but I could never trust you
I could feel it way before you ever knew bout him
I know all your friends love to hate me now
But it don't matter cause I couldn't give a fuck about them
I know that you family probably don't know shit of what you did
Cause you won't even say you wrong about shit
I know that he tells you that you did the right thing
How the fuck could you just take his side
Well that's fine
It cuts deeper than a blade to your skin when I was up at the crib said I was saving your life
I'm wishing I could just forgive and forget that night this time I guess that I'll never say goodbye
But what's it like to have somebody you with just fucking lie to your face like everything is alright
I split ties with many friends and forgave them nights I waste time now nobody else wasting mine

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off
I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Like Knives

Battleground

Battleground (prod. Saba Lagrange)

Friends

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

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Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

Whispersinyahead - Snow [Prod. CRCL]

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instagram.com/cloutboysus

[Chorus]
I know you wanted me too (Whatever)
Whatever we do
Comes a day of me and you 
All alone 
Put it to song
F the world
They shoot, they know 
Telling me I've fallen off
Telling me I need to go
All along 
This lonely road
They shoot me as it goes

[Verse]
So many
I don't think
Don't think that I'll remember
My name, am I dead
Whatever I do
Whatever I say 
To me
Get back for you
I never know you loved me too
You gone inside my breaks
I know I shouldn't never let you closer 

[Chorus]
I know you wanted me too
Whatever comes
Whatever we do
Comes a day of me and you 
All alone 
Put it to song
F the world
They shoot, they know 
Telling me I've fallen off
Telling me I need to go
All along 
This lonely road
They shoot me as it goes

🔥F the world 🌍

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/tmNsDXg42ak

Dark City (prod. p4ra x 5head)

Follow Tsunami J.: @tsunamiij
Follow kiLLa Laharl: @killuacrystal
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/w1TgJ1c6lW8

Lyrics:

I be looking like
I'm pissed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more

I be looking like
I'm p!ssed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more
Everyday is just a risk avoid
Everyday I gotta make some noise

And I keep mixing up my bags
With my rocks
Feel attached to the rot
It’s the smack that I brought
And I keep thinking bout the facts
In my thoughts
They come back with the lost
It’s the bags that I bought

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Man she’s been acting fake
What a waste
Watch her make another face
She’s product of the space yeah
Shawty wonders if she hates
It’s a race in the maze hit the brakes
We’re dependent on the games yeah

We’re too nervous and too fast for the rush
It’s a slash in the trust
I been dashing through the drvgs
I been going back to bags and the rust
You’re the past I don’t love
I'm just mad for your love

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

SHADOW PEOPLE

COLD SHOULDER

TSUNAMI J. x KILLA LAHARL - COLD SHOULDER

Lyrics

High
I've been high since half past five
Read your thoughts with my third eye
Yeah i know what's on your mind
You can run but you can't...

High
I've been high since half past five
Read your thoughts with my third eye
Yeah i know what's on your mind
You can run but you can't hide

High
I've been high since half past five
Read your thoughts with my third eye
Yeah i know what's on your mind
You can run but you can't...

High
I've been high since half past five
Read your thoughts with my third eye
Yeah i know what's on your mind
You can run but you can't hide

High

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

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