Kid Mango x Sydcxx - Running circles

Castle in the Sky

Excalibur

Killing Me Softly

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Lyrics:

(SCAR$)
(Verse 1)
Do you remember last fall?
Cause I don't
Remember anything at all
Anythin'
Anythin' but your last fucking call

Waking me up in the middle of the night
Screaming at the top of your lungs that you wanna fucking die
And I'm
Gonna buy
A gun for you to say one more final goodbye
Not a single angel would ever cry

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

But I don't mind if you waste my time
Up at 2 am with some other guy
You text that you miss me but that's a lie
I kinda liked how you'd twist that knife

(Robstar & SCAR$)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

(SCAR$)
(Verse 2)
Used to hope that you would miss me, but not at this time
You and all my flaws seemed to intertwine
Now the only one you kiss is a bottle of wine
So you're callin' up my line, but I shrug and decline

(Bridge)
And as my world was fallin' to pieces
You gave me
No reasons
To stay
So that I would walk away

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

But I don't mind if you waste my time
Up at 2 am with some other guy
You text that you miss me but that's a lie
I kinda liked how you'd twist that knife

(Robstar)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

(SCAR$)
(Outro)
Do you remember last fall
I don't remember a single thing at all
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I hope

Last Fall

Last Fall (ft. Robstar)

prod. ocin
guitars: fonkyfake

Fighting my way through no more I hide my face inside now 
All alone I feel the void, you know I love the 
The silence 
Fighting my way through no more I hide my face inside now 
All alone I feel the void, you know I love the silence 
I just can’t wake up 
I just can’t wake up 
I just can’t wake up 
I just can’t 

I just can’t wake up 
Had a dream last night you and me made up 
I been caught up in this deepfake love 
You can’t cheapskate me 
Maybe we should break up 
But I come back to you 
Again and again 
It’s not much I ask of you 
I scream in the wind 

Fighting my way through no more I hide my face inside now 
All alone I feel the void, you know I love the silence 
Fighting my way through the void I show my face in silence 
All alone I feel no more, you know I hate deciding 
I just can’t wake up 
I just can’t wake up 
I just can’t wake up 
I just can’t 

Wake up baby 
It’s me at the door 
I wanna tell you that I love you 
You’re the one I adore 
(x2)

wake up (feat belak)

we're going nowhere [prod. IVYPROD]

body

Produced By Paradoxx

Happy Pills i got them prescribed
I just wanna fucking die
In the back of a car
Getting fucked up i won't make it far
Who do you think you are
Leaving me in scars 
Hurting on a daily 
I'm going crazy

I gotta wake up again 
took a wrong turn and I'm not the same
Never wanna see you again
Found out that im better off myself
Ye I'm tryna find myself
So damn hard
Driving down the street
In my car 
Yeah I'm going so fast
I Don't Care I Wanna Crash

Let Me Die

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War (prod. NXSTXLGIC)

I never knew missing someone would hurt this much.



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I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone
building up, building up, just to fall down
I pray when my time comes, my bodies not found

linger here a bit, losing track of days, always sleep, 
lost my sense of reality to an early grave

Cus I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone
building up, building up, just to fall down
I pray when my time comes, my bodies not found

Cus I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone

takin chances, I see you there dancing
open me, haunt me, looking down slowly
kiss me on the lips, say im all fine, choking  
holding onto tears, tell me why am I so lonely

so tell my friends im not ok but they don’t ever listen
hold me down closely and say its love im missing
if I could ever change my ways, you know I really would
but I don’t know where to start, I didn’t think I could

im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall
suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows
im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be
so im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me

who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing
grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed
but at least its something, 
At least it’s something I feel

cus there’s the ghost of you that comes through the window
I feel your hand on my cheek, you say you gotta go
I’ve never felt this sorry before, 
it’s like your is straight hands through my chest ripping at my soul more

remember when you couldn’t get out of bed
this illness called depression filled your head and left you drowning with dread
you said to me you never felt this weak
you used to leave the noose on your fan and promise that you’d never would leave

but you did, but you did, yeah no your gone
it’s getting cold, it’s getting cold now that im alone
it makes me sick knowing that I wasn’t there for you
how do I live when I know I let you down, it’s true

sick disgusted to my stomach, 
breaking down choking on vomit
will you tell me how to change
won’t you come down and take me away

im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall
suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows
im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be
so im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me

who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing
grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed
but at least its something, 
At least it’s something I feel

NEVERLOVE

Never understand me
I don’t, don’t see clearly
Cut off, won’t you don’t see
I sink, sink so deeply 

cut off where I was from, yeah I don’t really know much 
about my past cus the drugs just blurred it, 
yeah im hurting,im lurking but I don’t feel im worth it
You’re talking back to me with a blunted point of view 

but I don’t understand this you gotta speak clearly
My mind is filled with poetry but I can’t put these thoughts down to paper
I spit this out right now,
yeah my heads just a mess I feel manic all the time

So you put your fingers straight into my chest 
wrap your bones around my ribs pull them tightly and then I cant breathe
Every time I speak it’s like your name is wrapped around my lungs
Panic overload I think my brains just gone numb

I say this doesn’t feel real,
You say im insane and look at me with eyes that could kill
You say I didn’t wanna steal
It’s just about survival you know

Yeah tell me how it feels to look into my eyes
When you say you don’t recognize me and you don’t want
Anything to do with me anymore yeah
Im used to that shit when I say I wanna quit the drugs

Remember you call me at 3 am,
Stuttering your drunk you say you wanna kill yourself again
I cant deal with this, I cant take it
Your best friend was dying and I couldn’t help

Im watching depression consume me
As my anxieties got me all kinds of fucked up
Tearing at the seams, so im tearing at the skin
Watch the blood pour down to my ankles yeah I’ve lost within

YOUR EYES COULD KILL

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